disclaimer: this is one of those posts that people reading may not understand. purely for complaining and relieving stress needs. so dont bother. just dont bother.

in a world where interaction is mandatory, feelings do come into play. problems naturally arise and cause certain effects to ppl's feelings. but why must i be the one who is born to take harder hits from the side effects and have problems arising near me which i just cannot seem to be able to do anything to solve or alleviate?

to be truthful, abt 6 hrs ago. i was feeling super pissed. why? imagine this scenario: 2 ppl whom u have known to be really gd buddies and frens just suddenly cant bear the sight of each other and just feeling bu shuang to be within 1m from each other.

the same 2 ppl talked abt everything under the sun a few months ago, and ate together, played together, sat together, crap, lame, laugh, joke together.chanel handbags a few months later, one just zonks out of the world, living like a zombie life, occasionally waking up from beauty sleep to interact with ppl he nv interacted that much with b4. another lives life normally as though the other person didnt exist in his/her life, and just pretends the other person is transparent.

when space (as perceived) meets space (as perceived) in a confined area 6 hrs ago. i think perhaps like repel like rules is being applied here or smth. they just <- -> simple as that. i could very well imagine their conversation.

"hi, who are you?"
"oh hi, do i actually know u?"
"since we dunno. just dao loh. normal wad. i mean, did i actually be close frens with u b4?"
"same here."

i know i dont have a stand in saying wad is happening between the 2 of them. cos im not involved. but i can say for sure that there are effects. just like a game skill, area effect. ppl around all take dmg ok. the closer u are, the harder u get hit. hey hey, no prizes for one who is perhaps almost in between them?

null point, so no dmg? guess again.

so as a fren, i think the least i can do is to try and help the situation. i dont like this at all. totally dont. how i wish this is all an july's fool joke. i rather get laughed at for believing in wads happening now than it being true. but problem is, i really dunno wad to do ok? i cannot seem to input any sense into a zombified guy. and i cannot seem to initiate some action in the counter-daoing one. so dao here dao there. very fun is it? are the apples on ur heads so that if the knife cuts the apple on the head into 2 or something, theres a prize?

i tink lemons or lime will be a better option, noticing the acidity being spilt around. not of words or actions. but the acidity of the plain silence. and the freakingly awkward courtesy.

i seriously dunno wad to do. this is getting too much for me. mebbe things arent as bad as it seems, but pls do show the alleviated effect in my life ok? if u all think it's very fun. try tying a rope to 2 cars going in different directions to a maximum speed of 88516467841664641279364 km/h. hold on to them for dear life. and tell me how it feels.

i can tell u it's not gd. seriously it's not gd.

but as a gd fren, can i actually let go and cause their fatal car accidents to happen? the speed isnt like 1mm/h kinda of thing. but if things continue like this, i guess letting go is the best option. whether u all choose to slow down and turn back, thats ur own problems le.

seriously, I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS NIGHTMARE. please for heaven's sake. get back to normalcy. i still want my sanity.