Sunday, September 30, 2007
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XDZm1N4zKLI
heard of this song this morning and fell in love with it haha. dunno why somehow it just puts u in a good mood haha. lifts ur spirits! lol.
杨丞琳 - 任意门
好闷
结冰的苹果用力看不懂
怎么才刚觉得热突然有台风
好的占为己有坏的已在出没
哪一扇门可以让我躲一躲
让我走
谁把
任意门借给我(带我走)谁把任意门借给我(不要上锁)谁把任意门借给我(太多)谁把任意门借给我
突然没借口什么都不想躲
身边向前的人向前奔跑都没用
刚觉得太庸你还变的太重
我看我否则我去去去做噩梦
怎么了烦的常常头痛
做梦做梦可以脱离这宇宙
关上门没有人找得到我
跑到非洲跑到月球躲一躲
好闷
结冰的苹果用力看不懂
怎么才刚觉得热突然有台风
好的占为己有坏的已在出没
哪一扇门可以让我躲一躲
让我走
谁把
任意门借给我(带我走) 谁把任意门借给我(不要上锁) 谁把任意门借给我(太多) 谁把任意门借给我
人长得厚什么都要撮破
明明长得好瘦偏偏还想长瘦
恋爱像是堕落害怕分手牵着手
瞳孔越来越多越来越重才成功
明明冬天水果夏天自然有
自然不自然不要太多
一个窝一个洞
向上不断成功
花越开越红越活越久心轻松
好闷
结冰的苹果用力看不懂
怎么才刚觉得热突然有台风
好的占为己有坏的已在出没
哪一扇门可以让我躲一躲
让我走
谁把
任意门借给我(带我走) 谁把任意门借给我(不要上锁) 谁把任意门借给我(太多) 谁把任意门借给我
让我走
谁把
任意门借给我(带我走) 谁把任意门借给我(不要上锁) 谁把任意门借给我(太多) 谁把任意门借给我
谁把任意门借给我谁把任意门借给我
谁把任意门借给我 谁把任意门借给我
anyway, prelims has come and gone. how i wish that was the case for a levels as well, but seems that it wont happen for another 2 months at least. results are well, really average, but i've tried my best le i guess. and the subject i hardly touched until the day before, physics, is not back yet. and im the most screwed for that.
this wk has been, well really crazy, cos of the imba homework load. esp math >.< that yellow booklet is seriously imba. and i havent really touched my other hmk. the school's really coming hard down on us this time round. well i guess if they dont do it this time, there wont be any more chances for that eh? well ill just to survive past these few wks ba. but dunno how much longer i can last.
fri went to relax after school at venezia with class ppl. ate rum n' raisin and yoggi haha. nice as usual lol. bought pomegranate tea at cold storage and went with yx wj ps to limyuan's house to chill out haha. and chill out we did =D. just sat around in her basement and chatted abt quite a lot of stuff. from ppl in school to uni options to career choices. ahhh, until now im still quite a loss >.< but i think it's even more worrying for the girls. cos at least i so-called got 2 yrs to think abt it still.
crap. that reminds me of NS. change topic.
we also played some ping-pong. im damn noob lol. but it was quite fun la haha. i wonder how many more chances we have to just sit around doing nth and chat. no pool no movie no kbox no arcade no bowling no cycling no sports no mugging. seriously just nth haha. well hopefully a couple more times before the end of this yr i hope. but of cos, this can only happen within a grp of friends who are willing to talk abt anything under the sun. if not it'll just be awkward silence.
sat morning went to MOE to attend the tea session with wensi. haha seriously quite motivating. esp when u get the chance to chat with scholars and moe personnel. i might really want to go down this path if i get the chance haha. but the only pity is that i wont get the chance to do any relief teaching i guess. hearing from the scholars' experiences during the programme really brought out quite a lot of impt factors to determine whether one has wad it takes to become a teacher. it's really not an easy job haha. and i like the fact that they look out for ppl who are proactive, meaning as long as u request something, they will consider ur preference and most probably give u the go ahead. not like wad i imagined to be, scholarships being something whereby u listen to everything they say and take wad they give. so im quite happy to hear that.
got to know some friends also haha. cos we were all seated in the same table. ok la, not really considered since we met for the first time, but we could chat and all while on the train. i was with the 2 dylans in fact haha, one from cjc and one from rjc. friendly ppl lol. hopefully somehow we can keep in contact after that. =)
after that went to bishan for my first tuition lesson. i must say the teacher's quite good. and some of the things they link to in an ans, ill never have thot of it. damn ingenious =.= saw quite a no. of hc ppl there, but dont really know all of them haha. mebbe except matthias pamela yuxiang and lek chia. and it's quite a friendly environment, where there's food and drinks always available for u, and u can like eat and listen to the tchr at the same time. haha so quite informal in a sense. yet u learn quite a bit out of it.
now im left with sunday to pia the crazy hmk load. jy to me i guess. and next wk... dreading it >.<>.<
voodoo-ed and killed at 11:57 AM
Sunday, September 09, 2007
havent blogged for sometime. well life's been pretty boring lately, cos of (rather, attempts of) studying and trying to prepare for prelims. facing notes day after day only to realise at the end of the day that u've barely read a couple of pages cos either u went to slack off at the comp, or tv, or just plain chatting with ppl when studying at the reading room. wow, wad a productive wk >.< so basically im kinda screwed for this prelims and i dunno how im going to face my dad my mum my bro my sis my uncles my aunties my teachers my friends my pets etc when i get back my prelims results. ok im getting a bit carried away there. and i dont even own a pet. ok i dont need someone to give me a knock on my head that prelims arent exactly over yet so i wont know how dead i am, but the fact is i do really really know. argh no one will know exactly how screwed i am de lah. and im telling u, it's not paranoia. so yup, ppl will read this and go, "so do something abt it, for goodness sake! so mug 24/7 now!" but my attention span gets so horribly short that my productivity drops to an all time low by dusk. it falls to a further zero once i reach home and when my comp embraces me after ignoring it for the past few hours when i go school and chitchat or just plain listen music on my mp3. oh did i mention i chiong home everyday to watch the 9pm chn 8 show? tv's another killer to mugging as well... so yeah, by now u probably can guess how bored i am this wk, resorting to like monologuing here. =.= seriously torturous wk. and i dont expect next 2 wks to get any better, especially when the guilt factor starts creeping in. coupled with the fear factor of the thot of my parents seeing my prelim results. i actually lol-ed at the fear factor in my mind. fear factor, fear factor. geddit? im seriously going insane here. OKOKOK. i gotta snap back to reality. back to my actual agenda of actually blogging. if u just thought that u have wasted 5 min of ur life reading all those crap above, congrats u are right for once! alright main point main point. went to celebrate sam's bdae with ryan on thur at suntec. ate at kuishinbo. it's really chao ex, and we already took the lunch hour 60 min special liao, still amt to 20+ per pax. but the 60 min was shiok haha. i eat until i cannot eat anymore. damn funny haha. cos of the time limit, so kept having to time check. so it was like "12.01 lets begin!" "start eating by 12.15" "lets chiong the dessert by 12.45" and wah we seriously took loads of food. i personally gobbled abt um. 10+ sushi, a lot of sashimi, 1/3 plate laden with grilled food, 1/3 plate of tempura and fried food, shared some of the seafood soup, some clams and mussels, a couple of chocolate mousses, some cream puffs, some eclairs, some mochi, some fruit tarts, and half a cup of green tea icecream. yeah i think it was not bad a deal for the 3 of us hahaha. after that went to buy tix for ratatouille (heh heh i know how to spell liao). it's a gd show i think haha. animation and graphics were pretty good. and the storyline's not bad for a cartoon haha. just thot they could make the main characters a bit better looking haha. (ok my own preference) and i was telling ryan not to think too much haha, cos he raised 2 flaws to me during the movie abt illogical stuff. but then again, it's a cartoon for children, so i dont think they'll think that much lol. oh went to arcade and watched this IMBA guy playing the machine there.
louis vuitton handbags how should i describe it, im sure a lot of u watched b4. it's this one when u scoop sweets and put it on some moving platform which will push stuff into ur "collecting pocket". ring a bell somehow? anyway this imba guy we saw after the movie had like bags and bags of sweets and soft toys surrounding him. i think got abt 10 bags. seriously stun diao haha. either he's really really good or he's really really rich (i prefer to think it's a combination of both). but in any case, in the short time we spent looking at him play, he hit the jackpot again (for the umpteenth time i suppose). he didnt LOOK particularly imba, but from the looks of all the bags surrounding him, i think the key to this machine is "slow and steady wins the race". oh and it was seriously hilarious to have 3 noobs trying to take neoprint lol. okok dont go on and on abt wad gay and all. i seriously dont think there's a prob with 3 gd friends doing that. so pls shuddup to whoever u are. but the big problem comes when 3 noobs do it. cos there comes the lack of poses, and the total inability to decorate the photo at all. i was like uh... how to go to the next page of decorations, while ryan was desperately trying to find the eraser lol. is there going to be an english version sometime soon? lol. we were practically tikum-ing. same with inside the booth also, cos all the instructions are like incomprehensible. but at least we got something ok-ly reasonable la. though ryan blocked my face in one of the photos with a decor >.< and we didnt manage to select 6 out of 6 pics cos the freaking machine was so impatient. everything got time limit one la. judging how impatient the machine is, u'll presume in japan it's 24/7 long queue outside or something la. =.= lol.
after that sam had to go back to prepare for his bdae dinner with family, while ryan brought me to his recently found hideout. it's this quite nice cafe which has quite nice ambience and food. haha there's this special set when u order a hot beverage and 2 slices of mini cake (such as new york cheese cake, brownie, double choco, marble cheese cake etc). the shopkeeper was so nice he gave us another 2 mini slices on the house! haha thats really nice service. though i empahasise mini hehe.
that's abt the only happening thing i had this wk bah. every other day's spent staring at the notes only to realise that at the end of the day... oh wait i've repeated that before. ah well, u get my emphasis on the point.
hallelujah. prelims creeping up on us in... 30 hours? holyyyyy. and im so damn unprepared.
voodoo-ed and killed at 2:09 AM
Saturday, September 01, 2007
陈奕迅 - Last Order
没关系真的没关系
我也许早就该回去
再一杯我告诉自己
到此为止干了不再续
麻烦你加冰威士忌
对不起来个double的
喝到这里终于够勇气说一个经历
那晚下雨在这店里
也放著这首曲
有个男子搭上一个女子
反正失恋
他当然不介意有段艳遇
只是回到他的家里
十几坪家徒四壁
一声不响那女的掉头离去
就像三个小时前
未婚妻初次到来嫌弃的样子
没关系真的没关系
一晚上就失恋两次
那男子还不懂怀疑
到底自己是否没出息
不客气别给我 ice tea
客人们不是我吓跑的
别看著我这个不过是我朋友的经历
那晚下雨在这店里
也放著这首曲
有个男子搭上一个女子
反正失恋
他当然不介意有段艳遇
只是回到他的家里
十几坪家徒四壁
一声不响那女的掉头离去
就像我的未婚妻
对不起好像说成是我的样子
我是没关系
haha do i love this song or love this song. dunno why somehow that day when samuel sent me wo ai de ren by lin you jia (我爱的人, typing the chinese characters, in case the same misunderstanding happens again lol), fell in love with this song after watching the youtube clip of the finals of chao ji xing guang da dao when lin you jia performed it. i guess it's the relaxed kind of feel haha. and the lyrics are lame =D in a nice sense. the behind part also imba, with all the techniques and stuff. been trying to learn it since this morning lol.
i actually like a song by eason chan! amazing. cos i didnt use to like his songs that much haha.
anyway, went to watch singaPOPera! with my mum and bro ytd night at UCC. haha really nice! it's like this combination of the songs from all the famous songs in singapore theatre history, so u get a very local feel haha. like songs from musicals like beauty world, sing to the dawn, a twist of fate, man of letters, hot pants, kampong amber, chang & eng, forbidden city, snow.wolf.lake and fried rice paradise.
it's kinda cool, cos there this pop orchestra with instruments of all sorts, the chinese orchestra, string ensemble, malay and indian instruments, concert band, as well as electric guitars and drums. then the performers also really imba in singing haha. very shiok to hear them, cos all got powerful vocals. so it was really enjoyable. lighting and background images also enhance the whole performance. although it's like this collection of musicals, so it's all excerpts and single songs per musical featured, but u get to enjoy everything i guess haha. from the funny 60s 70s cha-cha feel in beauty world, to cheena majestic feel in forbidden city, and also the simple melody that touches the heart in sing to the dawn and chang & eng. now i miss listening to the songs liao haha.
the finale song fried rice paradise damn funny haha. cos the lyrics damn amusing. though i cant remember them exactly, but got lots of food and singapore places de la haha. and the chorus especially begins like this: "fried rice paradise, nasi goreng very nice!" the bridge also haha, with the slow chanting of "chao fan".
beauty world, cha-cha-cha!
ok haha i should get started on making today a little more productive than kosong. been slacking the WHOLE day. ggfied.
voodoo-ed and killed at 8:42 PM
VOODOO-ED.
life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.
the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.
it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)
i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.
life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.