Sunday, February 03, 2008
oh yay i kinda survived thru fieldcamp. which is like a gr8 feeling haha. cos 1 less big thing to worry abt for bmt. as usual, cant elaborate much due to certain restrictions.
anyway, being bruised all over and having to apply zam-buk like no tomorrow lol. pain sia! but yeah as wad they say la, these wounds will recover but the memories of the experience will last forever. some of the things u will never get to do out of fieldcamp... =)
observed one thing that i suppose is kinda natural for human nature. as u tend to get shagged and in discomfort, patience falls a thousandfold and tension rises proportionately. but thankfully no major conflicts broke out or wad la, so still ok.
chanel handbags but it's clear that everyone tends to get a little snappy and impatient, not excluding yours truly. so yeah, should give some sort of apology to whoever i snapped at during the field camp, when everyone's too shagged to even raise their lips for a smile, but just makes it so simple to give a frown instead.
but in any case, it's all over. so let's hope everyone can obtain back their morale and spirits, and continue to chiong for the rest of bmt! haha.
seeing so many class ppl going for driving lessons, makes me real tempted to take it up too. but i think shall wait till pop ba, if not staying at tekong for 5-6 days a wk makes it kinda hard to make time for lessons. wanna take it up alongside others too. like junzhi who is thinking of going for jap classes. thats pretty cool la, got this temptation to join him in the beginner class. shall take a serious consideration abt these 2 after pop. which is still a while away! sighs.
and still got the major barrier to break, coming in the form of 4 letters - I-P-P-T. double sighs.
shall be back for cny i hope (prays fervently for no guard duty, if not they are really inhumane). super looking forward to it haha. then shall get to meet up with sam ever since he got enlisted. im seriously amazed how he made me out a distance away with my camo and helmet on haha. but nevertheless, it's super interesting how i thought i wont get to meet him all the way till cny, since i never got to see him in bmtc at all, and yet meeting him where i least expected it - outfield. lol.
seriously, how coincidences occur just like that. haha.
voodoo-ed and killed at 9:58 AM
VOODOO-ED.
life is like a needle.
a voodoo needle.
it pricks.
and it hurts.
every passing day,
it will find its way to prick me.
the moment i felt
the lethal injection enter my body,
i knew it was over.
this curse has been embedded into me,
not going to be lifted anytime soon.
for the next couple of decades at least.
it's too late.
don't start regretting.
the curse of life begins.
everything is no longer the same,
anymore.
try to accept it.
(i know i'm trying.)
i've been voodoo-ed.
and now,
i'm just waiting
for the effects to take place,
for the day to come.
waiting, for the curse to befall upon me.
simply waiting,
to meet my doom.
life's never the same again.
i'm voodoo-ed. and killed.