Saturday, December 02, 2006
quite a boring day today lol.
woke up like 12+.
watched the last episode of bump off lover (ai sha 17).
went out with parents to west mall area.
borrowed books from library to read.
bought a new printer (finally haha).
got inspired/reminded to get a mp3 player (dunno if ill ever be able to get one).
ate "dinner" (though it was like 4+. surely hungry later.)
then came home. doubt anything happening will happen later. >.< *** so let's get started on the quiz from wensi's blog.
#1. Are you a chinese or english freako?
hmm, a mixture of both i guess. but more slanted to the chinese side, cos my parents speak chinese, we usually go to chinese restaurants when we go out to eat, we watch chn 8 u 49 52 54 56, i listen more of chn songs. (ok im just a chinese freako that refuses to admit it >.<)
#2. If time is going to stop; what would you possibly do for that time?
if time stops... i think ill just freeze loh. what can i possibly do?
#3. Prefer a playpool or playground?
playpool haha. i like water. cos u cant feel your true weight in water wahaha. (pls dont niao thanks. i already self-niao liao.)
#4. Do you usually gossip others; or being gossiped?
haha i dont gossip A LOT about others la. little bit nia. and i wont know if im being gossiped...
#5. Do you like simple or complicated stuff?
both. depends when my brain is up for the complicated stuff. when im feeling brainy, then ill like to solve puzzles and stuff. if not, my brain just stones and ill accept only simple stuff. "no words more than 10 letters allowed." my brain will say. (did i mention "complicated" is 11 letters long?)#6. Do you tackle numbers better; or alphabets?
haha alphabets definitely. you make sense out of numbers, but you make magic out of alphabets. (haha probably cos i like to read.) well take for example, will u laugh at this joke,
"864. 168421, 87464, 543614, 3, 424. 544!! 576, 546645743."
#7. What makes you pissed off?
hmm, unreasonable ppl. irritating ppl. actually all unreasonable are irritating. all irritating ppl sucks. so... sucky ppl piss me off.
#8. How's your childhood?
sadly, i cant rmb much abt my childhood. but i think i enjoyed myself. no childhood traumas at least.
#9. Do you have inspiration without perspiration?
well sometimes i guess. usually u should work for wad u want ma. but then again, inspiration just comes along without warning. so it's half half. (actually i dont understand this qn at all. making illogical logic.)
#10. Do you think 24hours is too long, short or just okay?
it has to depend i guess haha. but if we were allowed to manipulate all the hours we have for our lifetime, it should be enough. sometimes we have too little time (pre-exam), and sometimes too much (post-exam aka now. im bored to death.)
#11. Would you judge people by their appearance?
initally, definitely. but they are people i will come into contact with for quite some time, character will come in sooner or later to confirm or change my impression of people.
#12. What is attractive in your eyes?
sincere, kind and loving eyes. eyes dont lie.
#13. Do you like day or night, explain why?
hmm i prefer night, but probably cos it comes along with silence and serenity. it's beautiful to lay on some grass field, replica watches stare at the night sky and admire the stars, and start to ponder and reflect about stuff. i dont think u can do that at midday - you probably go blind.
#14. Do you treasure stuffs that you own, or have insatiable desires?
ill tell myself to treasure wadeva i have; but whenever i see something better/ more attractive, i forget to treasure and end up desiring for it.
#15. If your computer hanged up; with a long long document not being saved; how would you react?
momentarily shocked, stone, heart racing, mind in a blank, then get a drink of water while i restart my comp, cursing non-stop. then come back to the comp and pray that the doc can be retrieved. if not curse and swear somemore and retype.
#16. Do you believe in miracles? Or was it longed predestined?
well ya. it's nice to have something to hold on to, trying to be optimistic and convince yourself some miracle will happen and everything will be ok. though it hardly happens.
#17. Do you often tend to forget the past; or trying hard to do so?
i hate it how my memory works. i forget things that i want to remember for life, and things i desperate want to forget gets stuck with me for a long time (im hoping not forever).
#18. In your mind, why colours are out there?
on an optimistic note, it will be to add in life and happiness and light into our lives. but on a scientific one, it's just how our eyes work loh >.<
#19. Have you ever pitied those who are real pitiful; and shed tears for them; etc?
ya... i tend to tear more easily than the average guy.
#20. Describe yourself as in attitude?
i think i fear the unknown in a sense. tend to be super quiet and timid in front of people i dunno well. but once i get to know you better... haha behold my wrath lol. will be more daring to release my emotions - my crappiness, my tears, and my anger =(. and ya, im quite sensitive i guess, get upset/worked up if ppl purposely provoke me. but not get angry so easily. there's a huge diff.
#21. Do you suddenly lose the grasp of hope to survive as yet?
nah.
#22. Give 3 advantages when you get to live?
1. you get to learn from everything that revolves around your life.
2. you get to love everyone (that deserves your love) that revolves around your life.
3. you get to feel. physically and emotionally. i think it's the best part about life.
#23. What is your ambition in life?
if u mean career i have totally no idea. but generally, i want to earn enough to support a family of my own =)) and be able to reach out as much as i can to those that need it. i mean it.
#24. Do you believe in horoscope etc?
yup i do. but that doesnt mean i leave my whole life entirely to it. they just serve as a reference.
#25. Describe music in your life.
music is life. i cant express it enough.
#26. Which country would you like to go; when you can afford it?
haha europe. really want to see for myself how it's like. spain, france, italy, etc.
#27. What do you think blogging is about?
fundamentally, it's for me to put my life down in words (and now pix! =D) and be able to relieve these memories when i grow old one day. it is also a place for me to share my life with others and to be shared a part in others' lives as well (by reading others' blogs). sometimes it acts as my sandbag, for me to vent my anger and frustration and sadness. (think about it, a sandbag that wont actually rebound and hit u! lol.)
#28. What kind of style are you trying to get hold of?
haha im not daring enough to set my own trend. so i think ill just be one of those "willows along the river", swaying with the wind.
#29. When you fail a test, how will you react?
hmm, stone and be sad and be disappointed for a while, then get over it and continue on with life. it's not exactly the end of the world. (if not i dunno experience how many armageddons liao)
#30. Pass this to 8 friends; for them to get it done.
wenjie, cheejia, kwangguan, jiawei, junquan, xinwei... aiya just anyone who would want to do it =).
omg i dont believe i took like 1 hr to write this entry =.= nvm at least it killed time wahaha.
voodoo-ed and killed at 6:13 PM
VOODOO-ED.
life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.
the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.
it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)
i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.
life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.
