voodoo-ed and killed.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

having a screwed up bio clock this wk. every night fall asleep at 9+ while watching the homecoming on chn 8 (shi2 san1 bian1). then wake up at weird hours, like 2+, 3+, 4+, 5+ to chiong hmk. seriously screwed. like today, came back after CO and slept not long after. had my dinner at 12+ just now >.< 5 hours old noodles. yucks.

tue went with dj yx wj ps deren to novena united square to queue for ben and jerry's icecream! haha. so lame =). and the queue was super long can.. but quite fun la haha, at least we got to have super nice icecream as a good reward! queued 2 times haha, so got to eat strawberry cheesecake and sweet cream with cookies. pity no phish food haha. it's chao nice. but still, nice icecream hehe.

after went to walk around the shopping centre and even went velocity to take a look. haha deren got his nail painted at the face shop! rofl. pink somemore hahaha. ok random lol. totally la. then also got go body shop look see and smell the nice aromas haha. ok we very random. serious.

i think CO is finally settling down le. thought that we were rather seriously today. towards the end of the practice la. hmm... 18 more days to syf. hopefully we can make it haha. then later in the day going SCH to rehearse. gonna dig out my performance attire soon, if not later gg.

oh yea, had a plesant surprise today lol. now we got our own customised chairs in mph! wahaha. every one of the 80 of us got our own chairs lol, with our special stickers =). was kinda surprised when i went for CO today haha. so now i got a nicely-designed "d0tz" stuck to the chair im sitting on! lmao. =D and the mph is simulated to represent the stage area, chanel handbags with the shape and lengths made to reproduce the SCH stage as much as possible. so the guan yue ppl quite scary haha, got to sit on a platform made up of tables and instrument cases. haha, hopefully nothing wrong happens in the next 18 days. *touch wood touch wood*

hmm CO marathon day 1 over. day 2 today at SCH, and day 3 tml aka our usual mon practice. and i havent begun with any work at all. esp studying for the maths test tml. ggfied totally. omg. then furthermore i really dont have the mood for it. grrr. must force myself to go read soon.

TIREDDDDDD. but i cant slp, cos i slept so much just now.

argh, the agony.

voodoo-ed and killed at 2:09 AM

VOODOO-ED.

life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.

the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.

it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)

i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.

life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.