Saturday, October 21, 2006
havent been listening to music for a very long time le. been busy with pw and staying away from home for long periods of time. wad with CO on mon and wed and interact on thu, and school ending at 4 on fri. i hardly have anytime to myself.
my nights are mostly taken up by revival of dota with the class (i also dunno wads with this new wave of playing, but nvm). wait correction, at least 70% of the nights are spent on WAITING and REMAKING when ppl dc. yep. the playing constitutes abt 30% i guess. but nvm, im not here to make a scene abt it.
audition takes a little of my earlier evenings and late nights b4 and after dota when i just play for fun la. nowadays all the ex-audition players all just defect to dota le, i guess i may be the only one left playing it. but i dont really care la, since i dont exactly must have someone else whom i know playing b4 i play ma. though it is indeed a little lonely sometimes when u cant really chat with anyone at all in game.
been restarting my book reading and shall continue with it thru out the hols haha. books is also another nice thing i like to do to pass my time. a bit pity abt music though, since i cant exactly on my music clashing with the audition music, or the MUSIC (mind u not the game) lagging when i on during dota.
school term is coming to an end le. my relationship with the class, ok i guess. with my gd frens, plan coming off alright too. with my ex-classmates and s-l, guess will continue to improve over time since we embarking on our project once again. shall work hard and try to help MDAS as much as we can ba =) results,
chanel handbags not too gd, definitely room for improvement. but hopefully all the nearly going on to the next grade kinda marks can gimme some consolotion, in the sense that if i got just 1 point more in promos for 3 subjects, ill gain a grade. 3 ok. thats reducing the msg by 3*2/9 = 0.67
it's a bit early to start reflecting on this yr, so ill do it in detail when the yr really comes to an end. meanwhile i feel like going out tml, havent been going out for sometime le. (ok i know i went aaron's house next wk, but that doesnt really count ma. i meant really going out.) shall think of wad to do and who to ask. if not at most ill just go myself. looking forward to a fun day tml? i dunno. the problem abt the class not liking to ask only a small grp of frens is coming back to haunt me. big and giant and huge grps of ppl going along everytime. when will any class outing be only 5 ppl or so again? it's been a long time since that was the case lo.
voodoo-ed and killed at 6:35 PM
VOODOO-ED.
life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.
the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.
it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)
i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.
life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.