Monday, January 22, 2007
ah. finally after so long, i found something and some time to blog lol. a bit stagnant liao.
school has been so mundane there arent much to talk about. but since chem test is over (which i obviously screwed up in), so find some things to blog abt bah..
for starters, been sleeping A LOT this wkend. it's like fri come back a while, then fell asleep by 8pm liao. lol. then sat wake up slept by abt 10.30 bah. then ytd had an afternoon nap before waking up abt dinner time then STARTING chem test revision.
it's no wonder why i screwed up the test, considering i studied for abt 4 hours maxx.
anyway, secondly, went to crash juniors' fac dance session and learnt the 2nd half of the artemis fac dance. haha very fun! quite high also lol. but when i was learning no partner,
chanel handbags so a bit sian. but after that towards the end danced with wee chern lol. (mega gayness :P) haha it's quite fun when u got a cooperative partner lol. and dancing is fun when ppl dont laugh at how sucky u are at it (which i totally do >.<).
tml still have i think (at least thats wad wj smsed me). haha fun. looking forward to it. but got interact leh... see how bah.
hmm lastly, my house going to repaint soon. so it's like im surrounded by boxes to keep stuff in now. slowly la. everyday come back keep keep a bit. my parents even took the wk off to clear up the house b4 it can be painted haha. i wonder wad me and my bro's room will turn out to be alright. i heard we might be painting ORCHID WHITE. zomg. ok nvm i dunno la. wadeva. but should be all on the whitish spectrum de la. ah wells. will be quite scary if have like hot pink and blood red and BLACK walls. seriously.
ok yeah. nth liao. life's sian. mega boringggg.
ok go stone liao.
p.s. recently ive been downloading anime thru torrents. anyone got nice torrent sites and nice anime to recommend tell me kaes? tyty. wahaha. hooked to DAQ recently.
voodoo-ed and killed at 9:07 PM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
wahaha. in a good mood today. (okok, i know i got mood swings.)
well hmk for this wkend is gg-fied, cos i totally didnt do anything! serious GG.
fri campfire. only one word to describe super-duper-uber-mega-chao-very-extremely-crazily-FUN! (told you it's one word. rofl.)
got to know juniors more i guess haha. their flag quite cute haha, got our 6d carpet, and a yellow neopet, which gave rise to their current blog link flyingyellowdolphin.blogspot.com! haha. kinda creative, though the blog address is a bit long lol. the video posted on the blog is zai haha. nicenice.
quite a nice campfire i thought. although the rain kinda dampened the mood, ended up in the hall, but it really brings back memories la! all the fac dances, class items and flags,
chanel handbags mass song/dance sessions, forming crazily fast trains and running all over the hall, as well as the fireball in the central plaza when the rain stopped! haha. quite glad that the fireball could be lit. if not then will be quite a waste.
then played 6d's fav game with the jnrs, polar bear! lol. but didnt get to play long cos kenna chased by the security guard. sian. mebbe when tue meet them again then play bah haha.
sat limyuan came to teach me piano. sigh. mega difficult can. still waiting for her to scan and send me the scores... must buck up, if not ill be guan huai fang shi-ing forever >.<
today went with cj ps and weechern to kbox. fun as usual haha. but they stupidly cut us off at 5+. grr. nvm. fun nevertheless =)
that constitutes my wkend, which then leads to a screwed hmk load left. sian, must start doing a bit soon...
co starts tml lo. gone are my mon and wed after school.
ok do work do work! mega boring.
p.s. haha juniors are seriously a fun bunch =)! cool.
voodoo-ed and killed at 8:45 PM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
im super pissed off now. the funny thing is. i don't even know why.
it must be the stress piling up on me now or something. im getting angry over small stuff. very very small stuff. >.< emo emo emo. staring at the phy tut section 2 not knowing how to do 2/3 of it cos the lecture didnt even go thru those parts. and we are expected to finish the 17 mcq by tml's tut. oh wow. having pe tml. im still aching all over with yesterday's gymming with wj and ps. then still need to run. or worse, pull ups. or worst, height and weight. but i cant exactly blame anyone for that huh. jielun just reminded me to bring the ruanzu costume tml for yunheng to bring it over to miss ding. the nice thing is with pe tml, i going to bring shoebag as well! whee. so plus the costume, that will be no hands free! yay. oh the nicer thing, my dad working night shift tonight, so tml cannot fetch me to school. oh wow. im gonna train my zhan4 ma3 bu4 on the bus lo. and the implication of handing over our costume might jolly well mean i've been kicked out of ruanzu. ok that may not come as much so as a surprise since ive been so slack, but it was fun while it lasted alright. without a placing in ruanzu, i feel empty somehow. like eliminated. byebye. gg. never to see you again. heck care abt u. u can jolly well go to hell. and kind chunkang after all these costume thingy told me super duper last minute that comm serve resumes tml! oh wow, just nice right on a thursday. especially ive been complaining how choosing thur for comm serve date has clashed with so many school events that the fei yue ppl dont know, and my attendance is jolly well <50%. u know how super irritating it is? when u choose thursdays, then u still expected to go for comm serve on days like sports day, racial harmony, teacher's day,
louis vuitton handbgs post-track&field half day. tell me it's coincidence that all of these land on a thur. so happens so that im expected to wait in school till 4.30, then enjoy my bus ride there and conduct my comm serve. and to top it all off, they have to start the comm serve this year on a THURSDAY. oh the fact that there's a maths test on fri really helps to alleviate the situation a lot. indeed. and i havent called sherena to tell her that we not going to do the local CIP with MDAS anymore after discussing quite a lot. and i dunno wad to tell her either. that will take some thinking i guess. all these trivial matters -> larger implications.
WTF.
i dunno why im pms-ing over this kind of small thing. but i just feel super touchy. i think im going to snap soon. someone gimme a target that i wont feel guilty after snapping at it. and i guess this post it gonna garner lots of thoughts like im angry over small things and im petty and stuff. oh yeah, perhaps im really in the fault for everything stated above. but gimme a break alright. there's more to it. esp getting kicked out of ruanzu.
aiya, no one will understand de la. just continue thinking wad u want.
voodoo-ed and killed at 10:59 PM
Monday, January 08, 2007
ytd went out to meet yushan deren wensi puayhian kwangguan at suntec. the cinema from the mrt station is serious damn far la. walk out of mrt, through the whole stretch of citylink, then i dumb dumb walk the interior of suntec, so had to walk like almost 3/4 of the giant circle to reach the cinema lol.
we also took a super long time watching ppl play the arcade game of scooping and dropping toys so that it will be pushed into the hole for collection. lol sunno how to explain. theres another version with the sweets, this is the more improved one. can go check out at the arcade some day. but u must be pro at it la, if not super waste money. scoop and drop once already S1 liao. but we won 8 toys altogether, with i dunno how much money haha. less than $10 la, confirm.
supposedly wanted to mug at macs, then in the end talk and ha-la a bit, then time flew by liao haha. all i did in that hour was probably read one paragraph of my issues and ideas >.< lol. after that went to watch blood diamond. hmm i think it was not bad, especially leonardo dicaprio's acting. the other guy, djimon i think (not digimon haha), also acted v well. although ppl call it a preacher movie cos it's meant to bring out the issue in africa regarding conflict diamonds, i thought the story plot wasnt too bad. had some meaning to it, i felt. then went home liao. today had senior meet junior! woohoo haha. hmm i think our jnr class not bad la haha,
replica watches quite a nice bunch of ppl. hoped they had a gd impression on us too! lol. looking forward to know them better. haha we passed down our 6D class cheer to them. hopefully they will adopt it and pass it on =) went for some sort of snr jnr dinner at bukit timah plaza after that. school's getting sian liao >.< oh yeah, we got a new chem teacher. sigh. we were all saying, how come the teachers that we want to change never got changed and the ones we like and want left =.= purposely want us to screw up our A levels i think haha. super coincidental la.
i wonder if this is fate making sport of us.
the week drags on... maths test on fri. gp essay tml. grrr. mega sianz.
voodoo-ed and killed at 8:56 PM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
finally school reopen liaoz. nice meeting class ppl again (although i saw them like not long ago lol. a few days bah haha). and some ocip ppl =)
tchrs abt the same, just econs no longer miss lim le. sighs, im gonna miss the yakyakyak she never fails to say every single lesson. and i think sam's gonna miss sitting in the front of the class every lesson haha.
PE gg liao. our class going to do swimming. going to pon like siao.
learnt some new songs recently. haha fun. looking for ppl to kbox next wk after all the crazy post-sch-reopen tests. and unfinished hol hmk haha. needa pia later.
ok basically nth much la. school is boring. hopefully next wk will be better. looking forward to seeing juniors! wahaha.
and planning our local cip! when it's ever finalised lol.
ah that's it. back to stoning.
***
bathed for close to 30 min just now. very shuang haha.
bathroom moments are nice, u can just be enclosed by glass and see the water flow down,
chanel handbags forming patterns on the glass wall.
and behind the glass is a blurred vision of colours, with the water occasionally making some parts clearer.
the feeling when the water hits u, cold yet relaxing. u will just relax and forget ur troubles momentarily.
indulge in ur little fantasy world of water and glass.
forget all the
bitter tears.
forget all the
hot tempers.
forget all the
acidic jealousy.
forget
ALL of them.
just let water wash it all away. and let ur eyes be filled with a blurred rainbow.
when the water has to be drained and the glass has to be shattered, a brand new you will emerge to cope with the problems better.
rebirth.
i know i can do it.
everything will turn out all right.
i just know it.
voodoo-ed and killed at 2:51 PM
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
anyway, i've yet to reflect on the past year.
well i think like anyone else, i've had my ups and downs this year. im really glad to end up in 6d, with so much fun, enjoyment and laughter. looking at the posts in the class blog by kg and ps made me feel the amount of class bonding we've done over the whole of 2006. the numerous truth-or-dare sessions in the first 3 months, staying back for dinner with the class almost every evening to coro, serene centre, curry wok. our peak in interest to dota (esp for the girls), followed by the rush to lan lab thereafter. my first time going lan also given to the class haha. the countless movie outings. mahjong kbox and settler's. the escape outing too. not to forget our chalet! haha. tons of house going as well =). with ph's house as our class resort (quoting our senior class), dj's house, cj's house, yushan's house. staying back after pe and ponning a bit of co to play floorball and squash. going to fishtank to buy hotdogs on tuesdays. going library to slack and do work during free periods.
louis vuitton handbags going high school, poolside, SIM for lunch. ponning the entrepreneurship thingy and having to write the 500 word essay on how to improve the canteen x.x. ushering for research symposium togetherand being backstage crew for arts fest together. always remembering everyone's bdae and celebrate, and eating the cake by kouping fishtank napkins or tearing pieces of cardboard off the box that held the cake. and many many more haha.
this class seriously rocks.
Roll out the carpet,
Roll out the mat,
6D, 6D,
Squash them flat!i'll never forget this class in a hurry.
next, co has been a wonderful cca for me as well. tanbo ppl really rocks too. we got our nice SL weiquian. the pipa si4 da4 tian1 wang2. horny captain lionel. the quiet but always very nice and giving presents yuting. siewching zhangxin jiani marilyn szehwee. and of cos me haha. the 13 of us =) not to forget my snrs, ying ying, gwyneth, guat pei, huifang, ikuyo and tanbo sl liqin. it's also been wonderful to have u all around as our seniors. tanbo outings have been really nice too! the badminton session at cck, kbox at lot 1, watching death note at cine and oh in ohio at lvl 9 e-max.
i really enjoyed all the practice sessions, where we will just spam sweets and snacks, and passing them all around. esp between xian yue and tanbo, where we were basically throwing sweets across the stage when the conductor wasnt looking lol. also enjoyed the bridge, bluff and dai dee sessions where we will forever be saying "qiao2, qiao2, qiao2" haha. and all the co lunches during the week b4 our concert where we had prac everyday, and the lunches during co camp. spamming rice at coro with co is quite shuang haha. "auntie, jia1 fan4!" multiply that by about 6 times. also lots of nice post-event dinners at kap, like concerts, performances, interactions. it's always the hang out spot for us if we wanted to stay till late at night haha. i still remember a time where we stayed there till abt 1 and had to take taxi home haha.
and all the pool sessions during co chalet at downtown east, and co outing on the last day of co camp. haha despite all that. my pool seems to be as cmi as ever lol. the chalet has been a nice time to bond with the rest too. it's not often where u can squeeze 10+ ppl on 2 single beds and STILL forming a circle to play truth or dare, and having shoot shag marry choices that are absolutely revolting. (ok haha im exaggarating here) and be able to squeeze abt 8-10 girls on the 2 beds thereafter and have 5 guys on one mattress.
oh, and the 961 gang ppl! haha, it was really fun having company to take the bus home everytime after co pracs. it's really nice where we will wait for each other before walking to the bus stop together and taking the same bus! haha. we must go and eat at al-ameen someday, like we promised to!
thanks a lot for a wonderful yr co.
ocip shanghai peeps. u all are just totally zai can. i've never though we will actually bond soooo soooo sooo close together! all the mass convos night after night after night. we just never get tired of niaoing haha. wad with all the yuntian scandals (oh wait some of them are true), and the royal family, Jshan and shan hu hai, it's been really fun haha. all our outings too, where we just love to randomly come out and then stone lol. like the ocip comm meeting. and the christmas lunch! wahaha. kbox-ing with u all were great too. so were playing arcade, lan and pool. =)
and how can i forget the trip itself! u all made me fall in love with polar bear haha. and all the nights of fun, leading us to snore our way to the schools the following day! all the work and effort we put in for the libraries, and interacting with the kids, and bonding closely in the meantime! ah u all just plain rock. nth else to say =) let us continue to bond as closely as possible alright!
sam ryan, and my sl grp aaron kennard and yuxiang. glad that we still can meet up quite often despite being in totally different classes haha. im glad that sam and ryan still can spare time out of their busy council schedule to go out once in a while =). it's fate i guess haha, that our bdaes all fall in the hols. ryan's in june, sam's in sep and mine in dec. it's really destinied? rofl. really glad to have made u my best frens. u all deserve all that i can give! thanks so much for letting me have a very enjoyable bdae also! =) hopefully we can meet up more often yea?
aaron ken and yx, really glad we could work together for sl up till now. it's been really fruitful helping mdas with u all for the past 2 yrs. let's continue to work hard on the survey and analysis for them =) u all are a really nice bunch to work with.
602'01 and 4H'05, the class gatherings this hols has been a pleasant surprise for me. but nonetheless, im really glad we organised these gatherings, so we can see each other again and relieve the memories we used to share with each other in the past! haha. esp 602 ppl, u all changed a lot haha. but our relationship as ex-classmates shall never change! u all are and forever will be part of my life. all the best ppl!
i hoped i havent missed out anyone. if i did im really sorry haha. thanks to everyone who've made an impact on my yr in one way or another. :D :D :D
im glad to say i've enjoyed this year a lot more than i've hated it. though i've emo-ed a number of times this year, and broke down a couple of times due to certain reasons. at least im happy now. thru all these, i've learnt and grown from them. hopefully i've become just a teeny weeny bit more sensible, understandable and nicer to ppl around me. i may emo sometimes and wrongfully lash out at ppl when im not feeling so good, a big sorry for that, but i want to say that i really appreciate every single one thats part of my life. without any of u, my life wont be complete. it makes sense isnt it. everyone in ur life is like a piece of a jigsaw puzzle, without even the tiniest piece, the picture will not be considered complete. it's the same logic.
dont really have solid resolutions for the year ahead, and list them down one by one. but on the whole, i hope to treat ppl as well as they have treated me, if not more. i hope to learn to control my words, cos i know i can be sarcastic/hurting at times. (occasionally la) i hope i can view friendships a little less importantly, and not get affected by them that easily. (but of cos, treat my frens as well as b4) i hope to try and be more open and get to know more ppl. be daring and try new things! (im chao bad at that.) work hard and mug hard for A levels and play hard as well! =)
basically, be a nicer person. haha. a difficult thing i know. but i'll just have to try my best.
lastly, though it's very overdue, i'll still have to say it: HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU! goodbye 2006, you've been really really really memorable. and hello 2007, dont tear me down with all the endless mugging!
p.s. actually i dread 2007 >.< muggorz.
voodoo-ed and killed at 12:14 AM
Monday, January 01, 2007
i finally woke up lol. was totally tired out >.< but the countdown + stayover at yushan's house was super duper funn! went to cut hair in the afternoon b4 going to meet class ppl at amk mrt station. was supposed to meet at 5, but i was late and met at 5.20. but guess wad, i was 3rd to arrive! lolx. only deren and peishan was there. then slowly, more and more ppl came. got dr ps wj sam kg wc ph yx ys me (ck dj and wensi came later). went to mos at jubilee for dinner. (woo it feels shuang to be back in amk again. my old di4 pan2 wahaha. but now change until i cannot recgonise liao. with this big new building which is still under construction.) after that headed for yushan's house. wahaha, another nice hangout place lol. big and comfy =) a little stuffy though haha. probably cos too many ppl cooped up in one room haha. yushan's parents are chao ji chao ji nice! order soooo much pizza hut and kfc. and let us open soooo sooo many bottles of their alcohol! it's like the most i've ever drank thus far. drink until everyone say my face red haha. and my head was throbbing. like blood pulsing thru my vessels and my heart pumping really hard lol. but seriously, really drank a lot la. tried those fruity flavoured 40% wine, then this 3/4 sprite + 1/4 vodka concoction. and the more hiong 1/2 pepsi + 1/2 vodka concoction. then still pop champagne after countdown! lol. v fun to shake shake shake then hear the pop sound and lots of foam flowing out rofl. played some polar bear (our new addiction liao haha), then we went down and wanted to watch some shows that wc brought. something along the lines of stephen chow movies (like all the gambling king stuff, oh and ji4 gong1 haha) but in the end didnt watch, and ordered pepperoni and hawaiian pizza, spicy drumlets. followed by a kfc order of crispy + original chicken and popcorn chicken i think.
replica watches while watching the taiwan countdown celebrations haha. heard that cheejia was there watching the whole thing live la! zai diao. but the fireworks after countdown were chao cool. 188 fireworks, or so they said. haha so just meng eat and watch countdown. after 12, some had to leave cos nv stayover (wj ps ck). wensheu also came after midnight rofl. watched movies that they went video ezy to borrow. the zodiac. wah super boring haha, we were all almost half asleep when the show ended. or rather, it didnt even have a proper ending cos it was based on a true story, and the zodiac was never caught. yar... >.<
went on audition + dota craze after that lol. the class fell in love with beat up and one-two party liao haha. esp beatup. chao fun lol. i think we played a lot la haha, keep taking turns and all. song after song haha. (oh did i mention yushan's sis is chao ji pro in audition? 8key like nobody's business haha. and play bboy like with photographic memory liddat.)
wah play play suddenly already 4 liao. went on to watch john tucker must die. haha bimbo show. but very funny to watch haha. actually i quite glad we chose that instead of the other horror show that they borrowed (3 in total mah). cos i probably would have fallen asleep if not of the funny elements in JTMD. oh ya, the carrie in the show was else the band conductor in american pie band camp that i watched during co camp. lol. so qiao.
played a bout of truth and dare while i saw the sky start to get brighter and brighter haha. totally never sleep la. and it was like close to 7 liao. hehe. totally zonked out, so fell alseep for a bit till 9+. played more audition till 11+ then left.
slept from 3 till 11 la haha. seriously. but v fun! =) a nice way to start off the year i guess. happy new yr ppl btw! though it's like already 2nd jan. zomg. time flies when u spend it sleeping.
voodoo-ed and killed at 11:51 PM