Sunday, February 26, 2006
hi, havent been posting for a while... so lets start the post with a happy note. was at kbox with ngee yong yesterday at cine. then "supposed" to watch movie with wenjie, peishan, deren, puay hian.
ya, then deren overslept, puay hian is sick, and i was busy with helping ngee yong for fac idol (supposed to la). so BY RIGHT, left wenjie and peishan *wink wink*
but they suddenly told me they were at cine with ruth. wah i xia dao la. supposed to meet at suntec, suddenly they appear at cine. gosh. then i know cannot escape le ma, and ruth was around anyway, so not my fault that *wink wink*...
anyway, peishan and wenjie pei wo go bugis cut hair... exxxx la ok, $23.80 after discount. but nvm la, im happy with the results. though my styling skills sux like anything. nvm, shall keep the natural look to school tml. at least it's better than styling some style-which-must-not-be-seen hair.
must say thank you to peishan and wenjie lehs. wah i feel so xing fu (and uber bright), so have dunjie yongxian pei wo buy guitar, then wenjie peishan pei wo cut hair. must say xie xie, thank you, arigato, terimakasih, pipanigelongdingdong (ok, this is kouped from chun kang. but wadeva la :P)
hmm. so kinda happening this wk ah, new guitar, new hair. just finished gp essay (to me consider "big" hmk). and got chem test tml... gonna start studying after blogging. oh ya, i still remember 3 days ago i was thinking how abandoned our class blog is, but 3 days later, yes indeed, many new posts. but... i rather that all that didnt happen and posting is as rare as b4... i mean, i really dunno how ______ is going to face ______ and how are they going to tok.
why is this happening? it's like sooooo sudden. and i dont think anyone has any idea how to salvage the situation. so please, get it clear. personally i think that the impt thing is abt this conflict, and not abt wad moderating posts, cliques, dropping a bombshell abt quitting as welfare rep or being a cynic and listing a list of ppl in the class and saying rather nasty stuff.
i know ppl are going to get offended abt this. but i just have to say it... why must we create so much unhappiness or dunno wad over the span of a short wkend. wad on earth is happening? everyone please calm down and think carefully. dont make rash decisions or reply rashly... it affects ppl u know. so everyone chill ok? dont make our class blog into a battle field. it's like so contrasting la, a daoed barren land into a bloody battle field overnight. dont do this. my heart cannot take it.
i agree with wad chun kang said in the class blog and wenjie said in his blog (dunno if any others did talk abt it). also wad peishan and i were chatting abt makes a lot of sense too.
chanel handbags we all mean the same thing - we are a class, so can we please be one whole as a class. there's no point being cynical and just thinking that our class is not going to make it as a whole, there'll always be cliques. i mean come on, how is this going to solve the problem???
im not trying to be some idealist here and go, "everyone calm down and befriend each other. cannot quarrel, must he mu gong chu." it's practically impossible. but please at least attempt can? if everyone puts in a little effort, the whole situation will change lots.
we all have our differences, thats definitely true. and it's not possible to like and befriend everyone. but pls at least not keep such a negative attitude and just be a loner or stick to a clique can? think abt it carefully, for those ppl who isolate bcos they think cliques are forming and the class is not being united, arent u trying to form ur own clique as well, arent u just trying to be a loner and stick with the same ppl? so isnt it the same ultimately?
some ppl ARE liddat, we cannot have many gd frens, but a few really gd ones. then so be it? why bother changing? personally im like that too! but i dont just stick with ppl im closer to and ignore everyone else just cos they have their own closer frens! if i cannot be best frens with someone, or even a good fren, could we at lest be aquaintances? do we have to be strangers or worse, enemies? why do we want to derive so much misery from being in a class when joy is within reach?
so come on ppl. start thinking abt it. u all may think im in no position to lecture, but im speaking the truth. we need to bond closer. must we be a giant covalent molecule with singly atoms bonded together? wads wrong with diatomic molecules, or organic compounds that come together after being in grps of atoms? must it be 1 by 1? i think that as long as the end result is a bonded grp of atoms, who cares if in the process we have smaller grps of atoms bonded together in the first place?
so. stop any cynical thoughts u might have. stop picking on ppl or isolating urself. walk out of it. join the 6D family. and let's bond together ok? and make our class blog a better place to visit and post instead of all the angst and sarcasm and evident cruelty and pinpointing. give urself and everyone else a break.
voodoo-ed and killed at 11:10 PM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
oh b4 i forget... thank you to sinyee and der koon for going with me to lot 1. and really really thanks to dun jie and yong xian for accompanying me all the way to bukit timah plaza to get my guitar eventually. thanks lots ya. spend ur whole afternoon hehe. tytyty.
voodoo-ed and killed at 7:50 PM
just came back from buying guitar.. (some ccas are so going to kill me for this... so sorry!!) then blogging b4 i go bathe and settle down for the evening. quite a lot to do tonight. esp after i slept from 8pm to 6am yesterday la. like pig. =.=
anyway, just wanted to continue on my fears abt ccas loh. think is also cos of dramafeste, i feel that my attendance rate for my ccas are kind of horrible.. u know wad i mean. and i do want to have a good attendance.
chanel handbags i mean it. so im really in the midst of thinking abt my cca options... i know i dont really have much time left, cos 2nd intake coming in soon. guess ill have to spend this wkend thinking abt it seriously...
haha, i think im feeling really guilty abt today la. not going for 2 ccas to buy the guitar. im quite sorry lehs. but, seriously im so busy that wkends are not an option for me. plus, the next guitar practice is this fri, and im gonna get scolded or something if i dont get one soon.
so to CO, sorry for not going today, i know i havent been going cos of dramafeste and stuff. but ya, mondays will be a must for u guys. wednesdays ill put u as priority ok? sorry! ill be working hard for the concert. i promise. i really do.
to guitar club, hope more seniors understand that i do want to continue with guitar and it's not quite possible to drop CO after being in it for like so long. um 7 years? hehe. ya. hope me buying a guitar (and skipping 2 ccas) today will make u think that im indeed serious abt it and not just playing around.
to interact club, so far i have not been able to go for many activities, im sorry. but i promise once comm serve begins, ill go down regularly. as for the ad-hoc stuff and the one-off stuff on weds, if they take till abt 4.30 latest, i still can consider going. cos CO is my first cca, u see? ya pls bear with me!
lastly to techmonix, sorry abt skipping the sessions. for now, ill be going regularly to the translation meetings ok? but they are going to clash with comm serve on thurs... so ill be trying to check it out and see how to arrange a time? sorrys!
haha, i dunno why im doing this... kinda no point cos no one's gonna read it anyway. but still, i guess it's a way for me to express my "guilt"? and "troubles"? hahas. ya, to whoever reads this, hope u understand my plight... sighs.
i really dunno wad to drop and wad to take manss. this is so stressful. giving serious thot abt it lahs. and school's catching up on me. i got econs, maths, chem tutorials + chem test tml. not forgetting phy tut and gp essay coming up.
well i just hope someone understands me. im in some form of cca dilemna, so pls bear with me. signing off as a busy man. lolx. and a doomed man. a dead one tml.
voodoo-ed and killed at 7:22 PM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
um hey, this is a late night post by me after i just reached home from dramafeste. i suppose there are still a number of artemis dramafeste ppl at kap eating and having fun. well im not with them partly cos there'll be no buses by the end of it, and also... well i cant really put it in words. it's not sadness, disappointment or anything like that. it's like... expressionless.
dramafeste 2006. it's over now. i know i seem to be making a big deal out of this, huang cheng may be like so much more zai in terms of the commitment and stuff. but i really think the experience hasnt really made me feel anything until this very last day, this very last night. the true feelings surge up and everything just overwhelms you...
at the sound of this, im sure u all can tell the results by now. yup. we didnt win anything. but as i said earlier on, im not sad or disappointed or anything. im perfectly neutral... very reflective though. suddenly after all the results are out, i feel so much more for the cast, crew and everyone that created this production artemis made. i suddenly have like a lot to say, but just cannot say them out. they are just like at the brink of coming out. but still not coming out. weird feeling eh.
i guess im feeling moody right now. i suddenly see all the effort everyone has put in, all the various rehearsals and runs we had for the past 2 weeks, how we actually pieced together the whole production within this short period and did something that we are proud of. yes i mean it. thats why i do away with all the sadness and disappointment and stuff. i think xuehui feels that too. her crying to me is not those of disappointment, it's more of... seeing how her fruits of labour resulted in its own form of success.
chanel handbags this may seem the wrong phrase, but then again, i really cannot put it in words. it's like those kind of crying where consoling and nice words are not really needed, it's the kind which everything will be fine after a cry all alone. that feeling. even i feel it too.
everyone has worked really hard... the husband, wife, maid, daughter, kid, frank, wonky, wonky's mum and the soldiers. the lights ppl, sound ppl, backstage ppl. not to forget director, stage manager and production manager. and everyone else who helped, like chen ying, mark etcetcetc. everyone did their best. and as xuehui puts it, we all did our best. in fact it's one of our best runs ever even though there were technical cork-ups. we can see from how everyone got involved into the whole play. the very fact that wonky could cry today shows us all that we really get into our roles and did the very best today. we really did. really did.
although im not really in any position to say anything, i wanan say im really proud of the artemis dramafeste 2006 cast and crew. you all ROCK!!! even though our efforts did not show overtly, we all knew it had paid off. in terms of friendships bonded, teamwork, coordination, the whole experience makes the difference. it's that magical. we just feel for artemis. after dramafeste, i feel a lot more sense of belonging to my faculty. i have that urge tonight to want to serve the fac well. ive decided. i really want to represent artemis and join the council. i do. i want to make the best out of these 2 yrs and be truly involved in everything. this is wad artemis dramafeste has brought me, a whole lot of lessons and resolutions and a brand new experience.
and i must say again, winning or losing doesnt matter. wad matters is wad u truly gain from it. i did. and im sure everyone else in it did too. all the best to artemis dramafeste. u all are a cool bunch. YOU GUYS RULEZZZZZZ!!!!! (oh im getting emotional. but nvm.)
voodoo-ed and killed at 12:03 AM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
i think i'm being super talkative today. men are like that. they love to slack when it's the busiest period. is this illogical or illogical man. i got so much work and yet im doing this. psychology of human beings. gosh. deep topic indeed.
anyway, just wanted to comment abt PE, which i was inspired by the strain on my thigh/leg when i tried to stand up to get water. i suddenly realised how long i havent been doing exercise, not to mention go gym. im so dead la. great, this adds another huge factor of commitment to my life. im sooooooo screwed ok.
thats besides the point. ok actually it's related but wadeva. just that i think im going to fail super horribly this yr. my luck with napfa ended in sec 3 i think, which extended a little more to sec 4. totally none this yr as i can see.
chanel handbags confirm fail 2 items which we did today that caused me to ache all over (im that lousy) - standing broadjump (omigosh) and pullups (as always). and i predict my situps are going to drop to like 30 and my shuttle run is gonna fail. that leaves me with 2.4km run which is think ill fall to E and sit and reach which i should be fall to abt E as well. how nice a napfa record for this yr.
shucks. i better buck up on this man. if not i may very well be labelled - "the most unfit guy in class". and i seriously dont want that. ever.
voodoo-ed and killed at 11:28 PM
oh ya, and b4 i forget, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! thank you to everyone who actually gave me a present - my angel sherlyn, my mortal ziying (i promise my present shared with puay hian will come along asap), wensi, peishan and yuanyi, xiaojun, yanting. thanks to all the rest like kwang guan, sam etc for the chocos as well. oh, and deren for sharing the presents with me.
tytyty. my first valentine's where got present xchange la. different experience indeed. looks like the the motion of our class debates must stand - This House Believes That Co-education Makes For A Better Educational Experience. lolx.
anyway, just wanna thank everyone again! and i better get started on MY valentine's present. a bit belated though, but hey! better late than never. how true. *in search for a bottle*
voodoo-ed and killed at 11:13 PM
oh no. im starting to feel the stress of overcommitment. for the past 2 wks, dramafeste has been my priority over everything once school ends. i know it's temporary, and in fact the ordeal is ending this fri aka 3 days later, but im starting to feel for stress buildup in terms of hmk.
the recent days of going back at 9+ taught me a lot. ppl may think u go back and reach abt 11 or so is still ok, can do hmk. but seriously when u are so tired, u wont be able to do anything. the reason why i can blog now is... is... actually i also dunno, cos i actually have econs tut, maths tut, chem tut AND chem ilp due on thu or something. im crazy or something, blogging now. wadeva.
i cant help but start to think, taking up so manyy ccas, it may seem cope-able to me now, but what if they start piling up. i already experienced this when i have to account to so many ccas for dramafeste-resulted absence from cca. wad if they clash? what should i do. but then again, if i were to drop, what will it be? i have wed clashes of CO and guitar,
replica watches and soon-to-be clashes of interact and techmonix on thu. how am i supposed to account for that? this thought is inevitably creeping up on me as the o lvl results are released and 2nd intake are coming in soon. cos that means ccas (AND lessons) are going to start proper... wad should i do when the time comes?
this needs serious pondering man. but as i ponder, back to my work. but seriously, i think ill end up not doing anything again today. im just not in the mood la. with dramafeste nearing and hmk piling up, i cant even breathe this wk. what if 2nd intake comes in? im starting to pray this day nv comes...
voodoo-ed and killed at 11:02 PM
Monday, February 13, 2006
irritating incident of the day.
today went out to kbox and buy present for vdae. then go orchard lo. after dinner meng rush to heeren action city to buy present. got something for my angel liao. my mortal present sharing with her mortal, puay hian. dunno how much we need to spend for that lehs. nvm. thats not the point.
after that it's abt 9.35 liao. then i slowly make my way and walk like 10 min, crossing 3 roads b4 i can reach the opp ngee ann city bus stop. then i reach there hot and bothered liao. nvm. wait.
so i waited. and waited. and waited. was smsing my angel once in a while, ears ringing with zhou xingxing and ye qu and shan hu hai (listening to mp3). but still i kept a CONSCIOUS mind on the time. 1 min passed. then 2. then 5. then 10. then 15. then 25. then 35.
at this time i was kinda irritated le. cos i like saw 2 700As, 2 143s, 2 124s, and 6 190s go buy. yes im serious. SIX.
at 10.15 (after waiting for FORTY WHOLE MINUTES), the 171 finally came. as in really FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY. i almost sighed with relief. it came after 2 buses, so it's like - bus1 bus2 171. and as u know when the 1st bus goes, the 2nd bus still got ppl boarding, so it doesnt move forward. so we were waiting la, all the taking 171 ppl (but none waited as long as me mans). THEN THE BLOODY BUS DROVE AWAY, HAPPILY ASSUMING THESE FORTY MINUTE WAITING PPL ARE TRANSPARENT. it's like wtfwtfwtf la. ok im normally mild with these de. but this is like the last straw.
so i only (and FINALLY) got to take the 171 after that, abt 10.25 liddat. sians la. i was feeling pissed the whole of the ride. so pissed until i was feeling sleepy and intending to slp on the bus, then cannot fall asleep liao. argh nvms.
interesting incident of the day.
ok this is not THAT interesting, but at least it was for me for today. on the bus somewhere along bukit timah road when i finally fallen asleep of some sorts, i heard some commotion next to me.
cos i was sitting at the 4 seat place (where the 2 opposite seats face the 2 front facing seats) on the right, then there was this drunk caucasian who was drunk and slping, sprawled over the whole of the 4 seats la (leaning sideways and legs on the other seats). then the bus uncle was trying to wake him up cos he reach his hotel stop.
then he simply refused to wake up lol. reminds me of me in the mornings. but thats not the point la. so the bus uncle went to get a bottle of water and sprinkled water on the guy's face. wah ive seen it in some dramas la, but didnt know it'll work like magic.
chanel handbags imemdiately the guy reacted and tried to wipe the water off his face, squinting his eyes and having the "where am i" look. then the uncle keep telling him he reach his stop liao, but he cant seem to comprehend. lol.
also, when he finally made an effort to get off the bus, i think he's too giddy or wad la, he was like swayin here and there and kept wanting to find some place to sit down. like the uncle pull him up, then he wanted to sit down again. lol. like some kid liddat hehe. close to the door, he almost wanted to sit on the metal bar la. lols. think he really cannot keep his balance. so when he finally alighted, and the bus moved, a lot of ppl were looking at him la (on and off the bus). then he like very comical liddat, sway here sway there.
When marimba rhythms start to play
Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore
Hold me close, sway me more
Like a flower bending in the breeze
Bend with me, sway with ease
When we dance you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me
Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have that magic technique
When we sway I go weak
I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have that magic technique
When we sway I go weak
I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
You know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
[can tell i just wanted to make the post longer. lolx.]
wad a funny guy. ok, mebbe i shouldnt be that bad =P
so. that concludes my day in a nutshell i guess. tml school again. havent done any of my hmk. too sian to. see how i die tml bahx. cyas
voodoo-ed and killed at 12:03 AM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
heyy. my plan of putting blogger as my homepage seems to be working well! i seem to be blogging rather frequently now. but then again, mebbe it's cos i just revived it, so havent lose the enthu-ness yet.
well first things first, am glad that wensi and xiaoqin are staying. that secures like almost all the places in the class if no one changes combi (heard marc's going to switch to bio). so looking forward to a gr8 yr ahead. dunno if will get new classmates anot.
also, dramafeste seems to be falling into place le. about time liao, 1 more wk only lohs. today's rehearsal seemed to improve on quite some stuff, and the scenes are going more smoothly le.
chanel handbags the cast and crew are both doing well. thats good. let's just hope we will shine during dramafeste manz! hahas.
i must have been real tired (no, im sure) cos immediately after i came back i fell asleep. sleep sleep sleep until like 2,3 plus. then slack till now. tried to do maths but dunno how to do. wanted to do chem ilp also same results. oh man. how am i going to get any hmk done...
tml still need to buy presents. for angel and mortal. thinking of who else to buy leh. hmm. that needs some thought. ill think abt it. im like totally clueless la. *blur* on wad to buy. THAT needs some thought as well.
so much to do so little time. am i able to cope with 4 ccas so far? i wonder...
voodoo-ed and killed at 6:22 AM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
oh just wanted to comment. im proud to be the first to carry a sofa accompanied by 3 small pillows out of the fishtank la! everyone in the fishtank was like looking at me and ruiyuan... we are sofa thieves! lol.
one last thing. i really do hate my fringe. i cant see it! u know? it's that short.
voodoo-ed and killed at 11:25 PM
just came back from the first ever dramafeste "into the night" rehearsal. ok im like soooo tired. *in cannot open eyes fully mode* i didnt know it was so tiring la! wah yawn x 1000 mans.
now i can understand how the huang cheng ppl feel liao. slacking at home and doing hmk at 12 and going home at 12 to do hmk after wadeva activity is totally different. i mean it. TOTALLY DIFFERENT. i can sense it now la. others stay at home slackslackslack, then do work at 12. still ok. but when u do so much in school ah, all the rehearsals meng spamming, then go home and expect to do something, it's like so not easy.
okok im ranting. and im definitely not complaining abt joining dramafeste ok. um... ok i'll confess. i was just trying to find a topic for this post -_-. anyway.
tml o levels release results le. all the best to everyone okies! jiayou jiayou. GOOD LUCK!! esp.
replica watches those in my class non-ip de, do get gd grades and stay in hcjc okie? ya, since we made frens already liao. will be sad de. *like duh*
vdae coming soon. im still trying to think of something. gd luck to her definitely. all the best!
thankfully no work to hand in tml. and im super thankful my econs ilp is abt done... i totally am in NO condition to do work today. *snores* cyaas.
voodoo-ed and killed at 10:48 PM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Damn it la, I'm feeling chao sick now... sians. Got fever/headache/stomachache = total torture. Been sick for 2 days liao, dunno whether is it because of the 1st ever egg prata i ate in hcjc. anyways, im NOT going to eat prata ever again... the school one at least. this reminds me of fear factor stall back in high school... *shudders at the thought*
anyway, it has been a tough 2 days for me, having to cope with school and this illness la. like yesterday, i was so sick that i couldnt even do any work at all. i didnt even on comp la! (break record mans! nv use comp) anyway, today feeling a teeny weeny bit better nia. still got the aches all over.
oh crap, starting to feel giddy liao. going to slp soons. will i be able to finish my hmk? i wonder. argh pain! um cyas.
voodoo-ed and killed at 11:52 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
omg. i dont believe im still blogging. but heck la, newly revived must enthu while it lasts.
today's artemis cip was like from 1pm to 11+pm ok. im dead tired la. and my phy is totally blank, chem like got do nv do, and still got LOADS of stuff coming up...
great la, everything clashes now. tml for instance will be econs tutorial makeup VS CO VS dramafeste VS econs indpt learning proj. way im taking, econs makeup followed by econs ILP then dramafeste. tiring anot! i dunno if i can last... but take it as it goes la.
so back to the cip. today was quite... fun *said reluctantly* la. ok, it was sian. but the performance was not bad.
chanel handbags got loads of dances singing and a magic show (poor chunkang :P). oh and got this guy use chairs to balance himself and stack all the way up la. like 8 chairs height on top of a 1m or so high base. ohoh, and the chairs were balanced on 4 bottles. super zai la ok. i was like gaping. a bit sua gu, but who cares man.
im not exactly going to describe my day and make it a diary or something la. if not ill lose interest in blogging SUPER fast. trust me, i got the experience b4. anyway, just wanted to say it's a chao busy life in jc ok. although we are taking less subjects than jc, everything is intensive. and ccas are a plusplusplusplus. oh man. i must hang on!
btw, just wanted to end this with a comment. i HATE my MUTILATED HAIR (fringe)! zomg.
voodoo-ed and killed at 12:16 AM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
hey, i revived my blog!! again! it's the first post of the year (said more than 1 month later >.<) firstly, must wish my wonderful blog happy CNY! and all the happy national day and christmas blahblah it missed! i have not been blogging for soooo long liaos. dont ask me why i revived it la, i could be doing more productive stuff mans. like chem tutorial,
chanel handbags which i totally have not done. same with phy tutorial. oh great. and im still posting. okok, better go start do a bit soon, if not tml go artemis cip then surely hmk gone case. well. for a good start of the blog, lets tok abt today at puay hian's house! lots of cards (bridge, (explosive) big two)and mahjong... oh i kouped a lot of CNY goodies too. sorry puay hian :P and the steamboat lunch! wah. although that bbq plate was totally burnt (chao da) in the end, it was still real nice. thank yousss! all in all. i thot that TOD is as fun as ever la lol. and i nv tio to have to TOD! :P:P:P hahas. tio me if u can >_.
voodoo-ed and killed at 12:33 AM