Thursday, August 19, 2004
WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i might as well juz jump building le............
i have no mood to blog with a happy mood today. it's totally depressing. im horrified and on the brink of tears. in fact, when i came back and lay on my bed, tears juz came welling in my eyes... i want to yell in frustration! I WANNA SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Boo-Hoo...................................... i totally filled with emotions now... nothing positive at all. AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sniff* *sniff* guess why? obviously... RESULTS...........................................
lemme summarise... eng... although havent return, but it's confirmed a b4 or worse this term liao.... :'( :'( chinese.... got b4 for common test... some may think this is ok... but wait till u hear the others...
c6c6c6!!! MATHS C6! wad the....... SCREWED results... that's what i can say. totally screwed... im horrified by how many blanks i left... my log, my binomial zerozerozero... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BIOLOGY... ppl think i hao lian right, write so big, cos got take bio (samuel, im not niaoing pls.). NOW IM GONNA CURSE BIO LIKE IT WISHED IT NEVER EXISTED.
chanel handbags while ppl had their happy faces looking at their 30s and 40s... (upon 50)... and me? ALMOST FAIL LEH!!!! WAH THE!!!! im totally screwed... so is my msg... im really depressed now... why am i so depressed??? argh....im really gonna cry le....
now staring at all my c6s.... im totally stunned at my results... i...*sniff* must...*sniff* do my best...*sniff* next time!!! im determined now le... after all these disppointments... to work hard for final year. I MUST GET MSG<2.00 for this YEAR!!!! (although i totally scrwed up term1's and term3's msg).................. boo-hoo... I REALLY MUST. i cannot bear to take these blows anymore... i really must, really must...
ill blog next time when i feel better... now im almost crying........... words can't describe my emotions le... no point continuing....
voodoo-ed and killed at 7:28 PM
VOODOO-ED.
life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.
the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.
it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)
i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.
life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.
