Thursday, August 10, 2006
life is just so dull. school cca home. it's just 3 things that constitute my life. how fun.
had loads of fun at dj's house. havent had a proper class outing for ages le. STJ was fun but too short. this was really gd. thanks for organising this.
appreciate ryan for wanting to ask me out today. but in the end cancelled. ah nvm.
had a gd long chat with sam also. we havent talked like for so long, especially with the AYLS not long ago.
tml, totally have no programmes. wanted to organise a kbox session,
chanel handbags but some ppl not free so it's off loh. so i suppose im gonna just stone at home loh.
WR is coming along fine. but pw is not. i dunno why i just cannot bring myself to... work. not that im slacking, it's just suddenly stagnant for me. my inner self.
im an
old fren. my
friendship is being treasured. so is it so hard to go out with a friend u havent met for months? postponing has suddenly become like part and parcel of life. i dunno if i can take it anymore.
sorry. just suddenly being emo. sad song therapy now.
this is another random post that only i will understand. dont bother to try to decipher. it's just for me to relate to.
but one thing YOU can relate to is im not very cheerful now. yup.
voodoo-ed and killed at 1:32 AM
VOODOO-ED.
life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.
the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.
it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)
i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.
life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.
