havent really been blogging cos there wasnt much to blog abt anyway. but haha glad that hols are finally here. would like to quote hongfei's nick, that "it's the start of the HOLYdays". lol how apt.

so yeah, everyone's going abt saying how this hols is just mug mug mug and mug nonstop. well on one hand of cos i know i need to study real hard, cos there isnt much time left, but on the other hand i do want to enjoy this hols a little (at the very least). i dunno lah, perhaps i cant even find ppl to go out with this hols, since everyone's mugging and all. hmm.

my friend's bdae passed yesterday, but i dont seem to feel anything at all. ironically, i spent the whole weekend at home doing nth. meaning i havent stepped out of my house since fri 3pm. >.< so i was like thinking to myself, mourning cos i dont get to celebrate my fren's bdae? lol. i look at ck and sam and sometimes just feel happy for them haha, everything's working out fine and all =). mebbe i should just listen to wensi and only care abt this kinda stuff after NS bah =D. after all it's still a long way to go before my life ends (or i hope at least). listening to the song wensi sent me sometime back, it's on her blog too haha. my wish by rascal flatts. imba nice. the lyrics are really meaningful too. "My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, your dreams stay big, your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, and while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish." so yup, it's best to keep this kind of relationship. actually it's quite nice la isn't it, staying as good friends who occasionally meets up for a movie or a meal. extra gifts on bdaes and vdae as well! haha. so why bother caring so much =). yepp. the more u care, the more u mind, the more u feel ignored. but looking at another angle, it's fate that keeps us together for so many years. as friends that is =). so must learn to appreciate. hahas. treasure and cherish every friend you have. cos they dont come easy. my last interact session with the kids at fei yue bukit batok ended on tue. haha now looking back, it's been one and a half years le. although i ponned lots of times, it's been at least 30 times. multiply that by 2hrs each week, it'll be 60 hours with the kids. louis vuitton handbags haha it's been a really fun experience i would say. although each week i'll feel reluctant to make the trip all the way down there, but once i drag myself there, it's just pure fun lah haha. makes u feel young all again (omg i sound old lol). but in fact being with them, u just feel old suddenly somehow haha. like that day i was getting msn addresses from them, then i saw 1995 in their email. then i stoned for a while thinking why on earth there's a 1995 there, cos no one would have emails at such a young age. then i realised it's the year they were born la >.< 1995 just feels recent somehow haha, though it's 12 years back le. looks like time really flies when u are a student. so yep, wont be going back again le. though hopefully they'll do well in their PSLE this year and we continue to chat on msn! haha. farewell to lee chew, eng liang, lee soon, xiong jing, edwin. and all those i've talked to and taught before! it's weird isnt it haha, totally didnt feel anything on tue but going to start to miss going for comm serve next term, i bet. (that's if i have the time to feel that way) haha had quite a long chat witk ck after comm serve on tue. i think we chatted for like an hour just outside the mrt station. but yup learnt a lot from him. haha really funny right, all the truly meaningful stuff will only come with the last comm serve session. the last time we'll both make a trip down to bukit batok and tok cok. just lame around. haha. so i must say it was a nice ending to the whole comm serve thing. as for wad i learnt, shan't bother to elaborate, but it makes total sense to me. impt lessons of life. i hope i dont forget them in a hurry. btw thanks ck for being there during comm serve haha. made it a lot more interesting i guess. and it's nice to have ppl accompanying me to go there in the first place. guess there's no more chance after that le. still, it had been a fun time. treasure and cherish. impt two words to know how to appreciate ppl around u.