Monday, August 07, 2006
today has been a super tiring day. actually i was feeling super sleepy on the bus on the way home, but a few games of AuditionOnline with weechern and cheejia kinda woke me up. then afte the bath, feeling quite fresh now. but my drowziness shall set in abt... 10 min time? lol.
woke up super late today, cos last night meng play till 3am. woke up wanted to chiong to ck house for egg drop, but realised got bai bai to ancestors and all, plus now is the lunar seventh month, so stayed at home for lunch la.
egg drop was ok la... so far progress is slow, but steady. hopefully we can get it done by wk 8 >.< scared later we put in so much effort then our structure be the only one that caused the egg to crack la. then damn sad. after that ck me and deren went to eat dinner and wee chern went home. deren also asked wensi along. after that deren and i followed wensi to ikea to buy her fren a bdae present. very nice of her la, go buy when it's already so late liao. havent been to ikea for some time, found lots of things interesting la. we practically speed windowshopped,
louis vuitton handbags from living room setups to bedroom colour schemes to cute wardrobes to rocking chairs to mirrors to kitchen shelves to thumbelia leaf looking shade to retro clocks to flower vases to candles. aiyah juuuuust lots of stuff. after that although we were like super full, went to try out the hotdog there. haha it's my first time trying out mustard, so i must say it goes really well with hotdogs =)) and the dispenser for the sauces are like so cute la, this gigantic bottle which oozes out only a small stream of the sauce. talk abt irony. after that went home... i must say deren is really a nice fren to talk to haha. wont have realised this if not of all the class/classmate outings that led us to always go back together, cos it's along the way mahs. he's just really quite nice lol. no wonder wensi also says "deren is a good fren!". (actually i had a lot more on this. but super user-friendly and server-perfect blogger has just deleted a HUGE chunk of my post. so i no mood to retype, simply summarise only. pardon me. but deren and wensi should be able to relate a lot to it haha. [like duh.]) on a more solemn note, but not sad/depressed ok, i decided to give up le. after some thinking and some advice given by ppl. listening to this song now, and suddenly realise the lyrics are sooooooo nice. the nitty gritty details add a lot of life and reality to this song. thx wensi for sending it to me. a wonderful part of my sad song therapy. dedicating it to someone special. u all should too. ASLYN - That's When I Love You When you have to look away When you dont have much to say Thats when I love you I love you, just that way To hear you stumble when you speak Or see you walk with two left feet Thats when I love you I love you, endlessly And when your mad cuz you lost a game Forget Im waiting in the rain Baby i love you, I love you anyway Heres my promise made tonight You can count on me for life Thats when i love you When nothing you do can change my mind The more I learn, The more I love The more my heart cant get enough Thats when I love you, WhenI love you no matter what So when you turn to hide your eyes Cause the movie it made you cry Thats when I love you I love you a little more each time And when you cant quite match your clothes Or when you laugh at your own jokes Thats when I love you I love you, more than you'll know And when you forget that we had a date Or that look that you give when you show up late Baby I love you, I love you anyway Heres my promise made tonight You can count on me for life Thats when i love you When nothing you do can change my mind The more I learn, The more I love The more my heart cant get enough Thats when I love you, When I love you no matter what Thats when I love you When nothing baby Nothing you do could change my mind The more I learn, The more I love The more my heart cant get enough Thats when I love you, When I love you no matter what No matter what P.S. so i shall just give my well wishes and get on with life as usual lo... nevertheless, it's still really nice to have such an old fren haha... P.P.S. could any kind soul tell me how to upload songs onto my blog? im like so uber sian with a silent blog haha. shall promote my sad song therapy on my blog as well. P.P.P.S. ok i admit it. im reaaaaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllly sad.
thats when i love you,
no matter what.
voodoo-ed and killed at 1:04 AM
VOODOO-ED.
life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.
the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.
it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)
i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.
life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.