voodoo-ed and killed.

Monday, August 16, 2004

today, today's totally screwed!!!

wah lao eh, whole day today stuck with copying bio prac, b4 sch, recess, lunch, after sch... ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT AARON CHUA IS GOING TO HAND IN TML!!!! wah lao eh... gong1 kui1 yi1 kui4... but fine lah, even if dont do today, tml still have to hand in (i didnt finish it anyway, stopped immediately after i found out dont need to hand in, chao slack).

then today's physics i was damn irritated loh... i keep wanting to say something, but that stupid hand juz refuses to raise up... my mind was like shouting, "top! top! top is an examplt of inertia!!" then, in the end never raise up. there goes my physics op le.... xD

chem still ok lah... then ih1 i wasnt even listening to him... busy with the co badge... see i so noble, sacrifice ih1 time for co... but then again, no one listens in ih1... :P

after second recess, had to do eng compre... THANKFULLY it is not the test loh... the summary was damn hard... had to cut SO MANY words... in the end, my summary is like, all the gramma is suck like siao, language mark sure zero liao...

then maths... i was staring at the board, not even understanding what she was saying loh... linear law sucks!! thankfully not in tml's test... but then again, binomial theorem and log suck as well...

then went back home after IA briefing... TO SLEEP!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah lao eh, wanna cry liao, wasted so much time... I VOW TO FINISH STUDYING THEN SLEEP, MUZ GET AT LEAST B3 FOR MATHS AND A2 CHEM!!! but i think sure impossible one, dont fail happy liao... ok... timetable (sure wont follow...)

10.15-10.30 bathe
10.30-12.00 chem
12.00-2.00 maths revision
2.00-4.00 chem revision
4.00-6.00 maths practice

pls note, all this are done provided i dont fall asleep half way... plsplpls, juz lemme last till tml after sch... sleep during the performance also can...

talking about the performance, it's so damn crappy loh... it's a china SO, and they have to ask chs CO to perform... talking about intelligence... then hor, replica watches the songs they choose... one word, suck. dumb. stupid. idiotic. freako. shit. take your pick. it's like so ARGH!!!! loh.... and they HAVE TO choose the same songs as last time... u know how diu lian it is anot, if the audience is the same (perhaps the band? i dunno). even if the audience is not repeated, the songs still suck... i rather we play jiu ge and screw up (may not even) and play these crappy songs and equally screw up loh... suck manz...

signing off... go bathe and on to chem le... pls dont fall asleep! *prays hard*

voodoo-ed and killed at 10:03 PM

VOODOO-ED.

life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.

the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.

it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)

i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.

life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.