havent been blogging for sometime liaoz. too many things have happened in the course of 2 wks, so shall cut it short bah haha.

celebrated ryan's bdae at sentosa on the 15th. wah i think it was really fun haha. bought some june holiday deal, so got to visit some attractions at a discounted price. like 4d magix theatre, my first time there haha. quite interesting la, not only with 3-d effects visually, it also enhances ur enjoyment of the short film with sense of hearing and touch. like can actually feel the wind, and water splashes, and rustling at ur feet when surrounded by "crabs". the carlsberg tower, although nothing much in terms of enjoyment, allows u to view the whole of sentosa top down, and even some parts of mainland singapore. it's a nice scenic ride where u can have a gd chat with ur frens i guess haha. also, went to visit the butterfly park. initally thot it will be very boring and nth to do, but when we got in, haha we got all excited by the different kind of butterflies flying above our head la. the butterflies are super tame, and samuel got to take a lot of their pix close up. and they fly really close to u haha.

also, got to ride a double bike with ryan in the afternoon, while sam rode the single one. lol although in the end i still cant ride a bike by myself, im a super cooperative double biker lol. ryan and samuel tried to double bike but they just couldnt get it lol. but when i got on the double bike with either one of them, can liao. haha. but still, i promise myself i shall learn how to ride a bike someday! it's really nice to ride a bike along the cycling routes in sentosa, especially those along the beaches. then just rest the bikes at one corner, look at the sea. haha.

after all the attractions, at night went to watch songs of the sea. wah that one imba nice. it's seriously the thing that made the day. like this uber cool water/light/fire display following a simple plot. i really dunno how to describe loh lol. shall post some pix when sam sends me. then u all can see for urself liao. louis vuitton handbags super nice. then went back to mainland and went plaza sing to eat cafe cartel. lol i addicted to cafe cartel. start to like it a lot now. haha.

hmm, and that followed by study camp at yushan's house from sun to thur lol. at first just wanted to stay for 2 nights, then became 3, then became 4. haha. but it was really really fun. thanks to yushan who let us stay there!! haha had loads of fun with puayhian, yongxian, deren, wensi, yushan, weichung, and wensheu who joined us for 1 day.

eating at all sorts of places at serangoon gardens, from chomp chomp (nice chicken wings, and hokkien mee on the first night!) to roti prata, to chicken rice, to some boursh restaurant, even to sushi tei which yushan has so kindly treated us! haha my first time to sushi tei la, then got to try all the new kinds of food haha, like unagi don, hotate, soba. then also got sushi, sashimi. for dessert, we tried different kinds, like strawberry (icecream stuffed in frozen strawberries) , mochi (green tea flavour i think), and we were all making fun of weichung's ice balls (super colourful one haha).

rented movies like music and lyrics (the soundtracks are really nice haha. pop goes my heart is stuck in my head liao >.<), accepted (abt a high school student who could not get accepted into any college forming one of his own and accidentally enrolling a whole bunch of new freshmen. now he really has to run this fake school), and take the lead (a classical dance teacher heads to a school full of delinquents and attempts to teach this group of students who are prone to their hip-hop dancing, and eventually taking them to take part in the annual ballroom competition). out of the 3, i thought music and lyrics was the best haha. abt a has-been pop star getting the chance to duet a song with the hottest pop star around now and needing to come out with a song, and having to find a suitable lyricist to complete the song. happy ending in the end =D playing bastard daidee, 2 tables of bridge the day all 8 of us were around, dota/audition on the comp. having nice chats and random tok cok sessions. taking turns to try the massage chair rofl. eating loads of sweets and tidbits. playing with muffin and richter (yushan's super guai dogs) and of cos the main agenda (but it didnt really prove to be so lmao), MUGGING. seriously, "FUN" cannot describe how i enjoyed those 4 days =)) STUDY CAMP ROCKS!!! yeah, back to reality. blocks is almost over, abt 80-90%. as expected, i think i screwed it big time. as in seriously. i may really do worse than last yr's blocks (which was horrendous). like getting E S S U U this time. omggg i really hope i get at least S for all my subjects >.<. now left with one more physics paper 3 to go. but i seriously not in the mood to mug for it leh. already chao holiday/post-blocks mood liao. reality check 2. im sick. as in literally >.<>.< then today see doc, feeling better liao. gonna have an early rest and hopefully will full recover by tml. yupyup. urgh, worst time to fall sick la. sick until cannot study for phy paper 3, then have to go take cos ill have recovered by then. wad the hell =.= (but then again, it's not like ill really go mug so soon for it. haha.) yeah that's all. i finally updated >.

Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett - Way Back Into Love (Music and Lyrics Soundtrack)

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh oh

watched this movie at yushan's house during the mega long stayover. shall blog abt it soon. it's a super nice show! haha =D makes the song a lot more nicer and meaningful i think hehe.

wahaha ok im like a html genius lol. i finally got my blog fixed! woohoo haha. not pixel pixel kind somemore haha. damn proud of myself lol.

ok anyway havent blogged for like super long, cos have been going out nonstop >.< gg lahh. anyway sun went klunch with wensi sam ph and wensi's friend dorothy at marina square. for 5 ppl, we got a huge room! lol. the first time i actually need to use the mike haha. so can properly echo around the room! haha quite fun i would say. esp the spamming of all the duets! lol. sang jian ao for like the first time haha. then still got lian ai ping lv, i still believe, liang shan bo yu zhu li ye, shan hu hai, bei feng chui guo de xia tian, ai de zhu xuan lv, dui ni you gan jue, even the imba shin and dai ai ling's qian nian zhi lian. rofl. after that went to play around in marina square arcade. bishi-bashing as usual haha. but this time have to keep up the reputation a bit, cos bishibashi god and goddess aka sam and wensi are around! lol. but the machine was on imba hard mode, even my best game insatiable appetite only won by like 0.7 sec. 6.74 vs 7.48 i think. then met kg deren at wisma atria with puayhian. decided to go food republic to eat. had the famous hokkien mee that amk hub has also. the one that kg and ruiyuan ate at amk hub that day. then wensheu joined us, before going to eat teppanyaki with pengsing over another corner of food republic. so the 6 headed for barnone at marriott hotel for the charity event some ppl from the school organised. thereafter, yongxian weichung yushan, wensi and her friends all came along too. haha like mini class outing like that, but with more different ppl for a change i guess haha. the event wasnt too bad, at least for the lucky few (including us) who got seats. i mean apparently the pub can hold capacity of 300, and 600 were printed. then when we finally got to see it for ourselves, the only way to get 300 in there is when like nobody can move an inch. lol. so it's no wonder how crowded it was. anyway since we were the last few to get seats, had to camp quite near the stage. which isnt exactly a good thing. cos the music was IMBA loud, and from my seat, i could only see the lead singer. i think i was sitting right next to the speaker >.< some bands were quite nice i think. and quite cool to have drinks and listen to bands perform, just chill out for one night. there was a 1-for-1 offer for some alcoholic drinks, so we went to buy haha. crazy prices la, if it wasnt 1-for-1. $19 for a martini. =.= me and deren shared one lychee martini, so only had to pay 1/4 the price haha. tastes pretty nice too, not so strong alcohol taste. and other times, we were just sipping coke or sprite from these mini straws lol. it's so small that when u drink from it, the soft drink makes ur throat hurt lol. like directly hit the back of ur throat liddat. after the barnone thing, we got this crazy idea to stay over at yushan's house! omg it was mega impromptu and random. seriously hor, i can never doubt the spontaneity of our class la >.< say go then really go liao hahaha. wensi went to stay over with her friends, pengsing went off early. then the rest of us went to the thomson roti prata house for supper before kg and wensheu left and the rest of us went yushan's house. aka yongxian weichung puayhian deren me. and of cos yushan lol. louis vuitton handbags camped at the tv there wanted to watch some movie, then didnt find any show nice. deren wanted to watch inconvenient truth, so we and yongxian went to play audi hahaa. after the show ended, deren yushan puayhian came over to play dota, then me weichung yongxian played bridge with whoever of the 3 was not playing at that time. just round after round after round of bridge lol. i guess we played 30 games mebbe. lol. then play until like 5+ we already like not alert liao lol, just anyhow zam and win sets. not caring who is whose partner liao lol. 6+, yushan's neighbour's rooster start to crow liao lol. went sofa slept for a while before waking up for breakfast, washup a bit, and off to stj. monday morning liao. reached city hall chao early, only to realise that instead of the 12.15 written on the blog, it was booked at 1 >.<>.< rofl. ate some roasted chicken with penne and mushrooms, peishan ate the same, wensi and cheejia both took pasta, yushan ate some bacon and sausages, and wenjie's was some ribs with bbq sauce. haha looked super big, but nth compared to the cafe cartel one lol. the only good thing abt it was the wedges haha. not bad. as for my food, thought it was so-so la, but the creaminess really can make ppl bloated. for dessert, wenjie ordered mud pie with icecream and i got a bite haha. i think quite nice la, esp when the warm mudpie mix with the cold icecream. reminds me of the hot-cold combo with swensen's banana crumble.

oh yeah, there's this candy floss machine there lah! i never knew and noticed the numerous times i walked by the place. quite cool lol, so we were all like queuing up and taking the floss with sticks. green apple flavour de haha. wensi got a giant candy floss la! lol. hanged around at marina square's arcade (AGAIN lol) and watch some of them bowl after that. then me ruiyuan peishan and chunkang, who all werent bowling, decided to go suntec carrefour to buy drinks. but along the way, ended up seeing furniture. btw i was the last one standing among the 6 who stayover lah haha. all went back to rest liao. but im no superman, so was quite tired myself. so everytime we stopped, i chiong to the nearest sofa and sat down lol. there was this imba soft sofa haha, we were all saying cannot mug on that sofa one, if not CONFIRM fall asleep lol. once u sit down, dont feel like standing up liao lol.

finally we made our way to carrefour and bought this cheap bottled drink haha. 3 for $1.75. some pear white tea thingy. then the brand was 茶字典. get the pun right? haha. with 查字典. so we were all like lol-ing. then went to the pastry section and we saw cheap cheesecake! haha $2.95 for one whole cake. i went to buy one too. but eat finish liao lol. after that wenjie came to join us after his bowling. seems that kg clarence and sam went to eat dinner back up north haha. ruiyuan went back by bus, and the remaining 4 of us walked back to marina square via millenia walk and i left for the esplanade bus stop while they went back mrt thru citylink. the shuttle service at suntec there was too long queue liao. so took a super long 171 ride. i think got 1+ hr. just meng sleep lol. was chao tired.

tue had kbox (AGAIN lol). but this time was kstudent with juniors! haha. interesting combo of ppl this time round, had huanzi clarence peizhi xinying sam cara benwu kevin jinlei and me. chao interesting lol, even sam cara and kevin who listen more of english songs came too! haha. so got new songs this time round, with quite a number of english ones. but some of the mv really cmi haha. looks like we should really stick to chn songs in kbox. experienced benwu's imbaness as usual, esp with his zhang xue you songs. and guess my jideai with clarence wasnt that bad hahaha. a pity kelvin didnt come though, cos he had harmoc.

my finances draining to the very last drop liao lah. had to squeeze out that last few drops to go for ocip outing on wed at holland v settler's cafe. quite a lot went la haha, so not bad quite fun. had peishan xinyi elaine yuntian xinwei yushan maodun algernon mingren jianmin kaiern and me. when i arrived, they were already playing something, but i didnt catch wad it was lol, abt geniuses and idiots de haha. followed by taboo, which i think was not bad la. then as some ppl's food came, the gaming came to a stop, and those who didnt eat (yet) played monopoly. elaine xinwei yuntian yushan me. but haha stomachs start growling liao, so we ordered lunch too, and we were playing taboo over lunch haha. i thot that was really fun haha. elaine and yushan describing, me yuntian guessing, then switchover. i think we guessed abt 80 words?

while the 4 of us were playing, the other 8 were playing other games after their lunch too. but one i could rmb the clearest was jurassic rumble, which i played b4 with class ppl the other time we went. tihnk it was with ruiyuan wenjie cheejia peishan etc. haha damn fun game haha. but we werent playing that. instead played niagara falls, with gems and canoes and disks which will fall off the falls to signify flowing water down the waterfall. if the canoe goes down, then gg to the boat haha. have to spend gems to get it back on shore. then still got weather to affect the flow of the water. something along those lines la. then ended the day with jungle speed which everyone played. haha something abt shape matching and other cards to influence the gameplay, like colour mode, everyone put down at the same time instead of one by one, or all grabbing the stick in the middle to put their discard pile underneath. then haha damn funny for those who never see the pic properly and anyhow grab the stick in the middle. cos the penalty was to take all the cards on the table lmao. so mingren and maodun had like super thick deck of cards haha. then those who finished even offered to help them finish the cards. hahaha. but quite fun la i thot. this kind of brainless game. but not THAT dumb de la.

hmm been playing A LOT A LOT A LOT this hols. really time to settle down and properly mug liao. yushan's family going overseas, so she'll be alone at home. then quite a lot of ppl expressed interest in going her house for study camp lol. deren, puayhian, yongxian etc. haha sounds fun but i doubt i will be able to stay. mebbe can just go in the day bah..

meanwhile, I MUST START TO MUG LIAOOOOOO!

ahhhh. i truly truly love this show. such a pity that i've finished watching it le =(. why must it be only 11 episodes! but still, every second i've spent watching that 11 episodes have not been wasted! it's really super nice. especially how everyone has their own differences and characteristics and yet come together to perform for the passion for music. mebbe it shares some similarities to CO, thus i feel for this show haha. cool.

cut-and-paste sypnosis:
Based on the hit comic book by Tomoko Ninomiya, this is a fun-filled quirky romantic story of 2 very opposite people.
Megumi Noda, or “Nodame” is a piano student at Momogaoka College of Music. An extremely talented pianist who wants to be a kindergarten teacher, she prefers playing by ear rather than reading the music score. She is messy and disorganized, chanel handbags takes baths several days apart and loves to eat, sometimes stealing her friend’s lunchbox when it is filled with delicacies.
Shinichi Chiaki, is Momogaoka’s top student. Born into a musical family, he is talented in piano and violin and has secret ambitions to become a conductor. An arrogant multi-lingual perfectionist who once lived abroad in the music capitals of the world as a young boy, he feels mired in Japan because of a childhood phobia.
They meet by accident. Nodame quickly falls in love, but it takes much longer for Chiaki to even begin to appreciate Nodame’s unusual qualities. Their relationship causes them both to develop and grow. Because of Nodame, Chiaki transfers into the Conductor Division, leads a student orchestra and begins to have a broader appreciation of people's musical abilities. Because of Chiaki, Nodame faces her fears and enters a piano competition. Opportunities open up as both begin taking risks, stretching themselves far more than they ever thought possible.

nodame, chiaki, ryu, masumi, kiyora. S orchestra, A orchestra and Rising Star Orchestra. it's really a super nice show haha. let me learn a lot more abt western classical pieces too haha. beethoven, chopin, mozart, etc. thanks ruiyuan for letting me watch this! only one word to describe this show:

BRAVO! (haha ppl who watched will understand =D)


p.s. screwed up template lol. but aiya wadever, the pics matter more haha.

it's been a while. slacking non-stop, that's what i've been doing. argh gg liao lahss. omg as im typing now, even blogger is tracking my wrong words >.< oh man when can this world escape from microsoft word. before u know it, msn may be checking for ur typing errors too! gg. heck care abt that. anyway went for get high on fri, guitar on sat and harmoc on mon. hmm get high was better than i expected, i almost didnt want to go after seeing the rehearsals. but hmm i must say, they have really put in a lot of effort into it. so yup, gd job! but the goodie bag hor... would be better if there were nicer stuff >.< guitar was quite interesting haha. went to watch after having dinner with clarence peizhi xinying and dingjia at pizza hut. interesting concept of making a guitar concert into a musical / play / drama kinda thing, with acting and singing involved. haha so good effort! i thought the drama was entertaining enough, hearing laughter at appropriate times. haha not bad. oh and i loved the part when we chained "go weechern!" like 7 times haha. from wenjie, limyuan, me, juniors, and his volleyball mates. super funny i tell u. haha. just chain all the way =D went macs at serene after that for supper with wenjie and limyuan before going back. harmoc was cool too haha. i thought they got interesting emcees. although sometimes the jokes a bit leng, but quite funny haha. the harmoc concert also very cute lol, lots of interesting props, from flowers to balloons to scarves to the shrek headband u can buy at macs now! haha and the big harmoc which plays the bass and chords are super cute la lol. make a very funny sound haha. quite interesting. weiye's duet and kelvin's duet were quite too haha. and they played quite a lot more songs that i knew compared to guitar haha, more chinese i guess. watched with wenjie peishan weechern limyuan's bro clarence huanzi and alvin who was sitting with his bball frens. lim yuan came to join us later too, cos she not performing. haha later wj ps me limyuan and limheem went serence macs (AGAIN) for supper. lol. 2 nights in 3 days. chao unhealthy. >.< tue went mrs leo's house! haha. at sembawang. basically just chilled out at her house, with food drinks and cards lol. a pity the dvd player spoilt, louis vuitton handbags so couldnt watch just follow law. but still we chatted and play cards. oh yeah i was playing daidee with deren sam and max then they got chao fedup with me lol, cos i like won 5 times straight hahaha. imba luck. but yeah my winning streak gone after that. must be because i knew the pizza coming, so let them win de la :P:P:P haha kidding. after that a bunch of us took lessons from teacher xu wei ye, in origami. making roses. wah i tell u is super duper hard. at first still ok, then got cheemer and cheemer. then so many steps somemore. we were all like.. "how long more? why totally dont look like rose de." lol. but finally we did it la haha. so weiye got a lot more roses to her collection! haha. but i like clean forgotten the steps liao. ahh nvm. i will never do such a hard origami also lol. cheemology. after that was dinner at amk hub. we were all totally convinced by ck's wonderful convincing skills to go tiong bahru (where he stays) and were all ready to head there until reality struck us directly when we saw the map. lol! from sembawang to tiong bahru. that's like travel half the red line and CHANGE train to take the green line. a bit inconvenient ah. so we settled for something like more practical, aka amk hub. lawl. 2 times in 2 wks. hohoho. deren ph wensheu weichung ate pepper lunch while wenjie yongxian wenjie weiye me went b2 to buy random food. donuts, veggiecrisps, durian pancakes etc. almost wanted to buy sweettalk also haha. went to join the rest back at pepper lunch b4 going home. today stoning at home most of the day. attempting to play some ruan songs. argh grade 9 is imba hard. why such a big leap in skill de >.< sianzor. somemore my skills like fall way below 8 liaoz. nvm slowly prac. uh yeah ryan asked me out in the afternoon. went funan to collect the free gift for the mp3 player i just bought recently (samsung k3). FINALLY! no worries abt not being able to make it before 10 june (redemption date ends). after that went with him to buy new slippers. firstly went to raffles city, then take mrt to orchard to pacific plaza, then cross the road to far east plaza, before final destination at heeren. haha in the end i bought too. ahhh poor wallet. still, new slippers! lolz. then we went plaza sing's cafe cartel to eat dinner. MY POOR WALLETTTTTTT. but yeah i must admit, u can get full at cafe cartel lol. i ate until i was full lol. nice big portions. i like hoho. had st louis ribs while ryan had black pepper ribs. hmm both are quite nice haha. shiok ah! haha quite nice lah. i seem to forget abt the existence of stj. gg. i need my allowance in advance le lah >.< been slacking for damn long. i also seem to have forgotten abt the existence of blocks >.<

grr. i better get started soon, unless i wanna get myself screwed so badly for bt2.

and i mean really really badly.

argh.

Spiral -Suiri no Kizuna-. an anime that had been with me for the past week. haha life in the past week was just go out, tv, audition, and spiral! now that it's over, i actually feel a sense of emptiness. the ending also didnt reveal much!

i still have no idea where kiyotaka-san has gone to, or why kanone decided to give up resisting the fate of the Blade Children. kousuke, ryoko, rio, eyes-kun, ayumu, hiyono, madoka. ahhh. im missing the show now already.

anyway what u are hearing now is the ending theme song of the show haha. means i heard it 25 times myself (there's only 25 episodes. mega little. compared to like dunno wad naruto, onepiece, bleach or what-not)! haha. enjoy.

Hysteric Blue - Kakuteru (Cocktail)

kawaita nodo ni nagashi konda amai kaori
kokoro ga tsugi kara tsugi e to afuredasu
sakkaa booru wo zutto oikaketeru you na
ano koro to onaji hitomi de mitsume naide
sannen me no ofisu wa tokku ni nare kitte
kawari ni atashi wa nanika wo nakushitano
kekkon wo bastugeemu mitai ni iu otonatachi
sonnan ja yume sae mirenai kodomo dashi
atashi ga suki ni natta kurai no hito dakara
anata ga eranda kanojo wa kitto suteki
nandatte iiatteta tooi hi no futari
chotto gikochinakatta koi no soudan mo
ima dewa chanto dekiru toshi ni natta
minna shiawase dato iina negau hodo
danna to futari totta hagaki fuete kuru
gonen mae kokoro no soko kara hoshikatta
anata no kodomo ni atashi no omokage wa nai
koi datte yume datte takusan arunoni
kyou datte ato hito oshi ga dekitereba
katei you na iiwake ga muda ni fueta
tsurai koto kanashii koto wo nigetakute
amai kakuteru ni oboretai yoru wa iranai
tsurai koto kanashii koto ni mukiatta
nagai kakutou ni atashi wa mata nigeru
ichinichi ga konna ni nagaku kanjiru no ni
ichinen ga konna ni hayaku sugiteshimau
ichinen wo konna ni hayaku kanjirunoni
isshou wa donna umaku ikirareru deshou

english translation:

the sweet scent that showered my dry throat
my feelings begin to overflow continuously
just like following a soccer ball
don't look at me with that same gaze
I've already gotten used to the third year in office
but what did I lose instead?
the adults who consider marriage as a penalty
and the children who can never dream due to that
because you're someone that I have fallen in love with,
that girl that you have chosen is surely wonderful
the past where we were able to argue about anything
even the slightly uncomfortable discussion of love
can be done properly now, at this age
the more I wish for everyone to be happy
the number of postcards taken with my husband increases
the child that I wanted with you five years ago
has no resemblance of me
I have many love and dreams but
if I could have stepped up a little more
more useless household-like complaints would have been made 
wanting to run away from painful and melancholy things
I don't need nights where I must drown in sweet cocktails
facing the painful and melancholy things
I run away once again from the long battle
one day seems to feel very long but
one year passes by very quickly
one year seems to feel very quick but
how well will I be able to live my life?

japanese iris - "the happiness of the believer" in flower language.

"the music of logic will never fail to sing the melody of truth."

spiral roxx.