i guess in the middle of the night is still the best time to blog. i think everyone give up hope on my blog le la, so long nv post le. cos too many things have been happening and revolving abt my life, and i hardly have anytime to blog.

as usual, man cannot get their priorities right (shuddup chun kang :P), and im blogging when there are TWO tests coming up tomorrow. and i havent even started revision on maths at all, while econs is half bucket (ban4 tong3 shui3).

anyway, heck care abt it first. as i was saying, ive been speed-blogsurfing just now, skimming thru all the links in our class blog. caught quite a few issues + some of my own that i wanna tok abt here.

first lets do the IN quiz first! kg has done it, so has wj and wensi. dunno abt others lol.

my life is 64% perfect.
[x] You know someone that cares aboutyou.
[ ] You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend/ fiancee/husband/ wife.
[ ] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You get good grades.
[ ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
[x] You live somewhere other than a box.
T O T A L: 6

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once aweek.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.
T O T A L: 8

[ ] You have over 100 friends on friendster
[ ] You have pictures on frenster
[x] You get allowance.
[x] You collect something normal.
[x] People don't make fun of you to be mean.
[x] You look forward to go to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school.
[x] You shower daily.
T O T A L: 6

[ ] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x] You're healthy.
[ ] You've never had a cavity.
[ ] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-consious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
[x] You have so many inside jokes with friends.
[x] You know your parent(s) care and love you.
T O T A L: 5

[ ] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about sooo many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[ ] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[ ] You don't have any enemies.
[x] You are happy you're living.
T O T A L: 7

Now count up the number and multiply by 2. Then repost saying 'My life is % perfect"

i guess it's quite low cos of the very fact that i dont have a room lol. bro and sis, hurry get married leh! just kiddin haha.

was looking thru wensi's blog and thought that pictures really make the blog so much more interactive... as people say, a picture's worth a thousand words. how true. i must get a phone with a cam that can transfer to comp la. if not so wasted sia. lots of nice moments only able to keep in ur mind, and may easily be washed away and fade away...

about the class issue... i really got nth to say le. i mean, if ppl think posting on the class blog is something thats like very pointless and serves no meaning at all, so be it la. at least they are concerned about it and feel like expressing their concern and coming out with forms of analysis.chanel handbags why bother to voice out that the posts are useless and theres no point in them. i think that the very fact there are ppl posting shows that the class still has hope, isnt it? we still bond together and are willing to face the problem. wads the use of saying lots of sarcastic statements and keep saying posts are useless. (im not only referring to one person)

but mebbe... no need to be like so harsh or anything la. ck relac, kg relac. everybody relac. i think just leave it at that. ok, there are bound to be ppl who are cynical abt stuff. so, just ignore and continue to try and solve the problem? i mean, trying to solve it is better than doing nothing abt it, or even worse, rejecting everything suggested. as i said, i really feel some ideas are implementable (not tokking abt pi here -.-), and can be done. so why not try them out? i dunno, but could there be a class meeting or something one day after school, so we can thrash things out? online conversations/interactions are just so insincere and ineffective, as ppl will tend to beat around the bush and get mad over different issues, also replying to different issues, causing nth to be done in the end.

then... came across sam tan's blog abt the co bbq. i dont really feel like elaborating abt it la, it's nth much. but definitely, it has helped me to feel more for HCJCCO loh (ok dont gimme that crap abt high sch and college merging, i just like this short form)... just like how the interact camp in march hols made me feel more for interact club as well. and i have to admit, CO here is not as close as CO in TCHSCO... theres a serious lack of interaction ill say. and if u really want to know other ppl, either u must have previous contacts in the relevant sections, or u must try really really hard to get to know them. many ppl make use of the former, but i dont have that and im just not gd and dealing with the latter. social skills arent really my strength. but i guess ill have to try isnt it? after all, it's gonna be my core cca for the next 2 yrs. so lets hope we get bonded more closely together and not just be a cca where every session is done in 3 steps: come,play,leave.

tokking abt ccas, my long-existent dilemna is back to haunt me. in the form of exco elections. i did not bother for the interact exco, cos after ryan and samuel left interact due to council, there arent really many ppl for me to want to stay in it. the only ppl that im still staying for is perhaps wenjie, peishan, and the kids im tutoring at fei yue. it's not a prob abt service, i know i can do it. still trying to get the kids to listen to me, though hopefully they like me already. it's moreo f commitment. cos ever since this term, my timetable has been such a way that thurs end really early (1pm). then while ppl all think of wad to do after school, i know i cant do it cos of comm serve. so i feel quite left out and stuff la. and as u know, i really care abt frenship and ppl acknowledging my existence is really impt to me. (for instance, really glad that wenjie "included" me in his post abt the class, i hope it's me anyway, unless theres another hao hao around the class? and when wensi said that im the one thats not going out with the rest when i was just commenting abt deren going as well to ben n jerrys, i felt a tinge of...sadness.) so somehow i feel very slack and always want to pon liddat. think its cos of this terms timetable la, if it was like last term end at 4 on thurs, i shouldnt have a prob... lets hang on till term 3 and see bahs.

then guitar vs co. both im not willing to give up. thats why when i ran for guitar exco last fri, i was really stunned when the pres made me account for my commitment to either cca and questioned my ability to handle both of them. actually, i feel quite stupid to have run for guitar exco since co is my main priority. in fact, i shouldnt have run if my heart was with co all along. and mind you, it still is. it's just perhaps like wad i mentioned earlier, how the co here is not the same as b4 in high school, and the bonds to the cca is not as strong, but nevertheless, i still want to serve the ccas im in and hold a position to enjoy the cca experience better. definitely, it'll make me find and explore more about hcjcco and allows me to take away a lot more than what i could take away being a normal member.

tml's co elections part 2. im really very scared i wont make it. and i have this feeling that ppl will question my ability to commit again... esp after i stupidly ran for guitar exco. but i really want to let them know that, even though i put co over guitar, my pure reason for running for excos for the ccas im in is really to want to belong to the cca. i want something more than just going for practice and go home. organising work, meetings and having stronger bonds to ccas im in, thats what i want. i really hope ppl can understand and gimme a chance to take away more from CO, from HCJC, from life, from myself.