hmm was having a pretty good wkend till things changed suddenly. so now feeling damn sian.

went shopping on fri and finally got the first pair of shorts/berms thats not elastic or oversized. gone are the obiang days le! ok la thats a bit kua zhang, not like i revamped my wardrobe or wad, it's only one pair. still, that's a good start lol. shall aim to get more if i don't look weird in them. my friend was shopping for shoes as well, and that let me to think of the shoe craze some platoon mates had just last week, imagine buying up to 2 pairs of shoes in 2 days! lol. but they look really good la, from pedro, aldo, everbest, beetlebug. all really chio. so that got me thinking if i should get a pair soon haha. i almost got tempted to buy on the spot already loh! but i stopped myself in time, and thus now though not 100 bucks poorer, am one chio pair of shoes lacking.

actually all these buying kinda made me think that, hmm the growing up phase has really arrived. the big two-zero is slowly catching up with me le (okok, i know of all the others who are already looking forward to their 21st bash, but hey, cant blame me for being born later ok? lol), and can see the ord-mood in all the nov batch ppl in my platoon. so all these new clothes, shoes, bags, belts, etcetc, kinda spells a lot abt how ppl are starting to prepare for post-ord life. as well as adult lifestyle, as gone are the days with tshirts and sneakers and cargo pants etc. and therefore i can't exactly fall behind, can i? so yup, planning to do a tiny makeover kinda thing after ord. but dunno if i got wad it takes lol. yes, namely speaking, a lot a lot of moolah.

will prob carry out this plan alone, or mebbe with just a few others keen on operation post-ord.

met with hanzong, bok and hongchuan (mr. koh for 2 wks lo!) arnd thomson area at night. haha havent met hc in quite a well, so had quite a good talk. bok and hz also quite my frequency de lol, so we wont be worried of running of things to say. covered quite a bit i would say, from life now, to life in the future and all. glad to see hc being happy in his new job, and admire him for his time management, planning to take up uni part-time and having to juggle with his now-permanent job, relationship issues, friends, personal upgrading and personal time etcetc. it's quite a remarkable feat i will say. thus shall aspire to work out a good plan and make gd use of my time like him! haha. ok the recent 2 posts making me sound like his fan. so had pretty good chicken rice at longhouse (shall go again), and choco drinks at cheeky chocolate. and sat in hz's van for the first time lol, not bad driving skills eh! haha. oh no, that makes me think of my own lousy driving... and my hopes of taking TP by end nov... okok shant think abt that now >.< sat was pre-ord bbq at yr's house! haha he's a good host man, kudos to him, satan, and all those who helped to get the food from imm and prepared them so that we can have a gd time. really hiong ah, i seriously never expected EVERYONE who stayed till the end to end up dripping wet lol. louis vuitton handbags all either kenna pulled in, pushed in, hug and jump in(kamikaze style), voluntarily enter etc. aiya all ways basically. so it was quite a crazy bbq i should think lol. but really fun! =) after the pool closed, some stayed back to do a bit of drinking. i was waiting for wing kevin they all, so i stayed back too. and i shall conclude, i cannot hold my liquor lol. after prob a couple of shots and sips + 1 cupful of the chivas-mixer, i kinda died. so grant had to bring me to walk around to sober up, and when it didnt work, bok had to follow me to the toilet so i could throw up lol. so paiseh la. but anyway thanks a lot to bok for helping me haha. and to the rest for asking if i was ok lol. hope i didnt make a fool of myself. thankfully i sobered up b4 leaving, so they didnt have to like drag me to my house or smth lol. but anyway, after reading hz's blog post on the bbq, cant help but agree with him, things have changed so much as compared to the last bbq we had last may, when the drivers first entered mortar platoon. we all didnt really know each other, so it was a super awkward bbq. looking back, so much has happened in the past 16 months. and im really glad for the company i have in this platoon. though i prob wont miss army life after i ord (like duh!), but close friends i've made in the platoon, it's something that i will never want to lose and will always miss. so shall continue to treasure the last 2 months, or for most of them, last month, with these awsome guys bah. must keep in contact after ord!! so was having a gd wkend until today, my mum suddenly say she not free on the 6th dec. so the family holiday we were planning cannot go on, cos my bro only free from the 3rd, and i ord on the 11th. so the very jsut nice timing from 3rd to abt 9th right b4 i ord holiday cannot go on as planned le. thus we prob have to push it to the following wk after i ord, which will clash with the 6d thailand trip!! ahh i feel so sad la, when everything is going so well, then something have to come and disturb the whole balance. argh i dont like have my plans changed. and if family and class clash, ill prob go for the family one, since it's been so long since our whole family went on holiday together. in fact, so long that i cannot rmb when was it le. when i was pri 3? >.< then ill prob miss out a lot of 6d fun. haizzzz. hope things will work out soon? ok damn late liao. im totally running late for book in. urgh, a whole 5day wk in camp. and non-stop acct throwing torture. later throw in some last min ippt again >.<

suddenly can't help but think of the song: SOMEBODY SAVEEEEEEEE MEEEEEEE!

life sucks.