heyo, haven't updated for ages. have been having really short weekends due to introduction of RT (remedial training) on sat mornings. so end up only being able to book out on sat late morning. but ah wells, since i can't pass soc, i have no one to blame other than myself lol. will just have to keep trying and improving bah.
the past month was well, alright i guess. cheejia is now in uk, and deren's come and gone after staying one week herein the midst of his holidays. but ah wells, will get to see all of them again come dec =) looking forward to a good 6d reunion gathering for either christmas/new year party haha.
next mth will be quite xiong with rt every sat as usual, and soc test every fri to clear as many ppl as possible. furthermore, lots of outfield and (i pray very hard not) field camps to prep for stage 1 in nov. very xiong 2 months to come indeed.
btw, got to see my leave remaining cos they printed out for the platoon. i only left 0.5 days! omg la, my bmt coy really swiped away the entire block leave as leave. not even a single day of off. or even half =.= 7.5 days gone just like that. with one march block leave. while the max i saw, some ppl in other coys have up to 4 days more than me. FOUR days leh. talk abt fairness..
been trying to sort out my life recently. seeing how other ppl are making gd use of their time, with driving lessons, learning instruments, learning other languages, tutoring others, preparing for overseas applications and scholarship applications, i cant help but feel im wasting my time. but since stage 1 is coming up, i also don't have ample time for all of these.
after discussing with my friends, i guess the best solution currently is to have no choice but to continue leading such a life first, and when there is more time after the busy period, then start thinking of some constructive things to do. and they are quite right to say that i already have such a short weekend now with staying in and rt, so just enjoy the weekend loh.
louis vuitton handbags well true la, but sometimes i just can't help but feel envious of those who are doing stuff that will have a positive impact on their lives after ns, with proficiency in other languages and skills in instruments, driving license, pocket money from tution, places in overseas universities, and holders of scholarships.
ah wells. ill just try to do what i can la. meanwhile, have been really tempted to purchase a psp cos of some really fun games (like dj max!! and puzzle quest looks good too. currently the 2 hottest games in the platoon lol). but im just afraid that my 2 years will just pass with the possession of psp and games, and i will have nothing of any constructive use to my life after ns. yet every other week, ill be so tempted that i actually got to the stage of asking around for prices and where to purchase psp at value rates. then come some weeks, i will think once i buy it my 2 years will be gone for good, cos im really rather addicted to dj max (keep borrowing jeremy's psp to play, really sorry to him abt that lol. cos it's so addictive la. and fun =D), and i will dissuade myself from actually buying it. facing a dilemma.. argh.
what should i do with my life now? one year is going to pass soon (fast in this aspect, but still so freaking long to ord >.<), and for the past 10 months, haven't done anything of much use to my future life at all. so should i just let my 2 years pass by like that, gaming and enjoying and just not care abt civilian life afterwards? or is it time to do something abt any free time i can get, and go pick up some skills?
confused. someone enlighten me?