Saturday, January 06, 2007
finally school reopen liaoz. nice meeting class ppl again (although i saw them like not long ago lol. a few days bah haha). and some ocip ppl =)
tchrs abt the same, just econs no longer miss lim le. sighs, im gonna miss the yakyakyak she never fails to say every single lesson. and i think sam's gonna miss sitting in the front of the class every lesson haha.
PE gg liao. our class going to do swimming. going to pon like siao.
learnt some new songs recently. haha fun. looking for ppl to kbox next wk after all the crazy post-sch-reopen tests. and unfinished hol hmk haha. needa pia later.
ok basically nth much la. school is boring. hopefully next wk will be better. looking forward to seeing juniors! wahaha.
and planning our local cip! when it's ever finalised lol.
ah that's it. back to stoning.
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bathed for close to 30 min just now. very shuang haha.
bathroom moments are nice, u can just be enclosed by glass and see the water flow down,
chanel handbags forming patterns on the glass wall.
and behind the glass is a blurred vision of colours, with the water occasionally making some parts clearer.
the feeling when the water hits u, cold yet relaxing. u will just relax and forget ur troubles momentarily.
indulge in ur little fantasy world of water and glass.
forget all the
bitter tears.
forget all the
hot tempers.
forget all the
acidic jealousy.
forget
ALL of them.
just let water wash it all away. and let ur eyes be filled with a blurred rainbow.
when the water has to be drained and the glass has to be shattered, a brand new you will emerge to cope with the problems better.
rebirth.
i know i can do it.
everything will turn out all right.
i just know it.
voodoo-ed and killed at 2:51 PM
VOODOO-ED.
life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.
the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.
it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)
i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.
life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.
