Thursday, June 23, 2005
wah, really have been "camping" at sam's house for so long le... all in all, i think got 5-6 days haha. no la, not really camp la, just stay over cos wanna revise test content, esp for physics. then in the end leh, playplayplay :P:P:P so in the end at least got some work done la, but my tests untouched, mrp untouched (and tons of hmk and ace too)! sighz.
okok, having the school blues again. after a rather enjoyable (but unfruitful) holiday of 4 wks, it's time to face the stress and pressure of all the academic and school stuff once more, for the 3rd this this yr, 11th time this sec school life, 39th time counting in pri school and... ok u get the idea.
that aside, was on the way home from sam's house on sam's dad's van (thanks for giving me a lift) then i had the weirdest ambition... ok la, not ambition or my aspiration,
replica watches just that other than any job i might land myself in, i wanna set up a shop! ok, this sounds stupid... but im quite serious. think that if i can keep up this interest, i might really want to realise it! i mean, it's seems really cool to me... after work, then can go back to my little shop and tend to it... haha, sounds like a dream. i know. nvm, just sharing after all.
voodoo-ed and killed at 11:28 PM
Sunday, June 19, 2005
hey guys, havent been blogging for a while. cos enjoying the hols i suppose, haha.
ok i know i sound a bit down la, cos kinda just realised some stuff. i think people come to this stage every once in a while, but it seems to happen too often for me (or mebbe i'm just too sensitive, which should be the case).
it just seems that everytime i hear ppl telling me honest stuff about me, i always will be liddat one... i mean i know im not a saint or something, but sometimes i just dont realise that i have actually been behaving this way... it's always this or that or another bad thing.... it just never stops coming.
so as usual, im gonna tell myself that i must really change for the better and hope that some ppl will change their impression of me loh... i know i have kinda embedded forever hatred in certain ppl's hearts,
chanel handbags be it CO mates, classmates or ex-friends. everybody have flaws, im aware of that, but im just not too used to knowing i have so many of them. but hey come on, pls dont stop telling me honest abt my own character, i really do want to change... so pls dont stop.
sigh, let's hope for the better la. hope to see a better me. tml will be a better day. well, just hope to see a change in me (ill try real hard), be it anything. used to think it was external, but now i think internally, lies so many other flaws... i do wanna start afresh. ARGH, i hate all the dmg i have inflicted. why did i do that? i wish time could travel back...
voodoo-ed and killed at 11:02 PM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
today went all the way to Tampines Mall to celebrate fren's bdae... woke up like 10+ today la (quite a miracle actually), cos last night tok with jingkai on the phone till.... THREE + am!! it's like erms loh... a bit long. i think got 3hrs? my phone bill's gonna BAO!
anyway, watched CURSED today. it's quite a nice show, abt werewolves... ok, shant spoil ur show if u plan to watch. but look out for the middle finger! *sniggers* i guess it's really nice, some fun and humour among all the tense and horror... and watch out for the gay guy! lol.
chanel handbags sounds fun? actually it's scary. and finally know that werewolves arte scared of silver. not too sure abt stuff like this one... and vampires hate garlic right? erps.
btw really kinda sian with all the studying for the past 2 daes. for chinese la, damn bitch. paper 1 and 2, so i study all those shit for 35/200 marks. but i know i just have to study, if not i wont feel gd. craps. then tml also got bio lesson. sians. but gd that im "free" for the next 3 weeks.... not!
ok la, im totally drowned in my own hmk. every subject has hmk except... IH! (duh) actually IH also never let me off loh, with MRP devil on the prowl...
chn got like hua gang wen xue, bao zhang du hou gan book, because of u reflections, ah q book, green o level book, and ws.
eng got 3 stimulus questions, maths got revision ws, physics got electromagnetism and test, chem got ws, bio got tys and test... argh! im sooooo stressed.
so u can see, im not gonna have holidays at all... sighs. well buaiz le, gotta go do chem. btw gd luck for those running for co committee!! hope u all shine in tml speech giving.
voodoo-ed and killed at 8:54 PM
VOODOO-ED.
life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.
the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.
it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)
i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.
life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.