voodoo-ed and killed.

name: kelvin ong jia hao
age. 20+
bdae. 21st dec 1989

curr3nt status. moe teaching intern @ hci (college section) chemistry
email. kel_ojh@hotmail.com

WISHLIST

laptop
new fitting clothes
lose weight!
do pullups!
learn piano!
learn guitar
learn to cook!
sing better
too many to list le...

Sunday, September 12, 2004

ok...wanna know more about trial run is next post hor... lemme tok about aoh (army open house)... it was on fri la... between the display day and results day for ncgc (read previous post)...

so that day got 1 period off for the others... while i had math retest... so poor thing hor... couldnt bear to miss sg idol... hope i did well... then after math test (missed my lunch loh..stupid) rush to kah kee hall to prepare go aoh... all sec 3 must go... sigh... at first i wished i could dont go... but now go liao... not so bad lahz... anyway...rushed to kahkee hall.. thankfully still on time (not that i want to go lah...).

btw...got my term progress report from joshua (still want to trick me he dont have... but i confirm he has mine for m so many ppl liao... zhao3 si3 ;))... msg 2.28... all thx to my bio got c6 grrrrrrrrrrr... wah lao. i think i top 5 in class... from the back that is... damn...

anyway, each class got bus to go aoh one... along the way chun kang and yuxiang keep singing, haha :D... seriously... they sing well! muz push them on stage for talent showcase... haha. soon, reach liao. then walk around... i lost samuel... so went with chun kang and yuxiang and company..wah, i liek switch sides damn often... keeping changing group... as in ppl to walk with la... then they wanted to play a similar to cs game... all thsoe hiding and secretly shooting game... u geddit? sigh.. hard to explain... like half-life... like an arcade game time crisis... forget it... dont want explain liao.

then i left that grp and went with sylvester, jeremy etc to the ippt area... realised that the wadeva ippt was very similar to napfa test... only dont have sit and reach. louis vuitton handbags then got the pull up challenge... i look at it zibei liao... i cannot even do a proper push up liao... still tok about pull up... muz pia and train during the hols le... :( suddenly saw zhaolong and kaihan... then quickly left... cos i scared later they want me to try... btw, saw that among the female pull up records... fiona xie was 3rd.... with... ONE pullup!!! i think a lot of ppl will laugh... but i feel even more zibei... sighz.

after being with zl and kh, saw robert, jianmin and alvin mak... then joined them... halfway thru... lost jianmin, lol. then along the way... met chris seah and zhengyou... watching some military ride it think... or was it armoured vehicle ride? heck care. then saw zihao, yuxiang, chun kang, aaron... joined them again... they didnt go for the game after all.. too long queue le.

then we wanted to go to the other side... so climbed ALL THE WAY up hill to the shuttle bus area... saw kenneth and zhou ren etc in the library... SLACK... went on the shuttle bus... then alighted at a i-dunno place... we wandered to adventure land... heard the briefing... then decided not to go.. cos it was similar to obs... i wanna cry liao... timid boy u know. i want my mama!!! unknown place... (haha... dunno how to survive ns next time) then they went to shooting area... OMGOMGOMG! boo-hoo... then waited there for our turn... saw erik and lionel there too, with jedi...

then it was our turn... isolated sia... 6 in a team ma... then i was the odd one out... thankfully they waited for me... sighz... shot only 3 out of 5... sighz. heard that alot of ppl got 5/5... boohoo... anyway...by the time we took the shuttle bus back to the main area again... we were damn late liaoz..!! then we RAN... with our bags (wah lao... thankfully never bring dic .................................................... tionary :D)

so sad lohz... the stupid trophy for pd... why did i take it that day... sigh... it FLEW OUT OF MY BAG!!! flew like 5 feet way... one side chipped loh... sad... :(:(:( aiyah... forget it... but it's the 2nd trophy i even gotten leh... 1st was OM, 3rd was NCGC... haiz. anyway... reached the starting point (warrior's hall), and left loh... ok lah... quite ok after it's all over... didnt really enjoy the process though... but once u play/go for it... its all fun liao. liek the shooting, i was dreading it, then when it was my turn to shoot... quite shiok lehz.

so went home loh... thats it for aoh le... on to trial run!

voodoo-ed and killed at 11:39 AM

VOODOO-ED.

life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.

the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.

it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)

i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.

life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.