Sunday, March 25, 2007
3.40 am and i barely finished thermal. and mind u, i like skimmed thru all the topics only la. ARGH. do i seriously want to fail phy.
cos ytd slept at like 5 (dont ask me why so late lol. i also dunno. definitely not mugging >.<), so today woke up at 12+. abit like half the day gone liao. then wasted today la, do waves and thermal nia >.< and still got EM and EMI and most imptly, PRACTICE QUESTIONS. it just occurred to me it's sunday liao le la. oh my tian. anyway, im really on an archive streak lol. was reading some archived posts from last year. then just now got this random inspiration to find back the previous blog i had, so was typing all sorts of random names i think i would have put in then. and ta-dah! i finally found it haha. it's as blue and black as before (i rmb how i used to make fun of my blog with that pun. >.<) argh being sec 2. rofl. haha i can finally trace all the way back to when i started blogging liao. 25/3/2003. haha it looks like it's a whole another year ago lol. i seem to have some very bloggy intentions when it comes to march hor lol. starting to blog, then restarting with my new "identity" d0tz, then this yr archiving and going to find back my roots lol. i seriously like finding ancestors liddat, try to trace and trace. hahas. it's funny where my interests laid in the past haha. damn funny to go back now and think of all the things i did when i was in sec 2 and 3. and how wu liao i was haha. looking at all these is really satisfying loh. u wont regret blogging at all la. totally. imagine if i hadn't blogged all these down, then i wont be able to recollect all these memories liao haha.
louis vuitton handbags wont even rmb wad i did for sec 2 MAF. and it's amazing la haha. reading my previous blog, i actually was in the same group as yuting and jasline for MAF2004! totally had to recollections la haha. and now we are sitting in the same CO, yuting in my section somemore lol. ahh blogging seriously rocks haha. i think ive been advocating this since my sec 2 blogging days le. quoting my sec 2 posts: "hey blog, you must know that i am sacrificing sleeping time leh!!! juz to blog you! must gan3 ji1 (be grateful to) me ok??? i very noble and wei3 da4 leh!!!" "well, that's all for today's blog, not too interesting lah... but still, they are the events that happened today lah! so must illustrate it....right here in my blog!" "so that's all lah, blog... nice time digesting all i have enjoyed today! MAF ROX!!!" hahaha. im sure u are also laughing at my naviety and all last time. i got a gd laugh at myself when reading too haha. seriously, to trace back to sec 2 days... *wanders off down memory lane* seriously hor, i also dunno why im so bloggish these few days lol. ever since i started to archive my past posts. mebbe this blogskin got weird effects. must be staring too much at the skeleton voodoo doll. hahas. i also didnt know i used to be so close to junyu! lol. this is really strange la haha. a strange but amazing feeling. i cant exactly describe it. for long-time bloggers, u should go do this when u got the time lol. i bet u'll feel this interesting feeling too haha. *switching to sec 2 mode*
ok blog, i going off liao. nth else to say le haha... but don't worry! i'll be back soon de! with more things to tell u! haha. byebye blog! i go slp le..."
voodoo-ed and killed at 3:39 AM
VOODOO-ED.
life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.
the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.
it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)
i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.
life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.