Wednesday, October 13, 2004
FINALLY!!!! exams are finally over... that i'm happy about, but then 3g said that mrs mok told them 3h average msg for maths is 3+++ omgomgomg this is bad... if i do badly for my maths (i already sure fail bio and chn le...), then im doomed! will i be able to go sec 4? :'(
then today oral defence total screw up... had warren liew and lingky. well, started off ok, i think la, then during q and a... screw up lohz... stupid lingky go and point out errors in my mrp (i know they are supposed to, but...), then make me feel so zibei sia... think im gonna fail mrp le... od also so lan!!!
u know wad, my session was at 8.00am, AND THEN HOR, why am i only blogging now? not cos i slack... cos i was in school the whole day!!! wad the lohz... guess why,
louis vuitton handbags sucky hainan trip la!!! had to go coronation clinic (lousy one... will i die of infection with their needle? omg, im gonna die!) and then supposed to be at 2.30 liddat, even supposed to wait till aaron finish od... grrr, btw aaron is 2.00 slot last few, can u imagine 4... IN THE END, limcc say that u all can go at own time!!!! wad the hell... waste my WHOLE DAYYYYY sucky. stupid lohz. as if i wanted to hainan in the first place...
then still got dilemna... this is bad loh... juz this sat leh, and i dunno how to solve. cos co got open house for the hepan ppl, then i promised mrs sow to help her out in environmental science lrc lehz... how can dont go, got a crystal growing medal, need to display poster crystal etc... then co leh, zhi xiong and jielun got councillor... ask matt, shi xian and kengwei mebbe? lol, but dunno if tangc and chairpersons allow... the chem one is really impt... wad to do?!?!
voodoo-ed and killed at 3:14 PM
Saturday, October 09, 2004
don't think i'm very free... zooming off to continue bio once i finish... long time never blog le mahz... anyway... exam week 1 was rather stressed, morning exam, afternoon and night is studying for next day loh... then worst thing is now still have 2 exams, then weekend time i feel slack! CANNOT!! I MUST STUDY!!!
hopefully i can fight this stupid tendency... or else all my hard work for the 1st will not get a nice result slip... so far i think i was still ok for the 1st week, so let's not let the 2nd week exams (esp bio, stupid memorising subject) flunk me and land me in 36th position (my class has 36 ppl).
then ya... OD next week wed... ironically,
chanel handbags although it is not an exam, but im most scared of it. why leh? COS I STILL CAN STUDY FOR OTHERS BUT THIS OD I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO FLUNK IT!
so in short, im not scared that i have no time to prepare, cos i CANT prepare, im scared that i will be shot down like siao... BANG. BANG. BANG. BANGBANGBANG! u are dead. (i mean me.)
voodoo-ed and killed at 5:41 PM
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
if u all haven't noticed (go check ur eyes manz! lol...), i made the font of my blog bigger le... hope it's better now... anymore improvements i can have? after all, you and i have to bear with this for at least... perhaps 2 weeks? i dunno, lolz. anyway,
chanel handbags dont think im slack now... it's juz that i got a little spare time... cos tml then study physics... lol, juz kidding. starting later...
ji ben loh... tml have to go specially to sch for phy remedial... why cant lam have it today... ok la, being a bit selfish.. heh heh... k lah... i scarifice... go sch tml loh... heard kx is going... haha... so IRONIC :D
and changing my song i think... WHITNEY HOUSTON!!! dont laugh lehz... i think it's really quite nice. enjoy it till the end of the hols!! meanwhile good luck to everyone (including me) for the exams! study hard... go upload one moment in time liao... ciaoz!
voodoo-ed and killed at 8:57 PM
Saturday, October 02, 2004
not much time... so keep it short...
well, dunno why feel so restless... canno seem to concentrate! ah.... how to study liddat... want to mug, but like cannot liddat.... someone save me... and hopefully i set aside enough days for bio and chinese... why muz they be side by side... day after another... irritating... then now likem aths too much time, phy too little... so must moderate a bit too... hope everything comes out well...
btw, hope all the rest having exams... gd luck too all of you... do well and get a well deserved break after it... not during or b4 though... duh... anyway... i must MUG MUG MUG!!! attention span.... LENGTHEN!!!
voodoo-ed and killed at 9:12 PM
VOODOO-ED.
life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.
the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.
it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)
i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.
life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.