Wednesday, March 15, 2006
it's one of those down moments again. all stressed out by my totally packed wk for the march hols. i wonder how long more b4 i'll break down. my wk is packed until i totally cannot breathe. not can hardly breathe. is totally cannot breathe. i dunno how im going to cope with any hmk and tests and timed assignments!
im going to suffer from a nervous breakdown anytime soon... ARGH! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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this wk is a suppppper hectic week for me. im like really lost for words to say ok. i really dunno how to express this. i go out early in the morning for these few days, come back at late hrs, and i have totally no energy left to do any work at all. i want to revise and do my work and catch up on what i missed out on the term,
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and my mouse is irritating me. i think im so stressed up that i spoilt the mouse. the left button is not sensitive anymore. and this is irritating me even more. i cant even use my comp in peace la ok!
and my bitchiness is esp strong tonight. i think im pissing off my campaigning grp cos i just cannot stand opposition against me anymore. ive explained b4, when im so stressed up due to factors not under my control, the minimum i hope and expect is to have things i can control going with me right. then discussion is the perfect place to get pissed off la. i dont agree here, i dont agree there, no to this, no to that. IM LIKE SO IRRITATEDD.
i dunno how many paragraphs of this i can spam. cos it's gonna be countless. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stress. irritation. fatigue. bitchiness. breakdown. mental disorder. insanity. try NOT to find that in me.
voodoo-ed and killed at 11:01 PM
VOODOO-ED.
life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.
the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.
it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)
i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.
life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.
