i think it's easier to keep quiet than to snap at ppl. today is really not a gd day. guess i just woke up on the wrong side of the bed. but most probably is due to some kind of prolonged unhappiness welling within me.

emotions pile up into 2 mannners: either u flare up like a volcano or u break down like a torrent. for the past few months the latter had been my major way of releasing stress. but this time round, it's that moment when everything just glares at u, like everything deserves some snapping at. i dunno la, just irritated.

everything has an initiation event to lead to the whole stream of emotions thereafter. it's like this building up day after day until one day when something small just sparks off the whole well full of emotions. well last night did. and im in a super bad mood today.

i mean. it's ok if u all dont want to meet up. im a grp member. everyone is equal in status, so u all dont have to exactly listen to wad i say. im not even the grp leader. im just some slacker in ur minds i guess, that seems to be busy with a whole load of stuff and dont care abt pw. if meeting up tml is such a torture, we can very well cancel it. louis vuitton handbags all dont have to keep with my working style, just that ill probably be less effective behind the comp online loh. so dont blame me for it. u also cant expect everyone to be gd at wad u do. it's fair isnt it? we are just born to be different. so if everyone is very unhappy with meeting up tml, let's all work behind the computer bah. im ok with it de. 2pm on msn? or anything?

if ppl can bother to go out for activties, i dont see why meeting for pw is so torturous. im not even saying we meet every sat. it's just for one day for an important stage in our pw. is it that hard to ask for? if it is, we can all just do our WRs at home and submit individually loh. where did i hear from that pw is grp work?

ya ya, i know im bitching. i just dunno where else to say all these. keep it within me? thats possible. just perhaps ill die.

okok im sorry alright? just pretend u didnt read this. it's just a madman screaming lots of nonsense in his own personal online space (although he didnt buy it). so everyone after reading this post, just get on with life and have fun with ur pw (individual).

there i go again.