ok this post not really meant for ppl to read. im just sprouting nonsense. ignore this post.

i think the fact that it's the end of the hols is finally hitting me. i mean it has nudged me a couple of times since last week, after my bdae (i love the date it's on, serves as a marker for me to get back into sch reopen mood in 10 days), but it's really smacking me in the face right now.

i was just playing the piano, still trying but failing to play guan huai fang shi properly.

i was just eating a simple slice of cake and turning on my music to a relatively loud volume. chanel handbags just discovered my favourite song of the week. david tao haha. i know im slow, but i havent been listening to his tai mei li until yesterday night when my playlist stumbled upon it. eating cake mouthful by mouthful, song after song playing in my ear. dunno why it just seemed especially significant to me.

oh that brings me to last night, when i was up at 4am, putting on my earphones and opening the window, feeling the slight breeze and looking at the night sky. fell in love with bu ai.

now i got this sudden urge to go swimming. plunge into the pool and exhaust myself.

loads of hmk still piled on my table. and im gaining to an unacceptable weight. still cant do pull ups. screwed.

haha i dunno how long has it been since im so truthful to myself. lazy stupid fat and weak. yep thats wad i am.

BUCK UP BUCK UP BUCK UP!!!

i know sch is reopening soon, but i really want to vent some frustration and stress. wonder if i can find anyone to go out for one last time with me. kbox, a trip to the beach, taking mrt rides from one end to another. anything along those lines. or go gymming with me.

then again, this emo feeling should probably wear off soon.

relaxing.

havent been blogging recently. cos i kinda went out EVERY SINGLE DAY!!! zomg. im desperately trying to console myself that im just trying to cram a lot of fun into the last few days of the hols... (while my homework lays nicely unscathed on my table >.<) sunday

went out with family to woodlands checkpoint to eat dinner. wanted to eat some famous tze char there, but just so suay, it wasnt open. so went to eat at another stall. hmm kinda nice haha. havent eaten out with my family for some time. it usually only happens on birthdays and father's/mother's day. this is a mix of my bdae and xmas dinner i guess haha.

monday

met up with ocip ppl at cityhall. yuntian xinyi xinwei lg junquan jianmin kaiern maodun jonny and me. was kinda late cos i got too obsessed with some game (i also cant rmb wad). anyway started out with a sakae sushi buffet at suntec (that was wad we discussed and decided). but in the end, big change of plans, and we ended up in swensens in marina square lol.

ate chicken baked rice, and for the first time ate earthquake (never eaten b4, cos either there werent enough ppl to share the cost, or just plainly no $$ lolx). kinda nice haha. i love sticky chewy chocolate! :P

and jonny was damn funny haha. cos he didnt have enough money, so he went to order a kids meal... he repeated the name so many times until i can rmb the name forever i think - "CHEESY EGG!!" zomg lol. and we all broke out in laughter for a total of 3 times:

once when we all were served normal sized ice water and the waitress came with a tiny glass of coke and went, " soft drink? *after a moment of silence cos nobody ordered soft drink* erm.. kid's meal?"

second time when the main course was served and the "fries" were shaped in alphabets. A B C etc.

and a third when after our earthquake came and we were sharing, then another waiter came with a cup of paddle pop looking icecream and gave it to jonny. (his meal comes with drink, food and dessert! cool =) haha. so complete.)

the bill was so troublesome to calculate lol. it's always tough to eat as a big grp, esp when it's not net price and prices go haywire with all the service charge and gst and blahss. ah well. the price u have to pay for eating together. both meanings intended.

after that met gwen and qianlei!! they pangseh us lol, went out by themselves haha. heard they went to watch night at the museum. and went kbox after that. (we knew cos when we wanted to aks them along for dinner, they said they were still in kbox.)

they wanted to bowl, but cos all the lanes were full, ended up playing arcade. but bishi bashi spoil (can u believe my luck?), so ya, ending up walkwalk around with xinyi. window shopping a bit lol. oh ya. super qiao, maodun already told me dj and yx were around (he met them), but i actually met them in person walking around shopping lol! once in the arcade, and another time in action city haha. saw the pooh bear that wj got for xmas haha. cute =)

then we went back to find the rest playing pool. well i must seriously conclude. i totally cmi at it. it's like i hardly got any balls in la. mebbe like 2-3 maxxx? seriously cmi. so poor jonny who paired with me lost to xinyi and lg la lol. i kinda made him have heart attack 3 times haha, cos my off course ball seems to have loads of affinity with the black ball, and pushed it kinda close to the pockets haha. a bit the magnetic feeling. must be the yin and yang in the black and white ball.

okok it's just my cmi pool skills.

after that most of them left for their xmas dinner. junquan was like... "turkeyyyy!" left lg, maodun and me haha. 3 musketeers. so ke lian. so we somehow left marina and walked all the way back to cityhall and up to raffles city. and the ironic thing was... ate at the food court there. lolx. haha peishan who was with her fren came to join us and we chatted until the cleaning auntie chased us out haha. "yao4 guan1 men2 liao, hai2 bu4 yao4 zou3 ah?"

haha i always like random chatting. pity msn can no longer fulfill that properly. grr stupid screwed msn. ok that aside.

tuesday

tuesday met up with my pri sch classmates! whee. havent seen them for like 2 years? ever since that bbq party at yingxians house end of sec 3, and i had to leave early cos i needed to prepare for my grade 8 exam. haha met quite a number of them la, so was quite happy haha. priscylia, serene, yongsheng, shiwei, felicia, yuherng, timothy, jiexun, huixian, lucinda, nelson, nicholas and me. the main organiser changxun didnt even come la lol. seriously. haha so we made our own decisions and changed from seoul garden at taka to swensens beside paragon. park hotel i think. something liddat. (SWENSENS AGAIN IN TWO DAYSSSS. CAN YOU BELIEVE MY LUCK?)

so yeah, i couldnt have possibly ordered ANOTHER chicken baked rice. so settled for chicken meniguire. and yep, ice cream again after dinner. shared 2 topless 5 among us. haha sticky chewy choc again.

after that we kinda spent forever deciding wad to do lol. from trying to decide in swensens, we went out and discussed, then went toilet in the hotel lobby and came out to discuss, then along the way saw party world ktv and attempted to go, louis vuitton handbags then crossed the road to beside cine and attempted to go the family ktv thingy, then wanted to go cine stone, then decided to go jiexun's house to chill out. yeah, u can guess how long that took. huixian lived in cck, so she couldnt go so far, then she left. we then moved to somerset mrt, when priscylia didnt want to go so far either, so she left. we headed to dhoby ghaut, then yu herng said mebbe can go paradiz play pool, lan or arcade. shiwei then left cos she was too tired (she lived near jiexun, but we were too indecisive lol). then we finally abandoned any other idea and decided to go jiexun's house once and for all. then at NEL, they were deciding whether to go again. except for timo and me, the rest all lived like hougang sengkang serangoon kovan. so yeah, it was a bit risky for me and timothy lol. later all pangseh then we gg (he lives in pasir ris btw LOL).

yeah. after all those indecisiveness, we and timothy went back up, out of the mrt and took bus home. LOL!! a bit sad haha, eat le then no more. so i was telling yu herng, next time really must come out for one whole day, and plan properly wad to do. if not we seriously could end up like that again >.< but nonetheless, it was nice to see all my exclassmates again. lets go out again sometime! wednesday

today went out with dr ph wensi ys weichung dj and yx to cathay to watch curse of the golden flower. met yushan in front of pc bunk, then dr and ph came via ph's car (cos his collar bone still need to recover). so we went to cathay to get tix. dj and yx were eating at ps, wc havent come, and wensi was still at home, so had to take taxi lol. it was dj and yx's first time to cathay lol. then they took al ong time to come cos dr was giving instructions like... "the glass building next to ps!" haha, then they thought it was the mrt station office building lol. cos it's really glassy and next to ps ma... haha. da4 bai3 wu1 long2.

i thot the show wasnt too bad haha. all the outfits quite nice. and the settings too. and the armies all v grand. haha the story was quite nice la haha. but seriously hor, massacre in the end la. out of 8 main chars, only the king left alive. abit the little haha. thot chow yun fat's and gong li's acting super zai haha.

on the way out met zihao at the lift there, and on the walk back to ps met zhiguang. haha like meet a lot of familiar faces liddat.

ate at long john's, then went paradiz centre/park lane area to check out the pool and lan. ended up in paradiz centre, playing arcade and pool. haha wah my time crisis ALSO cmi. i lose lives like anything lol. dunno why my reflexes so slow. and my aiming TOTALLY sucks. i shoot like 5 shots then can kill someone? lol. quite shi bai...

oh yea, met lg, mingren, kaiern, haocheng and their friends once at the park lane pool (which was full), and again at the paradiz one haha. so qiao also. today is like meet-familiar-faces day. haha. after finishing the 11 credits in the card, went to watch ph dj wc play pool while the rest watched. then went home for dinner.

thursday

anyone tired of reading yet? im tired of typing lol. like type essay liddat... ok here goes.

today went out with tanbo ppl, supposedly to celebrate december babies bdaes (chuanhan me lionel). then in the end like only 6 came >.< samuel shouhao weiquian yuting lionel and me. stella and chunhan couldnt make it. and stella was the one that organised this lol. (notice some deja vu?) met at cine, and bought tix for death note 2. ate lunch at the food court, and celebrated with the cake weiquian and shouhao got for us. nice chocolatey raisiny cake lol. ok lame. um ya thanks a lot for the cake. and thanks yuting for ur present =) death note 2 wasnt too bad la, just that the ending a bit the... stupid. to me la at least. the change of the story plot from the manga and yet retaining the facts and figures werent too bad though. at least those who were supposed to die did. lol. that kinda thing. not bad la, being something steered away from the actual story, so it wont be just a humanized version of the comic, but an actual story by itself too =) shant spoiler too much, cos a lot still havent watch. enjoy the twist in the show :D a nice little surprise even for those who read the comic. stoned outside cine and DISCUSSED (deja vu?) on wad to do next. finally they decided to bowl, and we took a trip to level 9 to check if there were any. well in the end there werent any bowling on lvl 9, but we found ourselves a nice hangout spot wahaha. ok dont call us slow. we do know theres the e-max on the top floor, just that we never actually go in before ma. shouhao left early, to meet chris seah i think. haha quite nice leh actually. we booked a room to ourselves (lol it's called crusade. others are like archer, paladin, warrior, warlord etc haha. cool ehh?) and wanted to play xbox, but they ran out of controllers to rent. so watched a movie instead. lol. 2 movies in one day. and we actually chose oh in ohio! haha. it's damn stupid lol. but nvm la, watch just for laughs one. other that the big tv in the room, also had 2 comps to play with after the movie ended. me weiquian lionel and yuting were like all camping around the keyboard, playing o2jam! haha damn funny. the way we coordinate is chao zai haha. lots of combos. but the stupid comp restarted like 5 times. i hope it's not the comp's fault, but cos of the taiwan earthquake. (seriously hor, i really wanna know how on earth it will affect us haha. dont get the link. heard from ppl abt cables and underwater, but i still dont geddit. someone enlighten me?) so haha we found a new place to go liao! be gone pool bowl arcade lan! (haha i know im totally dreaming. that will never happen) but in any case, it wont hurt to go book a room once in a while haha. quite cosy for a small grp of ppl. =) FINALLY I FINISHED THIS HORRENDOUSLY LONG POST. hope this makes up for not blogging for some time. as u can see, im really too tired out to blog lol. with all this massive going out EVERY SINGLE DAY. and kg sent me an sms to watch death note tml. thankfully i like watch today. if tml i go out again ah. i can totally gg liao. my money, and my homework. but still, it has been a really fun week. and a really fun hols. at the expense of me gg-ing next yr when sch reopens. p.s. notice loads of similarities? lol. wad with organisers pang-sehing, taking forever to decide wad to do next, lots of ppl leaving and leaving, swensens twice, movie twice (no thrice), pool twice etc. lol. p.p.s. i pasted this post into microsoft word and it turned out to be 4+ pages. seriously >.

6D rox as usual!! hahaha. today was chao fun. thanks a bunch for all your presents!! i love being the youngest of the class haha. got lots of gor gor and jie jies to take care of me. ok that sounded gay >.<. lolx.

haha had xmas party at cheejia's house today. her house is kinda ulu lol, had to walk a distance from the nearest bus stop de, by cutting thru a flower nursery. ji far yi xia. but it was very nice! super big also. had pool table, tv room, and a nice grass-carpeted back yard. even got a swimming pool cann. haha zai. they were watching kill bill when i reached. i think the movie v no link, just kill and kill and blood spurt and spurt o.O hahas.

after that got play mahjong, pool, weffriddles (i was helping wensi and lim yuan), and i think had some games in the back yard as well haha. didnt play cos was doing weffriddles, chanel handbags but i heard chao loud balloon bursting sounds lol. so i think was quite fun. haha. from the window, also could see them playing catch m&ms by mouth and collecting as many m&ms as possible. haha think the class had a lot of fun =). kg and ph did a nice job!

dinner was nice haha. had catered food, and eating it on chairs and sofas facingf the backyard was cool. nice view, nice ambience, nice food. nice ppl. i thot it was great.

gift exchange was fun haha, unwrapping the presents that everyone gave, lots of fun and laughter. haha weiye chao sad at her present, and weichung got a nice one (huge box of ferraro and a belt! cool). wensheu got mine lol. and i got wj's one =) haha v fun. then wj also gave candles+candy canes to everyone, and peishan wrote messages for everyone also. thanks sooo much!

the class gave me wonderful presents too! limyuan's pencil case, weechern's and chunkang's jacket, dunjie's and yongxian's balloon, kevin's cookies and the class' watch. all were really fabulous. thx sooooooo much! tytytytytyty. i cant express it enough.

and haha how could i forget polar bear/mafia! haha i just cant seem to get enough of it! spamm it like for dunno how many days in ocip le, playing with the class was v fun too! haha. polar bear just rox. =))

needed cj's parents to send us out with their cars cos the path thru the nursery was closed and the detour was chao long can. by car also need around 3-5 min. then shared cab with ph, deren, limyuan home.

so really thanks so much for the presents! really nice =).

6D XMAS PARTY ROXXXXX~~~~~

haha did a round of blog surfing of class/ocip ppl's blog. and now getting settled down to write this entry lol.

well i know my vocab's kinda limited (can tell from the no. of times i used it), but today has been REALLY REALLY REALLY fun. i mean it. im sooooooooooooooooooo glad that ryan and samuel could make it on the actual day of my bdae! as in, it bears more special meaning to me i guess haha. cos they are after all my closest friends thus far.

went j8 in the morning with aaron kennard samuel to meet sherena regarding the survey. aaron did a pretty nice summary and analysis, so i think she was kinda pleased. also enquired abt the new year party thingy for ocip. ocip comm (esp yuntian), if u are seeing this, it's possible that we may have one for them! haha. more details next time on msn or something.

then went to eat lunch with sam and aaron at ps kopitiam. lol. i know im terribly sua gu, but usually i dont exactly purposely queue at the stalls with long queues, so i didnt exactly know abt the famous grilled chicken set over there. but in anycase, thx to juniors recommendation (when i went out with jielun shixian and kengwei), i tried it and queued in the long line, and it was nice! delicious! hahaha. so my turn to recommend to sam and aaron. i guess good food passes down by mouth. quite an apt example here lol. went macs to eat icecream and waited for ryan.

then we went clarke quay settler's cafe haha. omg didnt expect it to be so packed! cos didnt make any reservations, so we had to take the table outside! no air con. felt very bad bringing them there >.<. but thankfully after 30 min or so, there was a spare table inside, so we could enjoy aircon! lol. played marriage material, dragon delta, down under, munchkins (again haha, ryan's addicted to it) and some game i forgot the name (need to place shapes on a board). haha all the games were pretty fun =). i liked the dragon delta where me and samuel were like perma-allying, down under was pretty fun also haha. munchkins of cos was as nice as b4 lol. they kept mentioning another cafe, called some minds cafe (or something, dunno how to spell). mebbe could try that next time. after that, went to vivo where aaron left us. took a super long time deciding on dinner cos it was so big, and there were hardly any affordable food around lol. so we spent like 30 min going to and fro, looking at all the menus and trying to decide where to go. we even almost queued for carl's jr! lol. in the end decided on secret recipe. replica watches the pricing wasnt too bad. just that im surprised that they dont serve ice water for free there and u have to purchase it lol. but the main dish i ordered was super salty lol. boneless chicken, then stuffed with ham and cheese. ultimate savoury combo! haha. but i like the chilli-like sauce that went with it =). also ordered a slice of rocky mountain cheesecake to share haha. went to ben and jerrys after that. haha i think the staff there chao pissed at us, cos we are just so indecisive! then v crowded ma, so keep blocking ppl's way. keep trying to decide whether to get a large, or a tub, then in the end settled on mix and match. phish food is nice! haha. thankfully it wasnt raining tonight, though the rooftop area was wet. but still spent some time walking about the area. ryan was playing with the water cos he wore slippers. and we enjoyed the view as well. it looked better than the previous time i went alone to vivo. i guess company makes it so much more memorable =) then went to catch a late night (considered la, from 9.35 to 12.10) movie - the holiday. i dunno if ive mentioned in on the blog, but it's one of the shows im dying to watch. well it didnt disappoint me haha. liked the story plot and was glad how the 2 couples had different elements to them and not just some cheap plot x2 kinda thing. so it was nice to me =) but some may find it a little draggy, i dunno. i liked it nonetheless. then sam's dad came and fetched me home. haha thanks a lot uncle stanley =). (i always go out with them till v late until no more buses or mrt. then need uncle stanley to send me back. always bu hao yi si hehe.) thanks ryan for that series of cards with messages. it was great knowing you as a fren too! thanks sam for decorating the gift and spamming so much stuff in it! it's totally like a treasure box haha. if i finish everything in the box, ill probably gain abt 5 kg >.<

thanks a lottttttt for the wallet =) ill definitely use it!

and lastly thanks a lot for making today free. it means quite a lot to me. cos im the kind of person who believes abt how the actual day is special and blahs haha. really happy to go out with co ppl ytd. and 6d xmas party tml! and prob an ocip outing soon?! =)

HAHA I FEEL LOVED :D :D :D SERIOUSLY.

p.s. argh i regret spamming sprite and not trying the green tea! later next time go back to the coke + lemon tea combo then lose my chance to try le lol. ok i laming.

p.p.s. and a HUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGEEEEEEEEEE THANK YOU TO ALL THOSE THAT WISHED ME HAPPY BDAE! I APPRECIATE IT LOADSSSSSSSS!!!

ahhh. i love birthdays. no doubt =)

today was kinda fun haha. went out with co ppl to marina bay. not to eat steamboat as we normally go there to, but to play lol. pool, arcade and lan haha. hi marina bay, seeing u in less than a week!

xian yue went marina square while tanbo and chuida went marina bay so as to avoid congestion and overcrowding lol. played arcade (bishi bashi again lol), pool (watched), and lan (watched and played eunice's magnataur abit).

bishi bashi was fun as usual, and im happy i broke my own record of using only one coin to finish the game! 20 wins =) that leaves 2 games lost and 1 life left! wahaha. happy happy. but when played against sam... a bit the owned dao. so yeah, im still quite lousy.

pool was quite fun to watch haha. like how shouhao was about to win, then gets the black ball in before the last violet ball, losing the game. and how qiquan and chris (the chui guan duo) attempts to break at the start of the game, with qiquan jumping ball and hitting shouhao on the other end of the table, and chris managing to break somewhat and ends up having having thw white ball go into the pocket hahaha. chao funny lah. and sam was showing off some trick shots haha. kinda cool. reminded me of the trickmasters tournament i saw on tv some time ago in lim yuan's house.

lan was pretty fun to replica watches as well. eunice and jiang chuan are new to dota, so we kinda taught a little bit. like really really little. barely anything. haha, qiquan kinda owned with bounty. sam and weiquian were pretty zai too. then they also played a bit of cs haha, to wait for 1 hr to be up.

and we actually walked all the way from the area back to the mrt!! lol. a long walk. but kinda fun when u are with a bunch of frens. lots of laming, niaoing, talking, laughing haha. though legs quite tired, but u hardly felt it along the way =). i was busy trying to describe the story of death note to stella. but i think was kinda failed. cos i missed out chao duo details lol. btw, random a bit: DEATHNOTE IS COOL! im still on book 7. thx a million to kaiern who lent it to me =)!!

as much as i like going out, sometimes the bus waiting just pisses me off. got off at dhoby ghaut and wanted to take bus. but i waited forever for a 174 to come. it's like i was aiming for 171 cos i no money left in ez-link to take 2 rides. but cos i waited like crazily long (30 min? perhaps?), even 174 NOR 77 came. not to mention 171. so i gave up and took 174 the moment it came.

ok it's in town area, so buses take a longer time. i can understand. but wad on earth is happening at the shell station b4 174 turns into jln jurong kechil? i can take 6 buses there la. AS IN S-I-X. six. 67 170 171 961 75 184. but leh, about every other bus that i CANNOT take came before a measly 75 popped by b4 i went bonkers. it's like 157, 985, 77, 61, 66, 173 all went by la. can guess my exasperation right. it was like 9. im hungry, tired, and pissed off. lol.

okok i think my ranting on the bus thingy is abt as long as the outing today. buses aside, today was really a fun day to bond with CO again haha. it's always like this. u need such events to feel closer to this bunch of ppl, and motivate u to go for CO haha. anyway, it's the last prac for this yr le... so i guess ill see everyone next yr. mebbe tanbo can have an outing to celebrate my, chuan han, and lionel's bdae? haha.

HAD LOADS OF FUN TODAY! CYA NEXT YR CO =) (lol, sounds so serious.)

oh for those who want to do the colourgenics test (that personality profile thingy):

http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm

and im hooked to weffriddles recently. (thx to wj)

http://www.weffriddles.com/

for those who finished that and ACTUALLY still got time to waste/kill/spend:

http://www.gregbomke.com/weffish/


my mind is ringing with gu du now. 321 217 176 75 632 etc. ok i guess most ppl wont get it.

argh i hate the rain. it's ok to be staring at the rain and smell the smell of after-rain. but the problem is... you hardly get any moments after rain! it's perpetually raining non-stop. i don't want to end off my hols wet. if u get wad i mean >.< these 2 days of co camp has been pretty fun i guess haha. a bit long though lol. enjoyed practices playing weffriddles in the lt playing bridge, blaff, dai dee watching music videos (spam jay chou haha) on youtube basketball (shooting hoops la haha) movie screening (american pie: band camp is super funny la! hahaha) and probably a co outing tml! dunno wad we doing though. chanel handbags fun as it may seem, the remaining days of the hols are slipping away... sigh im always like this. waste the hols away until towards the end then i start to realise. but i really enjoyed myself this hols. wished that i could do so much so much more though. >.< well. make the most of wad i can out of the remaining days bah! gambatteyo. p.s. i seriously need study groups to spur me to do work! staring at my barely started chem ws. my first piece of hmk. thanks a lot. (yesyes i know i started to write my name on it abt 5 days ago >.<) i wish the hols were longer >.

ah this is strange. feeling moody in the middle of the day. still got co performance tonight at admiralty.

emo-

anyway xiao tian tian introduced the ppl in ocip mass convo (moo prince and junior owl) to a personality test that's pretty accurate to me. got a little shock at the first reading, cos it's was like entirely bad. then 2nd reading was ok, and the 3rd turned for the better. of cos anyone will say that the 1st is then the accurate one, and im deceiving myself by doing the test 3 times. but the fact is, i personally think the 3rd suits me best. here goes:

first reading
second reading
1)You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.

haha this is very true. i've been conjuring up fantasy stories ever since i was young, wad with the element warriors, horoscope guardians, leviathan queen, geyser rush, etcetc. i still do that sometimes when i feel bored. and i think a lot haha. try to reflect on the things i've done. but apparently it isnt working out eh. im still as detestable.

2) You feel that you must have co-operation from those close to you before the existing stressful situation can be improved. You feel that no-one understands you and this lack of understanding and appreciation makes you feel completely isolated. You need that feeling of security and would like to get away from what you now consider depressing shackles. You have that need to re-establish your own individuality but your sensual self-restraint makes it difficult for you to let go - to open up, but the way that you are feeling at this time makes you feel that 'Enough is enough' and you are prepared to give in. This disturbs you as you feel that this attitude is an obvious sign of weakness - an attitude to be overcome and so in spite of this situation you feel that in order to assert your own individuality you need to continue to practice self-restraint.

+Your involvements seldom measure up to your high emotional expectations and your 'needs' to be 'loved' and 'cared for' have in the past often led to extreme disappointment. You feel that you are not appreciated or valued for what you are and that the time is 'now'.

+

You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

haha all 3 say the same thing. that i think the world hates me. haha maybe not so serious, but to a certain extent true. most of my down moments come from the sense of loss of friends, lack of warmth and loneliness. i guess growing up in a family with sibilings that are way older than you does affect you. i simply live like a single child. everytime i see ppl post abt how they get along with their cousins, i feel a pang of jealousy. cos i really dunno my cousins well. not msn, not hp, not even email. not to mention going out to catch a movie or wadsoever. i dont think it's going to change in the near future. and haha i broke down quite a couple of times due to friendship in my lifetime so far. and it really really means a lot to me as compared to others i guess. each major row i have with a friend seems like one with my really loved one and i breakdown like anything. i guess friends are a lot a lot more important to me compared to others. guess only i can understand, cos no one knows how deep an impact it leaves on me. and how big a portion it takes up of me.

3) You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.

this im a bit reluctant to admit. but ya it's true to some extent. i do like to observe what i hope i can have in ppl, and try to sculpt myself to adopt that quality i want to have. but that doesnt entirely make me a copycat or anything. after all, im just rojak loh. try to learn from everyone, i end up being myself i guess.

ya so basically im exposing all my bad points for everyone to see. but nvm u all can get to know me better i guess. no point showing you how saint-ly i am, cos there's always a devil in everyone. just that mine seems to be more evil and satanic i guess.

I AM EVIL~

had a fun time today with 4H class gathering! haha. it's like our THIRD 4H gathering ever since we got together as a class! haha. a bit pathetic. but hey, we are making up for lost time now! in fact, our first gathering was end of sec 4 during my bdae, and 2nd this yr during tchr's day! haha. but still, great effort by lin hai to organise this 3rd 4H gathering =)

and very efficient too. we were just discussing and having mass convo 2 days ago. then suddenly yesterday decided liao. and today... the actual thing! haha. 3 day confirm. *like some organising package liddat. ok nvm.*

so met up at marina bay. supposed to meet at 4. but i kinda woke up at 4 at home lol. fell asleep on the sofa. GG! but when i rushed there... not TOO late la haha. nice of them to wait for me lol.

so headed for zhen fa to eat steamboat buffet. haha basically i didnt really touch the soup portion. just spam butter and cook the meat! lol. lots of lots of it. oh ya the only things i put into the soup is crab haha. basically it was a carnivorous dinner >.< as for cooked food (theres a row over there of cooked food), i ate spring roll, siew mai, charsiew chee cheong fun (which yuntian bought during the maxwell market outing, and here i am eating lots of it lol), chicken wing, curry, and SATAY!!! (i ate like 10 sticks i think. mind u, it's like a tiny portion of the buffet) okok food wasnt too bad. the nicest part is of cos being able to chat and catch up with my ex-classmates, which i hardly get the chance to in the past, louis vuitton handbags cos the class was too um... studious. yup. so now can relax and chat le haha. food aside, played arcade also! haha, watched kaixiong, kayiu, xuanping, mingjie etc play shooting games, and kaixiong also went to race i think. i basically camp in front of the bishi bashi machine, asking ppl to play with me lol. i completed the game twice! (once b4 dinner and once after rofl.) basically i conclude i need 2 tokens to complete the game if the computers arent too imba. (cos they went crazy towards the end of the game, abt stage 20+. like pro like anything. then meng lose la.) oh ya, also played this shoot the fishes game with aaron! lol. ok la the real name is "the legend of the seven seas" or something liddat, but we just call it shoot the fishes haha. and we were kidding abt how we killed the seafood for our dinner tonight. ok chao lame haha. oh ya. as a "finale", went to play lan 3v3 with xuan ping sean, then opp team wushuang zhibang and linhai. to put it simply, we kenna own. yep thats abt it. wushuang's phantom lancer... + manta style. equals to his dot on the map abt thrice the size of a normal dot. radially. and zhibang's sven. godstrength + dd = nth to say. wait, should be want to say also cannot say in time. byebye b4 u even utter a sound. random inside joke. cos i cant eat beef, so liangwei and mingjie suddenly random shout, "that's beef!" when i was going to eat the crab pincer. then i was like o.O. aaron didnt get the joke, so when i told him, he exclaimed, "that's crap!" then we all got the double meaning and started laughing. haha. 4H humour. seriously the best. waiting for aaron's photos... *his cam out of batt abt midway, so not many pix taken la* meanwhile, here's the pix from cj from the settler's outing that day haha. hope u can find the post somewhere below. random wig at the party shop! no prizes for guessing correctly our pretty model here =)

cheers! our free starbucks drink wahaha. mine's the cool one with the choco topping =)

sigh. tml totally sian diao. no programmes. hopefully ill find something to do.

4H'05 RAWKKKSSS!!!!

nv go out for 2 days le. sian. so far looking for ppl for the following events:

mugging sessions!
kbox!
settler's!
watch "the holiday"!

whoever's interested pls tell me haha. i 2 days nv go out wanna die liao rofl.

meanwhile... i finally began my homework!!! ok more accurately, i have written my name on the chem ws liao! wow. amazing isnt it! now it's up to the mugging sessions to spur me on further...

hmm... life is starting to get dull as the hols end... is it the dread of school reopening? i dunno... jiayou to the rest of the hols... i still got 1 more event to look forward to... hahas.

p.s. anyone can tell this entry is posted for the sake of posting... nvm anyway.

went for co today.

ate lunch with co ppl at golden rooster.

came home and left less than 20 min for vivo.

met chun kang. said goodbye to chunkang.

the fun just begun.

***

so there i was, alone, in the middle of vivocity. nth much to do, but didnt feel like going home either. called the class, but wasnt interested in deja vu. not now at least. and it's very randomly situated at yishun. not my di4 pan2.

it's kinda refreshing for a change to walk about in a shopping centre, and just walking around in circles. you dont really HAVE to do something everytime u go out. well for instance, i practically came out without any purpose at all.

anyway, kinda explored vivocity a bit. it's a pretty cool place actually. (though i must comment the arcade really sucks >.<) i like the open area on top haha, with the wading pool and everything. i was almost persuaded (by myself) to take off my sandals and plunge in haha. but decided not to. very tempting though. and the view of sentosa is pretty nice too. a little stretch of water, some shipping port, the merlion, ferry terminal, cable cars, and some ships on the sea. nth much, but the idea of sitting down there, just spending a long time looking at the view, the blue sky, the moving cable cars, the flags on sentosa waving... almost a serene moment. i loved it. also thought about certain stuff. anyway went back down into vivo and had another interesting experience - watching movie by myself. haha quite new to me i guess. chanel handbags havent watched a movie alone for a long time. felt a tad lonely when i saw ppl swarming in in pairs or more. nachos, popcorn, drinks. i totally didnt feel like buying anything. just wanted to catch the show b4 it stops showing. happy feet is quite nice haha... after that ate dinner myself at long john silvers. then went up to the open area and caught a glimpse of the night view. i wont call it breathtaking, but it was pleasing to the eye. lots of coloured lights from the singapore-sentosa causeway, cable cars, even the merlion. a pity cant see the moon or stars tonight. went back down and walked around again. then went home. ***

grr a tad irritated. this new blogger version is a little screwed. just now i almost couldnt post! say wad the following characters not allowed: ! oh pls. exclaimation mark is so impt can. if cannot post cos there are exclaimation marks, can go die liao la.

so noticed something abt the post just now? i have to change all the exclaimation marks la. waste my time.

then now leh? can liao. erpz. but at least my irritation is short-lived. if not i might just stop using la >.<

haha so lemme spam now.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok i feel better lol.

lame post.

after that some ppl left, while lg wensi (wooo~) vs jonny junquan (my fellow j alliance comrades) in a war of pool haha. then in the end lg wensi won haha. i guess the power of love can face up against all odds eh? (notice 2 songs titles? ok lame attempt.) haha though i didnt watch, from ur descriptions, it was a gd game i think haha.

wad was i doing? i was playing bishi bashi with xinyi and peishan LOL. haha, glad that they like the game. now i got ppl to play bishi bashi with when we go arcade next time wahaha. prac more and u all will be more pro than me and almost as pro as wensi le =)) jiayou jiayou. haha i think it's destinied or something, cos we hard to buy cards in 4 credits, then we keep playing until left 1 credit left 1 credit liddat lol. so buy new card to play, left 1 credit. buy another card, left another credit haha. i think it's a sign to spur us to keep playing lol. i think i nv play so many times bishi bashi at one go b4... think we completed the game like 4-5 times? haha seriously practicing laaa lol. like for some comp liddat hehe.

after that went with jonny lg peishan xinyi wensi to ps foodcourt to eat dinner haha. chatted for quite long also =). actually i think sometimes we dont really need to have a real event (like kbox, movie etc). just over one meal we can chat so much and have so much fun haha. same applies for our meetings lol. we come out on the basis of these events/outings, but we can just end up talking and chatting and having fun as well hahaa. (and digressing from our meeting agenda :P)

ah meetings haha. have more k? lol. and yep, more outings if possible =) i dont mind even mugging sessions. i havent started my hmk TOTALLY. need some motivation of sortsss >.< picturesss. all of us at kbox. whee :D

omg im stoning. wont put up this pic if not of jonny wahaha. look at him smiling so widely haha. a definitely fact he's another member of the cam-whore gang rofl.

haha the black & white ppl. poor peishan cut off from the pic. aiyo jonny's photo taking skills ah. haha. wensi and yuntian's wearing b&w clothes. you mo4 qi4 indeed.

blue ppl =)) (ok this is not some advert for artemis. but ya u get the idea. blue ppl =))

haha the war of the j-alliance and the foxes (quoting yuntian. omg i keep quoting her.) disclaimer: the crowns/jesters is wensi put herself de haha. :P:P:P

haha the remaining 6 of us b4 going for dinner at ps lol. couldnt resist taking a pic with that candy floss-looking christmas tree outside cathay again lol.

haha end off the photos with a group pic =)) kbox outing... SUCCESS wahaha.

on a side note (actually there are many), i got new specs, as u can see from the pictures haha. announcing officially to the world now. (ok thats dumb.)

on another side note, i finally read until i know who the vicitm is in "dead famous" le haha. achievement sia. it's like u dunno who the vicitm is until 2/3 into the book, let alone the murderer. haha cool eh? a bit the... interesting haha. read it for urself lol.

on yet another side note (told you there are many), i must really get started on my hmk liao. this kbox outing should be one of my last few times going out le bah... but still, i hope to "accomplish" all these:

go kbox again (with ocip ppl or class ppl or co ppl)
go settler's again (with ocip ppl and class ppl)
go OUT again: open season? eragon? (with ocip ppl or class ppl)
go shopping (anyone)
go learn piano from lim yuan at least 2 times
go for something special (ice skating, kayaking etc)
and... *secret*

haha so much for last few times going out =)

p.s. dont bother speculating abt the above. no point. and nth much really.

p.p.s. looking for ppl to mug with me... ocip ppl? 6d ppl? if not i totally no motivation to start work sia. siannz.

haha another one day late post haha. cos wanted to wait for cj's pic. but i guess it'll have to wait. oh man i seriously photo-happy nowadays. keep wanting to post entries with pix haha. well, i guess once u see the effect u get addicted =)

anyway thursday went holland v settler's cafe (again! whee.) with wj cj kg ry and wensheu haha. another fun-filled afternoon =) spent quite some time meeting haha, cos holland v a bit the confusing... but nevertheless we found each other. so off to settler's we went.

played cranium, something abt 4 categories, red: data head (questions on facts), green: star performer (act/mimic some famous ppl - who are totally unheard of), yellow: word worm (ask meaning of cheem words) and blue (our fav!), to draw on paper something for ppl to guess lol. we basically spammed a lot of blue cos it's fun to draw haha. chanel handbags rmb one i had to draw was anti-dandraff shampoo. then my team mates almost got it (ruiyuan and wensheu), kept saying "dandraff shampoo! dandraff shampoo!" haha i was like laughing all the way la... shampoo to promote dandraff formation haha. chao lame =)

anyway thru lunch, we automatically became team fish while kg wj and cj became team chicken. cos we 3 all ordered fish and chips and they 3 all ordered chicken cutlet! lol. talk abt destiny and fate. ok nvm.

anyway we went on to... some charoodles (charades like game. didnt play long). then jurassic jumble... haha wad a fun game la lol! sounded so simple, and yet ppl just dont notice cos they are too engrossed in getting a full set of dinos lol. i love this game haha. but u start to learn to multi task after a few rounds, then not fun le. to try to trade cards to get a full set and keep an eye on the bones har har. chao funn.

then kenna stuck at acquire for chaooo long haha. wad with zeta, sackson, hydra, fusion, american, quantum, phoenix. haha. chao exciting la lol. we were like... merge! merge! dont merge! dont merge! basically just some game abt shares haha. chao hard to strategise... all just anyhow play. kg was the bigg winner la. think 30+k liddat. i got er... 27k.

after that wensheu left. the remaining 5 of us were on our way to check out the party shop, when we passed by starbucks. haha they were giving out free beverages from 5pm to 7pm! chao nice of them lol. so happily joined the (not so long) queue. drank some chocolate cream chip. sounds nice? actually so-so nia. but the fact is - it's free! haha. starbucks rox!! (well for as long as it was giving out free coffee.)

(supposed to have some pic of our 5 drinks together... but nvm haha. wait for cj to upload.)

then went to party shop. haha chao duo random stuff. like party materials la (like duh)... er expandable stuff in water... like socks and boxers >.< and candies with funny medical packaging. oh and afro wigs, eyeball stressballs, REAL dead larvae pranks etcetc. nice experience haha.

drink finish my choco cream chip. ccc. then go home haha. nice afternoon =)

p.s. i pasted the starbucks sticker they gave out on my wallet lol. free advertisement for letting me have free drink lol. not that it's any publicity anyway haha.

p.p.s. it's my first time drinking starbucks. im serious lol. chao country bumpkin can. sua guuuu.

wahaha. if i were to state one of the many things i love abt ocip shanghai ppl, it will be that they love to take photos!! haha. seriously =)) photofilled entry again! lol.

anyway today went city hall mrt for local cip comm meeting haha. full attendance wor. chao nice. walked over to esplanade and random sat down around some seats and started to discuss. but i guess it was 50% successful only la haha, cos we ended up talking about other stuff and some sang! haha. yuntian introduced us to this very special um... place where the roof extends radially upwards, so that when u sing, ur voice is actually carried up and forms a cool cool echo! haha. it's like a perfect singing acoustics area in the middle of esplanade haha.

saw some pipa and guzheng ppl.. i think either taking grade or competition ba... most prob competition, looking at some of their "traditional" costumes (ok, i meant cheena gongfu kind).

anyway yup, we decided to have a performance of some sort... probably for new year, or 1st wk on jan 2007, with kids! and possibly mdas, gotta ask sherena abt that soon. haha sounds little accomplished, but i think we did quite a lot le la haha. cos got diff opinions, then still must poll, substantiate with reasons for choice and blabla lol.

after that went marina food loft to have lunch haha. tried korean food for the first time... hmm not bad la haha, but a little steep, and i dont like the kimchi lol. the spicy chicken hotplate was nice though, and the soup got the "veggie" in miso soup one hahaa. i like. after that we randomly ask ppl to take pictures lol. note that all 3 pictures were taken by different ppl lol! someone on our left table, someone on our right table, and a random passerby! haha we are chao random. so there u go!

haha there's supposed to be kaiern, but blocked by algernon :P

jiawei a bit blocked by mao dun haha.

haha yuntian or someone (i cant rmb) that resembles some family portrait! haha. but a nice photo i think. (note: this is not jiawei's true height! [jiawei dont kill me for exposing it haha])

oh ya when we were eating lunch and discussing, someone actually approached us for donations of sorts! lol. so ironic. like we are discussing abt organising cip, then someone approaches us for charity work. i dunno how to explain, but u get the idea. i think we lamed him for quite some time lol (ha1 la1 yi xia).

after that peishan and xinyi went sch. while the rest went to play arcade haha. at first wanted to bowl, but me and yuntian kinda turned the tide lol. talk abt being pro at turning tables. haha yuntian wins laa. :P:P:P

played the eng AND chn bishi bashi lol... chao funn! i love it when it's 50 cents la. places with $1 is seriously too ex le la. double the price lehh. and played time crisis 3 with algernon. wah it's a total waste of money when u suck at such games. and i do >.< haha but $1 per game... okok la. spent $2 on it though =.= and i died in abt... 20 min? or even less... aiya i just seriously not cut out for such games haha. my aiming suck like hell. so is my dodging.. nvm. anyway back to bishi bashi, it's chao fun haha. nice playing with u all! in particular yuntian and jiawei, sorry abt ur tokens hehe. after that walked back to mrt. me lg and kaiern stopped at hmv to take a look. just look see look see only la. some some jap animes. inspired to watch them on youtube lol. and kaiern has so kindly agreed to lend me death note comic series!!!! im in heaven~~ rofl. thx kaiern! and thanks to lg, who may be able to burn... prison break? nv really replica watches it, but heard it was a chao nice show wahaha. window shopping for cds with lots of rewards reaped lol. ok im evil. saw the step up soundtrack also, but no $$ to buy. sighs. after that went co. left early cos went out to eat to celebrate sis' birthday haha. a bit belated, cos her bdae was 2 days ago. a bit guilty cos nv buy present =((. sorry!! p.s. a bit regret nv eat the choco fondue from the stall right in front of our table! haha. nvm, someday, we will. when we are a little more loaded lol. im totally broke laaaaaa. still going settler's tml with class ppl. gg to my wallet. >.

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

today supposed to go co, but received news that puay hian broke his collarbone during rugby training, so went mount alvernia to see him. met sam in school to tell shouhao, then met wensheu who came from bukit timah plaza, then went to his ward where wj cj wensi ys limyuan were. his family and rugby frens were around too. chanel handbags thankfully he seemed ok, conscious and could joke and stuff. should be a minor operation la, hopefully he's ok.

haha saw the cool sandwich machine thingy, but sadly no one tried it out haha. i think the machine damn smart la lol, even machine got promotion lol! 2 types of sandwiches, if u buy one is $2.50, but if u buy both is $4 lol... cool. and i havent seen such a big lift for a long time le... cos must be big enough to push beds in ma.

anyway went j8 to eat dinner with wensi ys wensheu wj and sam. went minitoons and some other places to look see abit then go back le. i think the "newbie" clothes look cute haha.

sighs lots of ocip ppl not online le, quite sians no mass convo. so im like formulating a list of songs i currently learning, listening to, and try to learn purely out of fun.

learning
can fei, ming tian guo hou, tui hou, jian ao, and more i cant rmb off hand.

listening to
liang shan bo yu zhu li ye, xiang ai duo nian, xiang nian ni de ge, dui ni you gan jue, i still believe (got more nice songs pls tell me!)

for fun
huijia (haha totally for fun, it's crazy), bai se feng che, desperado (love it so much wanna learn haha), jiang jun ling, nan yong

shall work towards my learning goal. dunno if i overestimated myself. i think i did.

ytd passed by so fast lol. i went out in the morning and by the time i came back and ate dinner, i was 9.40pm le la. was feeling tired, so didnt blog.

actually nth also la, went kbox with cheejia and samuel. went to the paradiz one. wahaha ji shiok can 11am to 8pm! (cos we drag lol). but samuel left abt 4+. and we were smart lol, all go 7-11 buy stuff b4hand, so to prepare for the long session ahead. buy donuts (i dunno why on earth i called them nuggets about 4-5 times), hotdog buns, drinks. lol.

a bit sad that cannot down key. but ok la, it was pretty fun. got introduced to a lot of new songs that are chao nice by sam, and got to know the titles of songs that we all find so familiar but never got to know wad song or who are they by haha. chanel handbags now we know. and i conclude that duets with cao ge in it are crazy. call it a guy-girl duet, but it might as well be a girl-girl duet >.< chao gay. well they are all nice to listen to la, but to reach those notes... haha. gd luck.

and the 2 ocip mass convos we had these 2 days lol. fun fun! but chao lame lol. gd entertainment nonetheless =) do get the family tree out soon! rofl.

sat sat sat! cant wait for sat to come.

quite a boring day today lol.

woke up like 12+.

watched the last episode of bump off lover (ai sha 17).

went out with parents to west mall area.

borrowed books from library to read.

bought a new printer (finally haha).

got inspired/reminded to get a mp3 player (dunno if ill ever be able to get one).

ate "dinner" (though it was like 4+. surely hungry later.)

then came home. doubt anything happening will happen later. >.< *** so let's get started on the quiz from wensi's blog.

ok im chao ji wu di tired. yet im still blogging! so faithful right wahaha. but in any case, confirm wont be as tired as those who went for night cycling till 5+ am lol. crazy ppl :P i was snoring away by 2+.

anyway, back from CO chalet from wed to fri. a little bit sian haha, but i really enjoyed the times with everyone! it's not common that we all can crowd together in a small place and just play cards, mahjong, watching jue dui superstar thru that puny tv screen that must be placed so high (despite my height), truth or dare (oh wait, theres no dare), and going out late at night to eat lol.

wednesday

met up with chuan han at je mrt station. i was early cos dad fetched me, so went into cd rama to have a look. saw hady's album, taufik's new album, 2moro, etc. seems like i need some catching up with the cds in store nowadays. indulging too much in my shanghai cd shopping liao. oh ya, saw xiao zhu's album going for $20.95 muahaha. i bought it for abt 40 rmb. original from shu cheng ok! haha shant hao lian. oh ya i was flipping thru the soundtracks trying to find step up de, but mission failed! sad diao. it's like even casino royale got a soundtrack (for wad exactly i also dunno), happy feet got, a good year got, and many many moreeee. but step up dont have! sadded.

met with chuan han and began our gruelling ride standing from je mrt station all the way to pasir ris. it was abt eunos when we finally got to sit. reached and dilly-dallied around white sands cos had to buy food to steamboat that night. louis vuitton handbags haha had a fun time buying food man lol. it's like everything also spam. like bread for next day's breakfast, with peanut butter and kaya attached. then also bought some ginseng chicken soup packet thingy to put into the water to make ginseng chicken steamboat lol. spamming mamee also haha, buy those 10 small packets kind. and god knows how many meatballs were sacrificed in the expense of samuel's meatball-loving frenzy. like 5-6 packets lol. (there are abt 20 meatballs in each packet?) and 5 whole carrots, 4 corn cobs etc haha.

anyway when we finally gathered our ppl and reached the chalet, we were in for a little shock. 2 stories as stated indeed, but it's really really small! so small until the tv cannot be placed on a cabvinet of wad, but nailed onto a wall high up. and from the door to the end of the first floor (the kitchen/toilet area), it's about 10 steps max. 2nd floor not much better, go up to the top and open the bed room door, theres the bedroom. the chalet was basically it. argh costa sands! why are ur chalets so smallllll >.< style="font-weight: bold;">

thursday

woke up abt 9+. 6d ppl are going escape today, so i went to join them (it's like 5 min walk away anyway lol). now got promotion period, discount till $6, with a list of coupons, like free popcorn, free carnival game, free icecream, $6 off merchandise, $6 off next visit.

played jackass (i didnt play, cos my reaction is super slow), and some mafia/polar bear like game (fun!) with the co ppl b4 i went escape. anyway met wj ps wensi ys cj kg ry zy (dj yx wensheu and ph came later) at the entrance and we went in loh. shant do some travel log of wad rides we did or anything, so just mention a few.

i have to say viking is my fav la, cos it's the most shiok one. esp the feeling when u sink downwards haha. LOTS LOTS LOTS of screaming too. there was this one ride we were on (the wet and wild ppl, others queuing for go-kart a 2nd time), when there was this grp of ppl who went on, and amongst them got some girls sat behind me wensheu and ph. OMG THEY CAN REALLY SCREAM LAAAAA. i was flinching at the super high shrieking. really painful to the ear can.. then over the other side of the ship where wensi ys and cj was, they say got this guy in front of them making retarded "screams" lol. chao lame.

rainbow is the next best alternative since inverter not working (sian lahhhh). dj super scared la haha, clutching my hand for the whole duration. but he too got used to the rainbow and enjoyed the ride haha. in fact, they went on the rainbow again (go-kart ppl) while we were queuing for another round of viking (i think i took 4 times lol).

go-kart is also super fun if u dont mind the perma-gasoline smell. and most impt, if u dont mind spending an hour waiting for it. we all seriously waited for one hour plus so as to get to the karts la! it's really really fun, but for 3 laps, i dunno if it's worth the wait lehhh. but one super funny incident happened lol. after me ruiyuan zhiyong kwangguan, and wensheu puayhian, the remaining 7 went for one round together (7 go-karts per round). yongxian chiong very in front la, so she was first. then ps was 2nd. but she couldnt brake in time (it's a very sharp turn towards the end of a lap after the continuous down slope). so she just totally RAMMMED into yx la haha. basically yx's kart simply flew forward a few feet lol. talk abt accidents. btw im horrible at it lol. super slow la, i was like 2nd last. but at least i got "praised"by ruiyuan for being very good with changing lanes and blocking him from overtaking muahaha. im evil.

wet and wild is also chaoooo fun! haha. took with wensheu, so our combined weight is like 150kg >.< so u can imagine how the splash is right... crazily big la haha. it not of the fact that i was totally drenched, i would want to take it countless times la haha. the "scary" part is when we were advancing up the 2nd and higher slope, with the sound of chains pulling us up being super loud. "RAT-TAT-TAT-TAT-TAT!!!!" liddat. but the plunge downwards was shiok haha!! u know they will take a pic just as u are going down so as to see ur scared faces and blah, but wensi and yushan's one was chao funny can! both were smiling at the cam and yushan even got pose de loh =)) talk about cam pros. carnival games were a gd choice in the afternoon too, cos got shade then can hide from the sun. we had this free carnival game coupon ma, so everyone went to try. we either took the throw ball into cup one or the spin the wheel. spin the wheel first prize is ji nice la, this v cute long limbed dog, and 2nd prize is a very cute dog (i guess "soft-toy" is an unspoken). quite a number of them got the consolation prize, this dino keychain that can open it's mouth de hehe. i was super lucky can!! i played throw the ball into the cup one, and i won the jumbo prize! haha. ok la, it wasnt that jumbo (a teddy bear), but i very happy liao. call me no-childhood guy or wad, but last time i really never play such carnival games, even at pasar malam, let alone winning something from the game! so ya im happy haha. yushan was soooooo close also! the ball was just in between a green (no prize) cup, and THE orange (jumbo prize, only one orange cup), when the ball decided to fall into the green! saddddd. some pictures... haha random pic. but it was the only pic that i could get the most ppl in one photo haha. dunno wad they looking at :P

coloured cups game! haha. looks easy, but i can tell u not loh. i totally tycoed the bear.

wahaha, i super proud of this pic. i take one ok!! photography skills zai anot. must koup tips from all the cam pros around liao (aka wensi and lg). arent i learning well? :D

haha... yushan sadded. and me smiling spastically with the JUMBO prize in my hand lol.

ah... my king-ly status regained... but i think the title of queen wont go in a hurry... lol.

*all pics courtesy of wensi's new bling-bling chio camera* haha.

went for dinner with co ppl while the 6d ppl went back to white sands. didnt eat bk with co ppl though, cos like eat the night b4 and for lunch AS WELL la. im going bkrazy. back in chalet also didnt do much la... but me lionel zhengyou shouhao and samuel were so bored we became totally lame can! formed boyband and composed a song to niao zhikang and stella!!! wahaha. super evil cannnn. took tune of stand by me, and changed the lyrics. must ask zhengyou for the actual lyrics, cos is he change de. lead singer sia. the rest of us just form the base and background treble lol!

"wo shi V! wo shi F! wo shi I! wo shi R! wo shi M! wo men shi V-FIRM!!! Our new single is entitled Firm With Me! Enjoy."

ya our boyband name. V-FIRM LOL. chao dumb... but shant go into the firm joke... CO private joke wahaha. but seriously i thot our song not bad loh lollllll. even got harmonising. omg thats the most funny part. it's like one go do, then mi, then so, then high do - "firm.." "firm.." "firm.." "firm!!!" then start to laugh among ourselves lol. we were THAT bored :P

after that nth much le, they went for night cycling finally the 2nd night. so left me, shupeng, zhixuan and chee gake playing bridge in the chalet. when shu peng slept and zhixuan went to make a call, chee gake taught me 2 person bridge! haha funfun. must practice more, cos i was like losing nonstop. and for ppl who dunno the game, it's not the dumb way of 1 person looking at 2 persons cards or something... >.<

friday

quite a lot of ppl left already, so nth much to say really la. checked out at 10.30, went to white sands foodcourt to eat with shouhao lionel stella samuel jaime.

so in all, co chalet wasnt too bad la haha. it's really a nice time to be closer to each other, cos usually in prac, we get quite divided into our sections, so we tend to be only close to our section mates. well this chalet removed any such barriers and we had fun together as one CO! =) rock on CO. back to work hard for SYF lo.... jiayou bah.

p.s. zhengyou owes me 10 bucks haha. it feels great when you run out of money to know that someone can return u some :P