Monday, December 11, 2006
went for co today.
ate lunch with co ppl at golden rooster.
came home and left less than 20 min for vivo.
met chun kang. said goodbye to chunkang.
the fun just begun.
***
so there i was, alone, in the middle of vivocity. nth much to do, but didnt feel like going home either. called the class, but wasnt interested in deja vu. not now at least. and it's very randomly situated at yishun. not my di4 pan2.
it's kinda refreshing for a change to walk about in a shopping centre, and just walking around in circles. you dont really HAVE to do something everytime u go out. well for instance, i practically came out without any purpose at all.
anyway, kinda explored vivocity a bit. it's a pretty cool place actually. (though i must comment the arcade really sucks >.<) i like the open area on top haha, with the wading pool and everything. i was almost persuaded (by myself) to take off my sandals and plunge in haha. but decided not to. very tempting though. and the view of sentosa is pretty nice too. a little stretch of water, some shipping port, the merlion, ferry terminal, cable cars, and some ships on the sea. nth much, but the idea of sitting down there, just spending a long time looking at the view, the blue sky, the moving cable cars, the flags on sentosa waving... almost a serene moment. i loved it. also thought about certain stuff. anyway went back down into vivo and had another interesting experience - watching movie by myself. haha quite new to me i guess.
chanel handbags havent watched a movie alone for a long time. felt a tad lonely when i saw ppl swarming in in pairs or more. nachos, popcorn, drinks. i totally didnt feel like buying anything. just wanted to catch the show b4 it stops showing. happy feet is quite nice haha... after that ate dinner myself at long john silvers. then went up to the open area and caught a glimpse of the night view. i wont call it breathtaking, but it was pleasing to the eye. lots of coloured lights from the singapore-sentosa causeway, cable cars, even the merlion. a pity cant see the moon or stars tonight. went back down and walked around again. then went home. ***
it's nice to go out alone for a stroll sometimes.
without any plans,
without any purpose.
just decide what u want to do there and then.
being alone,
less people to occupy ur thoughts.
you tend to think a lot more.
but loneliness does set in pretty strongly...
voodoo-ed and killed at 10:05 PM
VOODOO-ED.
life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.
the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.
it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)
i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.
life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.
