haha... must redeem some happiness into my blog. must really really thank whoever encouraged me in one way or another lol, like thru face-to-face, msn, phone, tagging on my blog etc. thanks to all of u. im feeling a lot better now la, cos i got wad u all mean, learn to let go and not the hmk must be done or wad mahs :P

so dont stress myself unneccesarily! yup, thats the advice im gonna take from u all =)). so really really thx to all. i didnt know my nick could tell stuff... i mean i normally exaggarate and have this kind of nicks de ma, but this time is for real loh. and u all seem to be able to tell hehe...

i think the root of my stress comes from my ccas, as u all and even i knew right from the start. now that the 2nd intake has come in, it's time for the dropping ceremony to begin. but which cca shall have the honour of this? i really have no idea. i do need some more time to think abt it.

i joined these ccas due to my interest and hoping to see which is more fun for me. and interact and techmonix were the "lower band" while co and guitar were the "higher band". but now after the interact camp, i dunno if i still treat interact as "lower band" anymore. cos it was really fun and i enjoyed it, and ccas are there for u to enjoy isnt it? so im really really stuck now.

if i were to consider co or guitar also quite out of the question. co is something i have been in since p4, and im not that ready to let go yet. for so many yrs ive been in contact with chinese music, so why let go now? when all the skills and bonds from tchsco ive created and obtained are ready for use over here and make my cca life more enjoyable? next, on to guitar. also quite impossible. louis vuitton handbags ive been enjoying all the practices and learning all the new stuff. i agree with many ppl that this may just be a sense of novelty cos it's a new instrument and im still passionate abt it, it may just disappear when ive stayed in it long enough. but thru these 3 mths in it, i feel that the novelty hardly ever diminishes, cos every week we seem to learn something. and it's like chinese/english pop songs, which is quite applicable to our lives. and i really like the feeling of being able to play songs u can sing along too! it's like quite cool la...

see my dilemma le ma (try reading this sentence out. and see if u get the "pun")? well for the days to council voting, i shall continue thinking abt it lo. until the day if i ever get into council, ah then thats a different story... we'll see then ba. btw, artemis pals... pls vote for me kk! =)) ill really appreciate it.