oh no. im starting to feel the stress of overcommitment. for the past 2 wks, dramafeste has been my priority over everything once school ends. i know it's temporary, and in fact the ordeal is ending this fri aka 3 days later, but im starting to feel for stress buildup in terms of hmk.

the recent days of going back at 9+ taught me a lot. ppl may think u go back and reach abt 11 or so is still ok, can do hmk. but seriously when u are so tired, u wont be able to do anything. the reason why i can blog now is... is... actually i also dunno, cos i actually have econs tut, maths tut, chem tut AND chem ilp due on thu or something. im crazy or something, blogging now. wadeva.

i cant help but start to think, taking up so manyy ccas, it may seem cope-able to me now, but what if they start piling up. i already experienced this when i have to account to so many ccas for dramafeste-resulted absence from cca. wad if they clash? what should i do. but then again, if i were to drop, what will it be? i have wed clashes of CO and guitar, replica watches and soon-to-be clashes of interact and techmonix on thu. how am i supposed to account for that? this thought is inevitably creeping up on me as the o lvl results are released and 2nd intake are coming in soon. cos that means ccas (AND lessons) are going to start proper... wad should i do when the time comes?

this needs serious pondering man. but as i ponder, back to my work. but seriously, i think ill end up not doing anything again today. im just not in the mood la. with dramafeste nearing and hmk piling up, i cant even breathe this wk. what if 2nd intake comes in? im starting to pray this day nv comes...