Wednesday, March 14, 2007
ahh studying is so sian. seriously la. every 15 min i will feel like slacking off le. im so terribly behind schedule can. and all the chem i studied like never study at all. i think i forgotten everything le >.< wth. anyway, ytd went kelvin's house to mug. haha quite fun lol. was listening to songs on his laptop and studying in his room. haha now got quite a lot of nice songs waiting for him to send me. like li sheng jie and some other random songs lol. oh yea, he showed me pictures of his family overseas holidays. super nice can!! esp new zealand. although i went nz during sec 4 annual camp, but hor, i see all the things his family did, haha chao envious. like bungee jumping, visiting winery, climbing glaciers, sitting on this super fast speedboat, and not to forget all the uber cool scenery!! haha i seriously have to see all that for myself, if not ill like die with regrets lol. (ok a bit kua zhang.) itching for a holiday liao hahas. oh yea,
louis vuitton handbags went downstairs to the clubhouse to gym and play squash somewhere in the afternoon. haha cos kelvin lemme use the zai racket, thats why i can be a lot less noob than wad i originally supposed to be. but hey, i thinking my serving improve a lot la haha. i still rmb i started off like forever miss the ball liddat. like some serious problem with hand eye coordination. u know, like that kind of cmi one haha. but now i think i can serve a lot better le la! but the playing is still quite noob la haha. aiya must practice more i think. went back bathed, then continue to mug and listen to songs haha. after that went home le. i seriously think im going to fall sick or something. other than this stupid sore throat irritating me, i sometimes feel a bit dizzy and my head like pounding, like all the blood flow to my head liddat. and my whole body aches from ytd lol. sian, chao weak. kk back to uber sianness of studying... >.<
*half-dead and signing off...
voodoo-ed and killed at 5:39 PM
VOODOO-ED.
life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.
the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.
it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)
i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.
life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.