been motivated by singapore dreaming i guess.

woke up late at 2+ (then i received an sms by wenjie to ask me go school at 8.54am. right. lol). felt a bit down and lonely inside, cos of some stuff last night.

didnt feel like doing anything abt the chem mock spa tml. so turned on the comp and just stumbled upon youtube. spent the whole afternoon in front of my comp, eating biscuits as lunch, clicking video after video, chanel handbags catching some local films. a couple of them are quite arty farty, so im glad there are at least a basic description of the film so i know wads going on. and im glad i took lit.

kinda interesting themes. with stranger kind of love, to wondering abt life after death and the real motive of living, to hilarious ones like making fun of the censorship board, and to a real-life based story on how a guy tried so hard to love another guy, but sadly sacrificed his family, friends, sanity, and eventually committed suicide. it's quite a enriching afternoon for me i guess. so felt like sharing.

maybe u all will have more thoughts and feelings than i do.
maybe u can feel for some.
or maybe u'll just plain watch and forget.
or even just think it's a waste of time.

it's up to you.

The Letter(don't watch if you are homophobic)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Du4JkpR6iNg
"This story is based on a true life story about a boy struggling with his forbidden love."
Personally I think this is the best I've seen today, cos it has a proper storyline. And it does link to your hearts, where sometimes you cant like someone you like or someone you like doesnt like you (heyhey, i dont mean including the gay context la. =.=)

Instant Photo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1A200cWkyEc
"The story is about a girl that left her photo in a instant photo machine booth, which acccidentally was stumble upon by a guy who slowly became obesess with her......"
It's quite a sweet story if you can understand the meaning behind it. I don't know if you understand though...
Shift
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5QwVuYJUQAY (Part1)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s9S32HnTKHM (Part2)
"The story is about a guy who lose his memories for a day and try to trace it back...... "
Ok i admit it, i didnt really watch finish this show. cos the loading was too lag lol. but from what i see, also quite profound to understand...

4444
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qema4basqMY
"Trapped in a mundane loop of transportation, work and lottery tickets, a man fails to notice the numbers 4444 manifesting themselves in eerie and inconceivably absurd ways... "
This is a kind where it's supposed to be cheem la, but quite easy to get the meaning. it's making fun of 4D and keeping using the unlucky numbers 4444, to signify a so-called dead world, where everything around the main char revolves around 4.

Cut
http://blip.tv/file/58458
"Short film Royston Tan made in 2004 after "15" got 27 cuts from the Singaporean censors."
I think this is super sarcastic and funny if u get the context that he made this after the censorship board gave his movie "15" 27 cuts.

Popcorn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8FBG5eSJplk
a lame music video lol. just for fun.