i really dunno wad to do liao la. this wkend has been quite screwed up. as in... in the academic sense.

im like happily packed with the wkend with fri qing gong yan and sun cip, helping with jaime and weiguang's SPCA S-L project. i mean that's still ok. wait this is not my main point. talk abt that when i actually have time...

anyway i came back and happily dozed off on my bed without eating dinner. woke up at 11pm. TOTALLY GG. then rushed to do my EoM.

after that i really seriously dilligently went to look for sources, i seriously did. asme, sbf, enterprise one, spring (it's down though), articles, other pw mates sources, interviews, really everything liao la. i even came upon this worker's party essay on how pap is doing a fine job on the economy BUT... ya u get the idea. even smu articles on how the world is switching to knowledge-based and how consultants are the hot favs now. even... even... ibm and hp offering to aid smes and providing solutions (i didnt even know they did that la. to me they are just IT product companies. period.)

after looking at almost everything i can find possible. it was already 3am and i was really desperate. as in like, "come on, u continue finding, it's just gonna clog up ur brain (ya im still thinking of the "power to the people" slogan by worker's party)." so i seriously considered a lot of sources. research papers in wee chern's sources, archived interview with Spirit of Enterprise nominee in wenjie's sources, and not to mention all the websites that provides aid la. but i seriously need an article or interview to work with, if not i really dont have a flow. evaluating a website is hell. like so much things to evaluate, true. but u cannot get it flowing and making sense. just one whole bunch of analysis. got wad use.

then i did something i feel really bad. now after i completed it, (it really crappy work, i kept convincing myself if i did a gd job, they will understand why i desperately need this source as my main source for EoM.) im not so sure. I went to take wenjie's main source as my main source. ok i know this is like really bad, he most prob would have done his EoM on it already (like duh. who else will be striving to finish it like now, except for me.). but i really looked thru so many sources, chanel handbags they just dont fit the bill, either in terms of format or content. so it's either interviews and articles and reseach papers that do not let me evaluate wad i want on services provided for the smes, or loads of relevant websites which i cant exactly evaluate, only taking some info from.

except that interview. it does not totally fit the bill (hardly any sources do). but that whole chunk on SBF is so very useful to me lahhhs. with all the mentioning abt costs and fees, it really forms the crux of my EoM on evaluating services provided for SMEs. it's almost the best source i can find le... and as i said although it's really not a gd job, i did wad i could. as in... u must take into account i have school de loh. and sleeping from 7 to 11 isnt really anything great or wad. i still got chem spa tml. totally havent read.

actually i dunno why am i posting this whole thing. most of u wont even understand anyway. like i didnt before our pw grp did this proj. i guess i just wanna reason with myself this is the only thing i could do. either this source, or i wont be able to produce any EoM at all, not to mention even tml (ok it's actually today le, it's like 5+ la. mind u, not the past 12 before 12 thing. it doesnt really exist in singaporean students' lives). but i really dunno how my pw mates will react la, especially wenjie.

i dont want him to be pissed at me, and i really dont want him to redo or anything. but i cannot emphasise enough that the area im doing is quite well established in the interview, and there are really not many sources that i can analyse and evaluate (article, interview). seriously, info sites cant really be evaluated. i need some opinions and views, which only articles and interviews can provide.

so im kinda stuck now. for me is this or die. unless some miracle happens and an article pops out in today's newspaper regarding this or something. but wenjie most prob done is EoM on this le, so i also dunno la. ARGH, im very stressed now. dunno wad to do la. heck for an hour or so. must study chem spa or fail (ok thats a very scary thought). face the music 2 hrs later when i go school.

did i mention i havent slept since 11? (ok this is like quite a duh fact. nvm.)