Sunday, January 20, 2008
hai. in a state of depression now. almost everyone's giving me the confirmation that i wont be able to bookout next wkend. which means 2 wks in camp. and wait, thats not the worst. what's worse is that the 2nd wk is going to be field camp. which means outfield. and doing lots of i dunno what.
somemore this wkend bookout is so so so so short. have to go beach road and get stuff also. but thankfully had a nice dinner at cafe cartel with classmates and went with section mates to beach road today to get stuff. followed by hanging out a bit with mark from section 2. so i guess i tried to make the best out of my bookout le la.
when i next come back quite a no. of things would have been completed. for that im happy =) sorry cant exactly elaborate due to certain restrictions passed down. but in any case, let's just pray hard ill be able to survive these 2 wks. SERIOUSLY. then i can get down and enjoy my CNY long wkend.
i really really hope i can survive thru this. =.=
so please wish me luck or something.
*sighs and continues to sink into depression*
voodoo-ed and killed at 4:57 PM
VOODOO-ED.
life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.
the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.
it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)
i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.
life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.